Ren!!!

Making art so the world feels kinder. He/any pronouns. 17 years old. Poet, Writer, Artist, Musician

[gr3n0nion]

Progress photo from my AP portfolio…I submitted it Friday but I keep thinking about this naked little fish man

[tambersome]

I present My “what if deltarune was an 80s slasher film??” Au

[gr3n0nion]

I’m gonna probably stop posting poetry as much and I’ll move towards art :3 I wanna link all my art accounts.

[gr3n0nion]

I have memories recently that bring me to tears like a ridiculed child.

Of flinching at my father’s voice and actually making him contemplate his actions…

Of my mother’s treating me more like a boyfriend than a daughter.

It’s frustrating. I want to be strong and adult but I feel so young now that I’m old

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When I talk about my feelings, she disappears. I always try to listen to hers. It just makes things worse when she’s gone. I don’t have anyone to talk to.

[gr3n0nion]

I don’t want to keep getting older

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I HATE MY JOB FUCK CAPITALISM. WORKING A JOB IS YHE MOST RADICALIZING THING CUS DAMN MAYBE CAPITALIZM DOES SUCK

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Booo to my mother 😭😭 she’s getting mean again—i think she just despises my sister

[gr3n0nion]

What kind of man thinks himself better than his fellow man?

The kind that takes pride in his work.

I taste you in my store brand bow tie pasta

The kind we made the next time you came over

You were allergic to the sauce but I only knew to joke.

Instead of saying sorry.

I take pride in the first time I gave you an apology.

For the wrong I did and the hurt I did and the swollen swollen cheeks.

And I’m sorry.

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One day you’ll end up on a worn down road, staring down the face of a metal beast.

If you keep running in the same direction.

Whether it’s right or left, sometimes making a choice is all you can do to guarantee you stay in familiar woods.

If you were to one day travel up or down—learn how to climb a tree—maybe you’d get a better perspective but you’d just be killing time.

[gr3n0nion]

I hear your words and they radicalize me.

How can I hear “I’m an angry person so I go hunting. I scream at the top of my lungs out there. No one hears me.”

“I don’t like to hurt things. I’m responsible. I make sure they die easy.”

Don’t you get it?

You put the weapon in your hand and get mad when you want to fire it?

How do you live a thousand lives and never begin to comprehend what kind of person you are?

I open my mouth to tell you no but I’m just as bad.

“I don’t want to get political”

As if everything is not political.

As if I’m not standing on stolen land with shoes made of stolen fiber?

As if we’re not standing in the back room of a building owned by one of the largest grocery chains in the world?

If I could be angry, if I could afford to be.

I’d be out there fighting instead of chewing on money and hoping it turns into fish.

[gr3n0nion]

A very low quality drawing of @yebyyhfushi’s sona. I’ll probably redo it but I just wanted a real fluffy lad to draw at work ^^

[yebyyhfushi]

AAAAA my baby looks gorgeous!!! 🥹

[gr3n0nion]

A very low quality drawing of @yebyyhfushi’s sona. I’ll probably redo it but I just wanted a real fluffy lad to draw at work ^^

[gr3n0nion]

I need to learn how to take photos of my art sighhhhh

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The sky is made of giant tigers

They’re coming closer closer closer

A past that I’ve not lived,

That threatens to creep up and take my legs

India is invading my mind,

And although I know nothing

I feel like I should be sorry

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I will never eat again.

Not until you’re awake enough to love me.

I’ll be a lamb like you,

And we’ll lay down together.

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I want to be someone she’s happy showing off.