Diary of the Delusional

19 [18] × RS:... × SO: Gay Lost and Alone | Nowhere to Run | Thought it was over | But it's just begun  | TRACK | PARAS Retrograde amnesia | Lycanthrope

[greyjae]

[text] if i gave my hearaaarrrt to youuuuuu i must be sure from the veerrrryyyy starrrrt~

[text] hyung r u drunk where are u i want in

[exordiurn]

Can y’all reblog this if you’re okay and comfortable with playing with trans characters?

[mrjvng-blog]

“I need a drink.”

「 @greyjae  」➣ meme, still accepting. He hums, fingers tapping against the kitchen counter before his voice brings him back into the physical world, blinking a bit his gaze raises to them, a quiet smile playing on his lips. ❝I’ve got a bit of selection—whiskey, vodka, rum, wine…do any of those sound good to you?❞

[greyjae]

...../Stares at you, eyes unreadable as he assesses you/.....Gimme whiskey. The strongest you've got. I've got some repressing to do.

[greyjae]

Should I keep this muse?

[greyjae]

So. I'm going to get absolutely, one hundred percent, no holds barred, can't-even-walk fucking piss drunk tonight. If anyone wants to be a part of that, hit me the fuck up.

[nscxyeoroo]

Reblog This To Show You’re Ready To Roleplay in Tumblr IM!

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[half-black-phillip]

I’m so mad because this worked

[britney2007spears]

help me roger

[telanu]

Reblogging myself because

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[luthienebonyx]

Reblogging myself because… what was that? Five minutes?

O_O

[riskpig]

………my friend has made me curious

[onyxsuited-a]

REBLOG THIS POST if you are okay with usage of the new tumblr update for either in character or out of character purposes. the update allows blogs to interact via an instant messenger feature that has seemingly replaced the fanmail option. however, these is currently no way to turn off notifications for these messages and thus might add to those who may anxiety issues over such things. by reblogging this, you are stating that you are okay and open to such interactions. 

[elegancesama]

...You still pass through my head quite a lot.

Awwww, JJ! I’ve missed you! How have things been?

[greyjae]

……..Um. It’s weird……a lot, and at the same time…nothing. Got sectioned. Got discharged. Slept. Couldn’t sleep well…….tried to escape, but everywhere was boring. So I came back here.

[elegancesama]

That doesn’t sound like much of a good time. *A frown turns down his full lips.* You know you’re always welcome at the house, right? I need to give you the new address. We live on a farm now. 

[greyjae]

/Smiles slightly/...I can see you on a farm.

[elegancesama]

...You still pass through my head quite a lot.

Awwww, JJ! I’ve missed you! How have things been?

[greyjae]

Pretty names…/Drifts off, nibbling at a hangnail/…

[elegancesama]

I think so. I like all of the names my kids have. *He tilts his head a bit.* What’s been going on in your life?

[greyjae]

........Um. It's weird......a lot, and at the same time...nothing. Got sectioned. Got discharged. Slept. Couldn't sleep well.......tried to escape, but everywhere was boring. So I came back here.

[elegancesama]

...You still pass through my head quite a lot.

Awwww, JJ! I’ve missed you! How have things been?

[greyjae]

….You’ve been busy. How are Kimiko & Miyako settling into being big sisters? /He speaks softly, evenly, but he hates this. He hates feeling like he’s been left behind while the world moves onwards and upwards, improving and developing in ways he can’t even begin to comprehend/…

[elegancesama]

I’m always busy, gotta keep things going or they’ll all fall apart. *He reasons in a playfully theatrical fashion.* They are doing well, but I never expected anything less, they’re smart girls. *He can tell that you’re upset about something, but manages to hold in his frown.* Their names are Jett, James, Starling, and Willow. 

[greyjae]

Pretty names.../Drifts off, nibbling at a hangnail/...

[elegancesama]

...You still pass through my head quite a lot.

Awwww, JJ! I’ve missed you! How have things been?

[greyjae]

…./His lips thin imperceptibly, eyes hardening just slightly/…Some of them aren’t.. here…anymore. I’m. I wanna pay my respects…Sort of. /Then it’s like a light clicks on in his head/…Quads?

[elegancesama]

*He sees the look that comes over you and his brows knit with worry for a brief moment.* Aah, I’m sorry to hear that, love. *At your question, his features brighten, his nose wrinkling cutely.* Yep, I expanded the family while you were away. Four more bouncing babies have been added to the fray. 

[greyjae]

....You've been busy. How are Kimiko & Miyako settling into being big sisters? /He speaks softly, evenly, but he hates this. He hates feeling like he's been left behind while the world moves onwards and upwards, improving and developing in ways he can't even begin to comprehend/...

[jaejunys]

Making in Yokohama Kim Jaejoong  

[elegancesama]

...You still pass through my head quite a lot.

Awwww, JJ! I’ve missed you! How have things been?

[greyjae]

elegancesama:

It’s been a bit hectic for me, hon’. With the quads being born and all, I’ve had my head buried, but you’ve always been thought of fondly and you’re always welcomed here. *He returns the smile, although his is far more inviting.* You should tell them, then. I can’t imagine they didn’t miss you, too.

..../His lips thin imperceptibly, eyes hardening just slightly/...Some of them aren't.. here...anymore. I'm. I wanna pay my respects...Sort of. /Then it's like a light clicks on in his head/...Quads?

[jaeonly]

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[elegancesama]

...You still pass through my head quite a lot.

Awwww, JJ! I’ve missed you! How have things been?

[greyjae]

Um...I. I've been. Around. /Shrugs, smiling weakly/...I just thought. Maybe it was about time I came home. If there's still a place to call home for me. I dunno. Something like that. I did miss you, though. I missed a whole lotta people...