Apr 20, 2021
Fuck, I am trying. Trying so hard. But I can't take this anymore. It hurts that no one sees it. No one can understand it. Who am I? A nobody. That's why no one cares... Goddamn... And I am hiding behind a laughing mask, smiling and always saying everything would be alright. Fuck it!!! It isn't alright. I am not alright. Nothing is fucking alright! But who cares? No one. No one cares. Hiding my scars, hiding my everything... I feel like a nobody. I am nothing. But no one listens, no one sees. And yet it's my fault because I don't talk. I hate myself so much. Fucking hypocrite.
