the comment about solitude makes them ponder. were they expecting to be alone? do they actively seek it? they do not know. whenever they are on these visits, they feel as if they cannot ever be truly alone, if not in their chambers, in the middle of the night. out there, in public, there are always prying ears and eyes at every corner, something to do, someone to talk to. in this particular regard, lord eluwe's presence is neither unwelcome nor surprising. in a way, they are glad to be pulled from the negative spiral of thoughts their mind tends to go off into when left alone. "no, not at all. it is a pleasure. like you said, sometimes we need to be pulled away from where our minds wander off to."
"indeed, i am a lover of books- if nothing else." hours spent in the library at home, the scrolls and books orion and their sister adored and studied. all gone now, unlike the bitter taste at the back of their throat, which does not leave. they attempt a smile. "i am sure you are being humble, my lord. for i believe, the more you read, you will believe the less read you are." the ignorant thought oneself a genius. the wise knew that they were nothing but. "paradoxical yet, the more we learn, the more we realize how little we know." the smile wavers at the mention of their home, and they nod solemnly, finding it easier to look back into the view now, simpler to hold the mask in its place. "i sincerely wish your next visit will be better than the last. safer."