#ttcjourney

[albertasunrise]

Meet the reason l've not posted an update in a while.

On month 12 of our TTC journey. We finally got that positive that seems to be sticking. Todays scan (6 weeks) showed a strong heartbeat ♥️ so chances of miscarriage are tiny now 🙈

have been tired and nauseous as hell for weeks! So unfortunately my writing took a hit. I will get some updates out in the coming weeks but wanted to share the happy news with you all 🥹

[ttcbbyr]

We start in August or September, just waiting on the nurse to contact and confirm, then everything will be set up 😭

If you've had a successful IVF treatment, please give me all the tips and tricks, I need to give this everything cos I just need 1 baby 😂

[reclaimingkat]

July 2nd - I took a test this morning and I’m pregnant!

I was pretty surprised as I haven’t really had many symptoms, so I didn’t have my hopes up.

I did have some weird zapping pains for the last two days which reminded me of round ligament pain, that was the only clue.

I’m cautiously excited and praying for a sticky baby.

[onepinkline]

Throughout my infertility journey, I’ve often felt like there was a “lesson” I was meant to be learning. I hated it, it made me angry, but the thought was always there.

I had a realization today that I think I was meant to heal, from many things, but specifically learning communication skills and developing my own sense of self importance that depends solely on me and what I have achieved.

The universe knows how special motherhood will be to me, how important it is to me. I don’t think it was open to letting me begin that chapter until I was ready, because it knew that I would be so disappointed if I had any regrets from my own immature, unhealed actions relating to my journey of motherhood.

I’ve worked hard to heal. Even when it doesn’t feel like it. I know that I’m ready, and maybe the universe does too… either way, I think I’m okay with waiting my turn for now.

[alberta-sunrise]

Soooo… tests still negative… looks like I will be able to drink in Rome 🙈🤣

[sunnshineyelllo]

Guess who's fertile on Valentine's Day?!? 🥰

[alostbeautynomore]

I miss my angel babies so bad. Some days I can handle the sadness but other days I feel a huge loss in my heart that no words can ever explain. I want to cry all the time. I want my babies back. I am jealous of those that got to carry theirs to term. I feel pathetic. I hate my body and I don’t understand why it cannot do what others can do. I can’t really talk about this with other people. When does the sadness go away? It feels like it never will

[midwestmotherhood]

The hardest part of infertility for me is the desire. The desire to kiss those tiny little fingers and toes. The desire to rock a sleepy baby to sleep. The desire to have something so small need you.