No — With.. what happened. You just.. seem so unphased by it all.. You’re life just gets to go back to normal, you get to move on and be with Winny, or whatever, and I’m the one having to go to therapy two times a week. I just – I don’t understand. I don’t understand why I have to feel this empty all the time. And I’m not trying to say you should feel this way too, that’s the last thing I’d want – I just don’t understand after all of – this, after everything was said and done. I – I’m sorry. We should have this conversation when you’re sober – Or better yet, not at all. Forget I said anything.
Well, I’m not. I’m not going to break down in front of you and everyone else and tell them how scared I was, or still am? How bad I feel, how guilty. That’s not how I operate. My life is never going to be normal, and I think you know that. I’m not with Winny, contrary to your belief and everyone else’s. Still just friends. It’s not fair, and I’m not sure why you feel so empty, or if it’s just a combination of everything that has happened... I just figured that was what was for the best; leaving you to be by yourself. I’m a ghost, Maya. That’s why we broke up the first time, and that’s why we broke up a few weeks ago. It’ll always be the reason. I don’t know how to make you feel more full, but will my presence do that? Yeah, nice try. Not gonna’ happen.













