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5'8" | hw: 145 lbs | cw: 125.6 | gw1: 135 💫| gw2: 130💫| gw3: 125 | ugw: 105 | please please please recover :)

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[laslloronas]

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[greenteaangel]

oh no did @petal-lbs get termed again :(

if anyone knows their new account let me know

[greenteaangel]

oh my gosh i haven’t been on here for over a week. i was on vacation and have been quite busy recently. it’s good to back though and i’ve missed it. hope i didn’t miss too much

[greenteaangel]

my mom made comments about how my arms are looking skinnier and i need to be bulking up on my protein powder

god she is so delusional what the hell

[greenteaburnout2]

hi again!! i was previously @ greenteaburnout and i was termed at 3.5k !! this is my second time being termed and i took a tumblr break for a while but rlly miss the community. if y’all can reblog this to help me find my old moots i’d rlly appreciate it!!

[lolaveda]

Maja Matkovic for Oyster Magazine

[n0tthinenough-deactivated202107]

do some anorexics really believe that the world is gonna bow at their feet once they are skinny?

[milkteadeficit-deactivated20230]

nah bc i fully expect every single person i meet to instantly fall in love w me once i reach my gw

[perfectfashiondetails]

Valentino Couture Spring 2015

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[greenteaangel]

holy shit you guys

i can’t believe it, you guys are insane

i would ask if y’all are okay but i think we all already know the answer to that.

[tinybow-deactivated20230111]

the desire to ruin myself completely and the desire to become fucking perfect is constantly at fight and it’s just so ugghzghzhhszhhhhhg

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[greenteaangel]

shitttttt i’m going on vacation with the whole of my moms side of the family in less then two weeks

i need to be underweight by then

i can and i will

[mintflavouredgums]

one of the worst things about eds is the constant inner conflict between the rational and the irrational part of your mind.

i want people to notice that i'm unwell, but at the same time i don't want people to bother me. i want to be free, but at the same time i don't want to let my ed go. i feel like i need to be hospitalized to prove that my ed is serious, but at the same time i don't want to end up in hospital. i want to reach my ugw, but i know that if i do reach it, i'll be forced to gain all the weight back so there's no point in doing so.

living with an eating disorder means living with a constant war in your mind, this shit is exhausting as fuck.

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