Opinionated Gemini

21 • ℕℂ

[gracefullyhalo]

we should talk..

So here’s the thing... it’s time for a WELL NEEDED break from ttc.

For the past two years I’ve gotten my hopes up on “faint positives” and actual positives that turned into miscarriages. As the year closes out im realizing that I can’t handle the pain of seeing negatives like I used to. Especially seeing everyone around me, family and friends, having children and getting pregnant so easily I’m becoming resentful so I think it’s best for me to take a step back and breathe. This is NOT me giving up, I am stepping back and getting my body and mind healthy for my beautiful baby. 

[gracefullyhalo]

CD 18 - 4 DPO

Another dragged out tww 🙄 I only managed to have sex once in my fertile window (the night/early morning after the first positive opk) however I still feel good this cycle. I honestly feel pregnant, matter of fact I AM pregnant.

It’s so weird I want to say I have symptoms because I’m nauseous although I know for a fact I’m just sick from taking some headache medicine.

Cheers to me driving myself insane this cycle ❤️