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hi, i'm eren. it/he, black tmasc nby. 20yo sys host very clearly i'm an eren fictive. i do have other sources as well but i don't feel like sharing that publicly. note: i don't care about syscourse, do NOT involve me i don't give a single fuck.

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#rambles.txt #🕊️#🕊️🍁#type 3 fun #misc #corkboard

really like how we have a role promotion system in our sys. so fucking funny it's similar to a job. like yeah you just got promoted to cohost dude. congrats

#rambles.txt #type 3 fun

i kind of don't know why i have this blog when i've gotten to the point where finding sourcemates is not my priority. i used to search everywhere, almost 24/7, but eventually i just accepted i have to live in the present instead of the past and that it'll just never be how it was before

#ignore me it's 3 am so i have to be weird about how i'm feeling 🤦🏽🤦🏽🤦🏽#sometimes i consider submitting to blogs here but i just don't know if i actually want to do that #the chore of meeting new people is too great and we never actually talk much anyway because i assume they probably think i'm a bit weird #like people have someone pictured in their brain that i'm not and then meeting me it's disappointing #like well yeah i never said i was eren 1:1 ripped from the animanga did i..?#i don't know. sometimes it's appealing in a way to tell people about my identity tho bc it feels like this 🦚🦚🦚#rant #rambles.txt

mildly-inconvenient-plur-is

mildly inconvenient plurality is several alters just being slight variations on the same guy so we feel different but not actually different. like hi babe it's me your husband except I'm also your boyfriend. yeah like I'm your husband now but I'm also me from highschool when I was still just your boyfriend. I might be me but from middle school later. may or may not be an age sliding thing I really couldn't tell ya.

ah yes the identity be identifying

#literally

mildly-inconvenient-plur-is

mildly inconvenient plurality is when everyone wants to be seen as individuals but get scared as soon as they are reffered to as such out of system smhhh

oh yeah that sucks so bad

isuggestplural

Mods, unlatch his autoproxy.

steinbee-deactivated20260102

Secret Agent AU stuff

And I'm sick yay. I'm mainly just reposting from my insta @stein_bee cause why not

#🕊️🍁

salem and i are two sides of the same coin except like he's the cishet version of me for some reason

#🕊️#🩸#type 3 fun

plural-questioning

I’m not sure if these have already been asked but…

What was your age when you first discovered the plural/system community? Were you aware of your headmates before that? If so, how did you conceptualize your experience? Did you have a period of questioning before you adopted the plural/system label?

question 229:

#uhhh i had to be like... 13? when i found out about the system community #and i wasn't aware of my headmates before that. even now i am painfully unaware of them sometimes #i still question lol i'm kind of actively in denial and i'm very on and off w the system label #type 3 fun

incredibly funny that my friends' sources are erwin and levi so every random ass official merch with erwin levi and eren just feels like biblically accurate fester thirdwheeling

#like yeah and this is an average tuesday #rambles.txt

i'm jean's match made in heaven because SOMEONE has to tell him when he's being annoying and corny when he thinks he's being charming and handsome

#only reason he was being corny acting as if he was gonna pull as an ambassador was bc i couldn't whoop his ass from beyond the grave #and even then he was on thin ice #I'll find a way to get you‚ white man.#🕊️🍁#<- (begrudgingly) (horribly deeply madly irrevocably in love-ingly).#rambles.txt

innercirclesys

"Kinda weird how I was a huge [x] kinnie back in the day and I'm not anymore, and acted completely different from how I do now after a sudden personality shift"

The nefarious (fictive) ex-host:

#god i'm so glad other people have had this experience #this has happened about 3 times in total in our life? maybe 4?#where “i” acted different and identified different to the point it clearly wasn't me #and then later i figure out it was an ex-host like ahhhhhh #rambles.txt #type 3 fun

heartbeat-sys

i think the "roles are always forced and harmful" is especially frusturating because some plurals have headmates that are literally Just their roles and i think maybe i dont like whats being implied about them when people say that

we obviously split back on like the 8th but i don't know who it was or how many alters we split so that's none of my business

#guy who knows it was over 2 headmates most likely #rambles.txt

fictive-culture

Fictive culture is waking up one day and suddenly everyone around doesn't consider you as *you* anymore. No, instead, you have a "source" and are a "fictive". Some might even go as far as saying you need to "source separate"? When you're just a guy! I'm just me. Suddenly I'm not allowed to be me?

If you go against this everyone tells you you're delusional

we might not be home anymore but we don't owe anyone source separation we are allowed to just be ourselves

#it's really frustrating #like really that shouldn't be anyone's business but mine. why do people care if i “separate” from myself or not #which hardly makes any sense anyway

plural-questioning

for systems with several fictives of the same character, do you have any specific way(s) to distinguish between them ?

question 225:

grazedknuckles

image because sharing as an example shouldn't hurt. ours is def different names but we also like to choose different aesthetics from one another too

#or different things we associate ourselves w most especially in comparison to our source selves #idk how to explain that well it makes more sense in our head kinda #type 3 fun #rambles.txt

Lesbianism

#rambles.txt

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