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Indie C.C. of Code Geass, side blog to @ame-no-tenshi

[lelouch]

[lovingalways37]

..♥️

[codegeasu]

Top 5 CluClu Moments

monado-geass said:

Top 5 CluClu Moments? <3

Yess!!! Thank you for sending me this I love you omg

The ultimate list.

It’s hard to contain this to five because I’m pretty sure I have way more, but this’ll do

Warning: Hella long post

1. The almost! kiss before Lelouch went to Damocles (and their rushed goodbye afterwards - “Don’t you want to put a smile on my face?”)

Notice how he is moving towards her?

They were having a heartfelt conversation and C.C. said, “I’ve never met a man like you,” and she started walking towards him, and he came forward to embrace her and said in a low voice, “C.C….” and tHEN KALLEN CAME BARGING IN LIKE AN ASSHOLE

Like you’d think she’d understand, considering how often she and Lelouch were cockblocked during the show, but NAH Kallen just intrudes on their special moment (I know it was unintentional)

But seriously FUCK because that was the ONLY time in which Lelouch was willingly and knowingly going into a kiss - all other times, girls kissed HIM, and the time he tried to kiss Kallen was awful and she did the right thing by slapping him because he wasn’t in his right mind… Like it would’ve been a genuine, reciprocated kiss - a sealing the deal type “I love you” kiss but it was rudely interrupted.

Also, the conversation following - where Lelouch is concerned for her fighting the Guren - may I remind you that she is immortal and his worrying is purely because he doesn’t want her to suffer any pain any more bc he’s a sweetheart - is so touching.

2. The quintessential: “If you are a witch, then I will become a warlock.”

Can’t coherently tell you how emotional this scene made me. gdi you two

3. The entire Mao episode, but mostly the ending, with Lelouch’s contract to C.C. to fulfill her true wish.

This episode was so heart wrenching okay they said some awful things to each other because they were upset. They pretended to hate each other - and did, to some extent - and only wanted to use each other for their goals, but in the end he revealed how much he truly cared about her.

And there’s their rooftop conversation, with him promising to make her wish come true…

4. Slave girl CC and Lelouch’s gifts of pizza

Poor baby CC… I actually burst into tears after they escaped C’s world and CC looked up at Lelouch, terrified, and began saying she could count to twenty and fetch water and carry dead bodies…

I actually started crying no joke because it was just that traumatizing to CC revert back into the slave girl she once was. And Lelouch’s face was just utterly shattered and it broke my heart.

He realizes that while they might bicker all the time, he really needs her and he misses her - and he’s very kind to amnesiac CC and serves her pizza all the time because he wants her to be happy and because he hopes it’ll jog her memory so he can have his witch back again.

Also the whole plate thing was so sad but Lelouch was an emotional wreck and seeing him shake with tears and offering her a band aid was surreal…

5. When C.C. consoles Lelouch in R2 because he’s feeling depressed after everything that’s happened…

When he talks about the Zero Requiem and what is to come, he includes her in his future:

“I guess we’ll just have to see it to the end… won’t we, C.C.?”

Bonus: "I don’t know why snow is white, but I do think snow is beautiful. I don’t hate it.“

((ft. Jealous Kallen))

Hope you liked this list!! Thanks for the ask!!

Of course I’m an idiot who loves going all out (no gifs belong to me FYI) but this was so fun. I’ll do the other ask I got (Top 5 Geass Commands) some other time :)

[lelouch-cc-vibritannia]

Things I notice : Lelouch claimed C.C. knows too much when she said she's going to Mao and instead of Geassing her to forget everything or disappear or anything...he tried to geass her to "stay by his side"

[insiderzx]

CC

Anime: Code Geass

[mrbyeman-blog]

Lelouch and C.C

[macrolit]

“I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.”

—

Sylvia Plath (1932-1963) American poet and author

[alimperator]

[feral-ballad]

Clementine Von Radics, from In A Dream You Saw A Way To Survive; “You are flying home today”

[transman-badass]

Ship idea: leader of a secret war against evil (or good!) x their second in command, who is repressing their crush on their leader

[virginiadre]

ot3 culture: wearing matching fabrics

[anisilorai]

Artist: 反骨_hannkotsu (@hannko4)

https://twitter.com/hannko4?tVVgOZherO5oJqSMbJC7PQA&s=03

[cxdemusings]

‘rough touch’

@greenvixen​: 18. My muse clutches their hand tightly around your muse’s mouth to silence them.

     He’d gone off on another ramble, ranting and explaining something or other to the fullest extent, as he usually did, to a seemingly uninterested C.C. So wrapped up in what he was trying to get across, he hadn’t noticed her get up and move over to him–

     Until her hand pressed firmly against his mouth.

     Incredulous and maybe a little offended, he stared at her while she pressed a finger to her lips. Did she have a headache? Could immortals get headaches? Was he being too loud? He didn’t think so.

     Wait, it couldn’t be…Was he being annoying??

[greenvixen]

While not a fan of Lelouch's endless ramblings, she did take notice of what was being said. How else would she be able to get him out of tight spots otherwise? C.C. paid attention, always, even as her face showed the opposite. Enough was enough, however. There were only so many talks about Zero Requiem that she could bear listening to, especially when knowing the end result.

Lelouch survived in neither version. However many he sprouted out, they all had his demise in common. Only this time, C.C. decided she'd stop him before he voiced it. Her usually blank expression shifted into a glare.

"...Must you always mention that, Lelouch?" she asked rhetorically, half pained but doing her best to mask it under annoyance. For a moment, all she did was stare into his eyes before releasing his mouth and distancing herself.

C.C. spun around on her heel and stormed off.

[gatorprompts]

✧ — ⋆    𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓  𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 .

send one of the below symbols for your character  ( the sender )  to perform on mine  ( the receiver )    add  !!  to reverse the roles

💆‍♀️   for  your  character  to  tuck   a   strand   of   my    muse’s   hair    behind    their    ear

🤝   for   your   character   to   brush    their     hand    against    my    muse’s    hand 

🤚   for   your   character    to    guide    mine    by    touching    their     back

🛋   for   your   character   to    curl   up   with    mine  

☕️   for   your   character    to    bring    mine    a    beverage 

🍫   for   your   character   to    bring   mine   some    food

📺   for   your   character    to    watch   a    film  /  tv    show   with    my    muse

🎶   for   your   character    to    play    music    or    sing    to    mine  

🎧    for   your   music    to    listen    to    music    with    mine

💃   for   your   muse    to    offer    to    dance    with    my    muse

📚   for   your    muse    to    read    with     mine

🎨   for   your   muse   to    paint    with    mine

🪴   for   your    muse    to   take    mine    on   a   walk

💫  for    your    muse    to    take    mine    stargazing

🧺   for    your    muse    to    take    mine    on   a    picnic

✍️   for   your   muse    to    draw    mine

👔    for   your   muse    to    help    mine    get    dressed

💇‍♀️    for   your    muse    to    play    with    my    muse’s    hair

🌸    for   your    muse    to    give     mine     flowers

🎁    for    your    muse    to    give    mine    a    gift    (  please    specify !  )

🎀   for    your    muse    to    wrap     mine    in   a    blanket

🛀    for    your    muse    to     wash    my    muse’s    hair 

✨    for    your     muse    to    hold    my    muse’s    hand

🤗    for    your    muse   to    give    my    muse    a   hug

💋    to    kiss    my    muse    (  specify    where !  )

🍰     to    bake    something    with    my    muse

🥦    to    cook    something    with    my    muse

🤐    to    tell    my    muse    a    secret   (  please   specify ! )

🧶   for   your    muse     to    do    something    else   (  please   specify  !  )

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

❛ i didn’t know where else to go. ❜

❛ i’ll never be that me again. ❜

❛ you can still be good. ❜

❛ i thought you’d be here. ❜

❛ don’t act like you know me. ❜

❛ because i care about you, okay? ❜

❛ it wasn’t supposed to end like this. ❜

❛ i was scared. i thought you had lost your way. ❜

❛ am i supposed to just let you go? ❜

❛ you deserve better than me. ❜

❛ don’t make me do this. ❜

❛ i’m not who you think i am. ❜

❛ you don’t mean that. ❜

❛ please just hold me. ❜

❛ i don’t want to understand, i want you to stay. ❜

❛ and why should i care? ❜

❛ you look awful. ❜

❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜

❛ don’t let me lose you too. ❜

❛ for what it’s worth, i really am sorry. ❜

❛ it’s not your fault. ❜

❛ i don’t know who i am anymore. ❜

❛ is this the part where you kick me out? ❜

❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you can’t save everyone. ❜

❛ it was a nightmare, that’s all. ❜

❛ it’s just a scratch, don’t worry. ❜

❛ you know me better than i know myself. ❜

❛ don’t go where i can’t follow. ❜

❛ you’re better off without me. ❜

❛ we all die alone. ❜

❛ people get hurt if they get too close to me. ❜

❛ i hate what i’ve become. ❜

❛ i’m not going anywhere. ❜

❛ is there anything i can do to help? ❜

❛ i don’t even recognize you anymore. ❜

❛ who did this to you? ❜

❛ please don’t leave me. ❜

❛ oh, now you care? ❜

❛ don’t come any closer! ❜

❛ i missed you so much. ❜

❛ you don’t have to say anything. ❜

❛ do you want me to leave? ❜

❛ why are you avoiding me? ❜

❛ you could have died, you know. ❜

❛ i wish you were here. ❜

❛ you’re not alone. i’m staying right here. ❜

❛ i can be your family. ❜

❛ of course i’m here. where else would i be? ❜

❛ we just can’t seem to get it right, huh? ❜

❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜

❛ don’t push me away again. ❜

❛ this wasn’t how it was supposed to go. ❜

❛ you’re leaving already? ❜

❛ this was a mistake. ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

[ink-and-oceans]

“How do I heal a wound that’s still being cut? How do I outrun a knife that follows me wherever I go?”

— tara love / do i claw my way out of the grave that my spirit has died in?

[ydotome]

Code Geass: Lelouch of the Re;surrection - Dir. Gorō Taniguchi - July 18, 2019