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On a personal note, as many know (and as I’ve often spoken and written of), I owe a great deal to Assotto. Maybe we all do. As I’ve stated, I was there in the church that day in 1992 at the funeral of Donald Woods. I was one of many attendees from Donald’s activist family. I was one of many who read the program and saw the glaring omission of Donald’s poetry and activist work. The program also stated Donald had died of heart failure. I was one of many who witnessed Assotto speed down the aisle and take over the pulpit mid-service, declaring, “Donald Woods did not die of heart failure; he died of AIDS and he was a proud Black gay man. If you agree with me, stand up.” Half the church stood. Half didn’t. I stood up, as did Donald’s sister, Yvonne. I count that moment as one of a few where my path as an artist was revealed to me.
The second most defining moment in my life happened in 1990, when I attended the “I Am Your Sister Conference” in Boston, a celebration of the work of Audre Lorde. In her first appearance on stage, the self-described warrior poet Audre emerged, spread open the arms of her dashiki, and told a crowded room of followers of her battle with cancer. She said, “I began on this journey as a coward.” Witnessing the courage of Assotto and Audre shaped me as a poet, a person, teacher, performer. I want everyone I encounter to experience that sense of exhilaration and freedom when the truth is told bare-naked, and to feel the power of standing up for their lives at whatever cost.
Recently, I helped lead a Last Address Tribute Walk in Harlem with several organizations and individuals (the walk was originally developed by Alex Fialho). We went to Harlem at my insistence. In tribute, we went to the addresses of Black gay men who died of AIDS. We went to the address of Bert Michael Hunter, who was part of the Black gay writers group Other Countries, of which Assotto was also a charter member. Donald Woods, Colin Robinson, and Essex Hemphill, among others, were members as well. At Hunter’s address, the filmmaker and writer Robert E. Penn and the writer, archivist, and activist Sur Rodney (Sur) spoke of Bert and belonging to Other Countries. Sur recalled a story of running into Assotto in the late eighties, when Assotto urged him to join Other Countries. They said, “Sur, don’t abandon your brothers.” I think that statement encapsulates Assotto and what their convictions were.
The title of this collection, Sacred Spells, very much refers to Assotto’s powerful Haitian ancestry. I was thrilled to learn here that the person born Yves Lubin renamed themself “Assotto,” after a drum used in voodoo, and “Saint” after the great Haitian revolutionary fighter Toussaint Louverture. “Saint” also embodies their queerness, claiming self-ownership as a poet and magician whose language conjures, casts spells, and offers protection and healing. No name could be more fitting.
I know in certain Latinx ceremonies they call the names of the dead and fallen warriors, and the crowd responds “presente,” to mean present.
Assotto’s work speaks to us throughout time.
I imagine in the Black Baptist tradition, where I’m from, Assotto’s name is called out and with all of my heart and conviction I yell back “PRESENT” to say, he is here, always among us.
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Still An introduction to our Assotto Saint folio by Pamela Sneed
OutKast, 1994 by Timothy White
Just Above My Head (1979), James Baldwin, p. 65.
D'Angelo photographed by Derrel R. Todd at BET's 20th Anniversary Celebration [2000]
article 3 | meshell ndegeocello the article 3 ep 2006
Eve's Bayou (1997) dir. Kasi Lemmons
"We should take care so that we will loose none of the jewels of our soul. We must begin, now, to reject the white, either/or system of dividing the world into unnecessary conflict. For example, it is tragic and ridiculous to choose between Malcom X and Dr. King: each of them hurled himself against a quite different aspect of our predicament, and both of them, literally, gave their lives to our ongoing struggle.
We need everybody and all that we are. We need to know and make known the complete, constantly unfolding, complicated heritage that is our Black experience. We should absolutely resist the superstar, one-at-a-time mentality that threatens the varied and resilient, flexible wealth of our Black future, even as it shrinks and obliterates incalculable segments of our history
In Black literature, we have lost many jewels to the glare of white, mass-media manipulation. According to whitepower, Ralph Ellison was the only Black novelist writing, in this country, while whitepower "allowed" his start to shine. Then, the media "gave" us James Baldwin--evidently all by himself. And then there was only Eldridge Cleaver. (Remember him?)"
-June Jordan "Notes Toward a Black Balancing of Love and Hatred" (1974) published in Civil Wars (accessible here on the Internet Archive)
Me’Shell Ndegéocello Live for Stolen Moment: Red Hot+Cool (1994)
When June Jordan said "life is action, inaction is death," I take that to mean that action is what repairs the diminishing of the heart, or at least slows it. And it is important for us to choose our actions, to be thoughtful about what our energy is spent on, to ask "what will repair this muscle?" — I, of course, still have my interests and excitements and obsessions and unfortunately you will very often still be subject to me shouting about, like, my favorite background accessories on 1970s funk album covers or whatever. That, also, repairs the diminishing of my heart. But principled revolutionary action and solidarity and care is also to priority driving all others. I would like my heart to survive so that my living might be useful to others, even if the world does not value any life, I cannot fall, allow myself to fall victim to the world's lack of care or imagination, even if it is seductive to do nothing. Life is action, inaction is death.
— Hanif Abdurraqib, July 24 on Instagram
1981 - Carmen McRae - Yubin Chokin Kaikan - Tokyo
Beuford Smith Paul Chambers, John Coltrane, c. 1970 Vintage gelatin silver print
My past indifference to my own living has afforded me a kind of hard-earned inventiveness. I know how to get through a hard hour, a hard day, a hard week. I know how to pull myself from one minute to the next, in large part because I find that my depths of despair have afforded me a newfound curiosity. I am no longer wired to catalogue and sift through only my own internal horrors, and so, by the mercy of simply looking up and looking around, I can see that there are people willing to love me, and that I am willing to love them, and, yes, I cannot believe that this is the world we've got, but I am chasing the tail of the world's end, imagining that if I catch it (by way of tidying up my own spirit, my own heart, and also my own material communities), there might be something better than the present.
Excerpt from the essay In Defense of Despair, by Hanif Abdurraqib
Thought Process — Black Thought for The Source Magazine, November 1999
All About Eve — Eve for The Source Magazine, December 1999
Selected Poetry of Amiri Baraka/LeRoi Jones, William Morrow, New York, NY, 1979