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GRAY
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what does transitioning to male have to do with beating up 3 horses
Every boy when he hits puberty has to go to the countryside and fight horses in order to become a man.
I lost, hence why I'm now a trans woman.
Hiii I wanted to thank you for a post from a few days ago where you explicitly said fem trans men/mascs and trans men/mascs that aren't on T (yet) are hot,,,
It was. Very healing for me when I saw it, my dysphoria is like, pretty much entirely social rather than physical, and I guess it had been acting up until that post kicked it to the curb.
(Technically I'm not even transmasc like, identity wise, but kinda adjacent considering I am trans, I am sometimes a man, and I'm mĂŒllerian(? I think that's the right term, perisex and estrogen-dominant and all that), so even if I wasn't the Direct Target, it still caused a lot of splash healing thanks to the whole "attractive while being a man and also fem and trans" thing)
TL;DR thank you for chasing away my dysphoria for at least a while, you're a 10/10 wolf :3
Trans guys are attractive purely because they're trans guys. Whether or not they're on T, or how far along, or what changes they have are irrelevant. Being a trans guy makes you hot by default and I wish more people felt that way âĄ
I've upset Allen by pointing out that Bayonetta looks like Hideo Kojima on HRT
Bayonetta on T? Yes please.
Honestly this is just the stupidest shit you'll read all day, but blocklist anyway:
@/briannapuppet
TADC Too dark
also chihiro fujisaki is a trans woman and any claims otherwise are willfully ignoring the text. just because shes a transmisogynistic caricature doesnt mean that the best way to correct is to claim shes transmasc
buddy chihiro didn't even LIKE being a girl in the slightest bit?????
also i can do whatever i want with my headcanons #teehee
> charachter gets killed because they wanted to be more masculine looking and for people to stop treating them like a girl
Oh yeah, that's totally what a trans woman would wanna do! Yeah, look *more* like a man and *less* like a woman!
omg . peak blog knows peak . SCREAMS
Even wolves are not immune to the draw of Nagito
Reading YWMTBH and staring at the mess that is Crane and being like. You should not be as relatable as you are. Why do I see myself in you so much. What does this say about me an an individual
i just finished reading âyou werenât meant to be humanâ by andrew joseph white and. holy fucking shit. that was the most disgusting shit iâve ever read in the best way possible actually. highly recommend if youâre into confronting the most horrific truths of the world we live in and also like worms/cults (or both) BUT PLEASE I BEG READ THE WARNINGS FIRST. anyways this book made me ill and thatâs all i have to say
One of the reasons why You Weren't Meant to Be Human means so much to me is that Crane doesn't hate Sophie. Very often in trans media there's this idea that whoever a transgender person was before, they have to absolutely hate them and "kill" them in order to become who they truly are.
It's a common sentiment amongst the trans community (which is fair and entirely valid) that killing your past self, your deadname, etc are an essential part of transitioning. And that having that vitriol and hate towards that past is also essential.
Crane doesn't hate Sophie. When he talks about growing up, he talks exclusively like Sophie is a character that played as him. Someone that he empathizes and understands, just another little girl who got lost between the lines of his own story. The Hive gave him agency to take control and he ran with it. Gave it all to the Hive so that he can control of Sophie's story.
(And when he's detransitioning and pregnant, he does exactly what Sophie wanted. Because if the Hive is going to force him to be Sophie, to play pretend at being a girl again, he's going to do what Sophie wanted.)
A large part of You Weren't Meant To Be Human is the loss of autonomy and dehumanization. But another part is confronting your past- Crane eventually faces his own consequences by his parents being in Washville. Jess has to deal with Sean, and god knows whatever the fuck Levi (derogatory) did in his past to get his ending.
Another part of Crane confronting his past (in regards to his kinks and sexuality) is facing Sophie. And when he did, he burned her face off because that's what she wanted, and that's what Crane was going to do for her. It's a brief glimpse into his pre-transition self and his current self holding hands and agreeing. Self-mutilation is all he was allowed to do, and it was something he was always going to do.
Idk. I like Crane a lot because he's really relatable to me. He doesn't hate his past self. It's comforting to me.
I love the YWMTBH Evernight cover because it basically implies that Crane is Lucifer if Lucifer served even more cunt and was even more unsettling
written aesthetics + collages: andrew joseph white books
HELL FOLLOWED WITH US
teeth so sharp they can draw blood, oversized hoodies to hide the parts you canât show, a damaged cross around your neck, blood on your sneakers, bible verses carved into flesh, ear-piercing screeches in the distance, a partially burnt pride flag, flesh sliding off bone, the scent of smoke getting stuck in your nose, blood and bile staining your hands and sleeves, hair and feathers falling from your scalp, bitten nails on bruised hands
THE SPIRIT BARES ITS TEETH
heels clicking on a marble floor, hands as cold as death, thick fabrics with an itchy lace trim, violins and pianos filling the air, feeling like youâre being watched, writing until your hands cramp, sewing needles and thread hidden under a pillow, whispers in the dark, sudden chills down your spine, mysterious bruises hidden beneath layers of clothes, slick blood on ice
COMPOUND FRACTURE
a gap between crooked teeth, fingernails with dirt beneath them, dog fur clinging to your shirt, graphite-stained hands, a makeshift binder made from old clothes, your friendâs raspy laugh, a pair of shoes hanging from a wire, banned books hidden under a bed, spiked dog collars, a worn hat you refuse to take off, torn and stained t-shirts, long scars you refuse to hide
YOU WERENâT MEANT TO BE HUMAN
an oversized camo jacket around your shoulders, flies constantly buzzing around you, boots with mud stuck in the soles, homemade haircuts, dreams of worms in your skin, blood and gore staining the floorboards, the blowfly girl copypasta, dogs gnashing behind chain fences, tattoo-covered limbs, a torn flannel around your waist, greasy hair getting in your face, that constant feeling of dread in the air
Read all of You Weren't Meant to be Human last night. Absolutely Disgusting. Horrendous. Made me feel bad. 13/10 would read again.
hey so this is insane
One thing that I really enjoyed about YWMTBH is the thread with Hannah implying that Levi cares more about Crane than he lets on. Hannah describing it as love.
What I like is that it isn't resolved. Crane doesn't question Hannah and doesn't mention it to Levi, even though he does dwell on it. He never gets an answer about how Levi feels about him, or how Levi feels about the baby and the pregnancy or even about the hive.
And the thing is -- it doesn't matter how Levi feels. His potential feelings towards Crane don't matter when compared against his actions. It doesn't matter if Levi loves Crane, in the same way that Tammy's love for Crane doesn't matter because she chose the hive and lets them force a pregnancy on Crane. Love doesn't absolve them of their abuse towards Crane.
And the truth is, in situations like this, you often don't get closure. You often never find out if someone loved you, or why they hurt you. It might be something that you cling to and question but even if they answered, you don't know if you can trust them.
Stagger really said would you still love me if i was a heap of worms in a flesh suit