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Rewinding
Grillby shook his head, downed another shot, and finally set his half-empty bottle aside.Ā āI will be fine.ā He said, clearly.Ā āBut whatever you wish to think. I find it hard to believe that you. Do not know how dangerous that child could be.ā
A long pause. His eyes drifted to the window, and he nodded in its direction.Ā āYou have. Something important to do. And my bar. Is very crowded. We can talk more. In private. Later.ā
He sighed, and squeezed Sansā hand before letting go.Ā āPromise me. That you will come back.ā
[ā± Of course he knew how dangerous Frisk could be. How dangerous ANY human could be, especially when emotionally involved. Sans returned the squeeze, of course, giving Grillby a calm, almost apologetic look.] * you know how much i suck at promises. but i promise anyway. * love you.
āI love you.ā Grillby said, leaning forward to give him a peck on the forehead. A small mouse monster on their way up to the bar stopped, giving the pair a questioning look, and Grillby waved him up. He turned to face the mouse, smoothing his flames back. āBusiness never stops. What can I get. For you?ā
Rewinding
* theyāre.. theyāre not dangerous, grillbz. they just. they got a little upset. a lot upset.
* which is why iām letting everything cool down first before i go looking for them.
* since i know thereās no way theyāre still in snowdin after that.
[ā±Ā He reached up to sort of ruffle a hand through said excited fire, scooting forward on the bar slightly.]
* iām staying here til i know youāre okay, first and foremost. iām sorry you had front-row seats. heh.
Grillby shook his head, downed another shot, and finally set his half-empty bottle aside.Ā āI will be fine.ā He said, clearly.Ā āBut whatever you wish to think. I find it hard to believe that you. Do not know how dangerous that child could be.ā
A long pause. His eyes drifted to the window, and he nodded in its direction.Ā āYou have. Something important to do. And my bar. Is very crowded. We can talk more. In private. Later.ā
He sighed, and squeezed Sansā hand before letting go.Ā āPromise me. That you will come back.ā
Rewinding
* iād say so.
[ā±Ā Puns.
But also, whiskey. After wiggling out of Grillbyās grasp a bit so that he could comfortably sit on top of the bar, he gladly took that bottle and chugged a good fifth of it before setting it down with a wheeze.]
* iām gonna.. iām gonna have a talk with the kid. later. after i appreciate not being dust a little more.
āSans.ā Grillby leaned forward again.Ā āIf you do, I. You should be careful. I am.ā
The barman paused, looking down into his shotglass. He emptied into his head-flame again, and ran a hand through the thoroughly excited fire atop his head.Ā āWorried. I know they are your friend, but the child is. Could be. You know. Dangerous.ā
Rewinding
Grillby took Sans by the hand, then pulled him up to the counter and leaned in to kiss him, his other arm wrapping around the Skeleton tightly. He ignored theĀ āOooooh!ā from the peanut gallery in the bar.
They didnāt know. Heād forgive it this time.Ā
[ā±Ā The poor skeleton did his best to keep from outright sobbing mid-kiss as he clung to the elemental barman, also ignoring the excited howls and hooting from the bar patrons. As much as he wanted to summon a solid bone wall for the sake of privacy, itād pose more problems and questions than he felt like dealing with.
Eventually, he pulled away a little, forcing out a tiny chuckle before he spoke, barely above a murmur but loud enough for just Grillby to hear.]
* looks like i still gotta pay my tab, huh?
āOh my god.ā Grillby whispered. He reached behind the bar, grabbed two bottles of his better whiskey, and poured a shot onto himself. He lit up brighter for a moment as the alcohol cooked out, set the other bottle in front of Sans, and cast a stern look around the bar (which successfully cowed the onlookers, at the least.) āThis oneās on me.ā He said, beforeĀ ādowningā another shot.
Rewinding
Frisk might have noticed Papyrus. He didnāt look back, at any rate. He fell back to his heels, staring at the dust.
Something inside the bodyās chest sparked, and he jerked violently. Damned prototype couldnāt hold its Determination. The pain jolted Frisk back to the moment, and with the adrenaline (or whatever passed for adrenaline) fading, he whimpered.
Another spark shot off, and his left arm froze up. He stepped back, mouth moving wordlessly as Grillby slowly leaned over the counter. The fire monster didnāt look at Frisk anymore, didnāt acknowledge him at all. Frisk almost wished he would.Ā
The clock on the wall slowed down. Grillbyās hand stopped inches from Sansā jacket, and his head snapped up to stare at Frisk, flames roaring.Ā
The case holding Friskās soul cracked, and the world froze around the monsters and the human boy.
Glass picked itself up, the window slowly rebuilding itself like a jigsaw puzzle. Papyrus found himself fully aware of the Load as it happened, just like Grillby, just like Dayma and Flowey and Alphys. His brain itched, trying to reconcile the knowledge that time had passed with the fundamental feeling that it had not, as the damage undid itself in agonizing slow motion.
Friskās heel hit the ground, and he spun on it. The bottle Grillby had thrown sailed backward through the air, placed itself neatly on the shelf, the liquor convalescing out of the air it had burned into and settling comfortably into place. The hamburger appeared on the plate, then disappeared back into the kitchen, uncooked magic replacing itself in Grillbyās icebox.
Frisk was halfway to the door when it opened, allowing various patrons to filter back inside in reverse. The window finished rebuilding in front of Papyrusā eyes, the light flickering into place before its tube had constructed itself again.
Sansā SOUL appeared in midair as Frisk slipped past the monsters at the entrance, a ghostly cry ripping itself from the robot-boyās mouth as his body sparked again. Sansā clothes rose around his dust as it swirled up to meet his soul, filling out with his body in pieces and patches. Frisk ran past Papyrus, too fast in the midst of the Load for the taller skeleton to react to. Down the road toward the empty Ruins, away from any monsters. He vanished into the woods about the same time that the light flickered back into Sansā eyes. All at once, time reasserted its dominance. The snow fell once more, Grillby jolting from his frozen state into a crackling gasp. His wide, white-hot eyes locked on Sans, and he glanced around the suddenly-bustling bar, struggling to comprehend what heād been subjected to.Ā āSans?ā
[ā±Ā Being reconstructed particle-by-particle was.. interesting. He felt it, briefly, before realizing he was fully alive and conscious ā Dings wasnāt present, the bar was notably no longer on fire or in disarray, and Grillby was staring at him like a deer in the headlights. Of course, he couldnāt help but return the expression; he knew heād been dusted, he knew there was absolutely no reason as to why he should NOT be dust at this moment.. until he realized the obvious.
Frisk reloaded the save.
With a shaking hand, he reached to take Grillbyās, as if to just make sure that he still physically existed.]
* gr.. grillbz?
Grillby took Sans by the hand, then pulled him up to the counter and leaned in to kiss him, his other arm wrapping around the Skeleton tightly. He ignored theĀ āOooooh!ā from the peanut gallery in the bar.
They didnāt know. Heād forgive it this time.Ā
Eating for Two
[He didnāt even bother coming out, instead settling back into a dormant state. If all the child was going to do was shout at him, then Dings would just⦠decide not to listen anymore. It was a good strategy a long time ago, it would be useful now.]
LET ME KNOW WHEN ITāS OVER BECAUSE IāM NOT STICKING AROUND TO LISTEN TO A HUMAN THREATEN ME.
[ā±Ā Sansā mildly mentally-locked state was easily fixed by the firewall, the skeleton giving a cautionary glance back towards Grillby and.. ultimately ignoring Dings for the time being.]
* i know.
[ā±Ā He turned his attention back in Friskās direction.]
* kid, heās.. heās not gonna leave, and heās not gonna come out and fight you. sāpointless to get so worked up.
Frisk yelled something through the firewall, and then came charging through it, full speed.Ā Even they werenāt entirely sure what they were going to do. They just knew two things: Sans was possessed by something, probably a Gaster, and while they couldnāt be entirely sure they were pretty convinced that it was bad newsĀ for the entire timeline.
There was only one way they knew of to remove that kind of possession, and they were furious enough not to think it through. Dings represented everything the kid hated, reminded them of multiple years of torture and acting without their own will. If this was going to be- and they were sure it would, eventually, after that empty sansĀ comment- anythingĀ like that for Sans, they had to do whatever it took to prevent it.
Their fist slammed straight through Sansā head without stopping and impacted the counter hard enough to splinter it.Ā
Even Grillby wasnāt sure how to react to that.
Eating for Two
[He didnāt particularly care about the minor display of affection. Too irritated ā too much mental pacing, back and forth, working himself up and the instant that glass shattered he completely manifested and with a flash of grey, colorless javelins flew at the source. It was purely reflexive, but that likely didnāt matter.]
[And gone he was again. Goodness, humans never had any manners. They just killed monsters and broke things and acted like their word meant anything.]
[To the old vet, the parasite, the void creature, it meant nothing.]
[ā±Ā Sans turned with a gasp to see not only Frisk but the grey javelins hurling towards them ā and with just as quick reaction time, bones shot out to knock them off course and away from the kid.]
* fffucking hellā
Dings manifesting only hardened Friskās resolve. This was too similar to the terrible memories of the last Gaster heād known, and Frisk was just as determined to stop this one from hurting his friend, his timeline.
āI wonāt let you.ā Frisk said, stepping forward into the javelins. Sansā bones kept their body intact, and they walked straight for the skeleton.Ā āYou hear me? I wonāt let you hurt my friends, not after everything was finally peaceful! If you wonāt leave, Iām going to makeĀ you leave!ā
Grillby rubbed his face, then spread his arms, a wall of flame separating the two. He could clean the bar up later. He gave Sans a strained glance.Ā āThis will not stop him.ā
Eating for Two
[Humans. He knew humans. ⦠Didnāt he hate humans? He lived through that godawful war, after all. Without using his hostās magic he could just⦠he could definitely⦠was it worth it? Those god awful⦠they had those, those abilities of theirs.]
[Humans. Guess Dings hated them after all.]
HOW I LOATHE THE WORD.
[His face shouldnāt be visible. It isnāt visible, but one can imagine how he looks, just the same. Kill him? Where was that human now? He was less a parasite and more a dog straining at the end of its leash, before composing himself once more.]
[Kill him. Ha. Ha ha. They couldnāt get him then. He wouldnāt let them get him now.]
[This was⦠destined to be memorable.]
[ā±Ā Sans strained to keep himself together as Dings went on a minor mental rampage, shuddering quietly once the other calmed down. Yeesh.]
* yeah, i.. i know, grillbz. i know.
[ā±Ā Internally, he told Dings to ignore the next moment ā he then leaned up and gently booped his teeth against Grillbyās cheek.]
* sorrāā¦
* ⦠you.. you did lock both doors, right?
āOf course I did.ā Grillby said.Ā āI do wonder, though...ā The glass of the front window shattered in. It would be a simple fix, magically speaking, but that didnāt exactly help in the moment. Grillby stared as Frisk stepped over the wall, glowering at Sans. Theyād taken the apron off, left the spatula behind.Ā
āI said,ā Frisk growled,Ā āGet out of him.āĀ
Eating for Two
[Kill? Dings managed a mildly humored laugh within his host. Kill. Normally heād immediately tap into Sansā magic but now he was actively using what he had left behind, far within the void. The whole thing had started because he was going to be killed.]
[It was so far back and yet still present.]
A REPLACEMENT? OBVIOUSLY A LIE. I HAVENāT ANY REASON TO BELIEVE ANY OF YOU WOULD WANT TO HELP ME. ESPECIALLY AT THE COST OF ANOTHER MONSTERāS AUTONOMY.
[But he still refused to vocalize directly to Grillby, only telling Sans.]
I MISS MY SHELL. SOMETIMES WE EVEN HAD CONVERSATION.
[That isnāt eerie. No sir.]
[ā± Holy shit, Frisk. He doesnāt have time to respond before the robokid is shoved back and locked away, instead, he focused more on what Dings was telling him.]
* he doesnāt believe weād help him.
* especially considering weād have to literally sacrifice someone to do it.
* which i donāt wanna do.
[ā±Ā He eyed the fire door warily for a few moments before looking back to Grillby, still idly stuffing fries in his mouth. Heād have to tell Frisk later about how good it all was, despite the circumstances.]
* look, i. i fucked up, okay? and now iām paying for it. itās fine.
āI disagree.ā Grillby said.Ā āAnd I will not. Be able to keep your friend. From doing something rash.ā He leaned forward across the counter.Ā āWe both know how humans can be.ā
Eating for Two
[Magic flared again, this time longer, but Dings refused to show himself. No, this was his host, get your own, mine, you donāt even understand why Iām here you donāt care and I will not, I refuse, you have no AUTHORITYā]
[Temper. Temper.]
[He wanted to show himself. He wanted badly to appear again, to bare teeth he shouldnāt have. But it wouldnāt mean anything, and he knew it. The parasite remained where he was.]
[Sick with rage, he waited and festered. But he was starting to get an idea. If this failed, then perhaps⦠perhaps something else. Something else indeed. It would need time. Fine-tuning. But⦠well, anyway.]
[Dings did not fear.]
I WONāT.
[ā±Ā Sans immediately tore into the burger and ate chunks at a speed that would probably kill a non-skeletal monster. His magic had been dangerously low, and with every bite, he was already feeling better.
Despite his full mouth, he managed to speak completely clearly. ⦠But it was still sort of disgusting.]
* he said he wonāt.
* anyway. long story short.
* he had an empty sans he was using as a body. saw him fuck with a living sans after movie night. so for karmaās sake i. uh.
* i forced him out of his shell by dusting the poor thing. only way i could think of.
* aaand heās pissed about it. understandably.
āIāll kill him.ā Frisk threatened, in a tone Sans hadnāt ever heard the kid use, and got shoved backward through the fire door by Grillby in return.Ā Grillby cleared his metaphorical throat (which sounded awfully convincing) and locked the door, buttoning his vest back up.Ā āUnderstandable or not. This is still unacceptable. Surely a replacement can be found. Thatās amicable to both parties.ā
Eating for Two
[A⦠bot. Ah. That was unusual indeed, and Dings actually seemed interested for a brief instant before recalling exactly where he was. What he was doing. He was slipping⦠his temper did that.]
[Of course he didnāt obey, just slunk back into his host with an irritated sound. Another time he would have been more cautious about things butā¦]
[Temper, temper. He screwed things up again, good job. Dings wanted to rest and recover his composure but he couldnāt. He refused.]
ā¦
[Audible silence.]
[ā±Ā Sans wheezed in mild distress as Dings slipped back into him, scratching in panic at various parts of his skull for a moment or two before calming down.]
* mmgh. okay. okay. everyone chill. itās fine. itās fine.
* just.. just let me eat.
[ā±Ā .. Heās not going to eat, is he. He knew the look on Friskās face; he knew that things were either going to go bad or very bad.
The determination was palpable.]
Frisk slammed the plate down so hard it nearly cracked. He glared at the space above Sans, his fists clenched.
The silence was broken when the spatula began to bend, audibly creaking.
āIf you donāt leave.ā He said.Ā āIf youāre not outĀ of him by the time that burger is gone, Iām going to makeĀ you leave.ā Grillbyās flames flared. He pushed against Friskās chest with his arm, moving to block any attempt at fighting. His voice crackled and snapped, words coming haltingly. āFrisk. Sans, eat. And. Explain.ā
Eating for Two
YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHY IāM IN HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE AND IT INVOLVED PISSING ME OFF.
[That much was nonverbal, heard only by his host, before the parasite manifested halfway out of Sans. Only his head and upper torso appeared, hovering just above the smaller skeleton.]
āIT IS SO.ā At least Dings wasnāt going to deny anything right now. Not yet. āTHERE IS A REASON FOR THIS, OF COURSE⦠ONE I DONāT INTEND TO MENTION.ā
This was a m e m o r a b l e appearanceā¦
[ā±Ā Sans was more amused than anything else until Grillby started getting serious and Dings actually bothered to show himself ā then he simply locked up in place, hands halfway held up in some form of sayingĀ āhey please chillā.]
* hey. heyheyhey. letās. letās not do this.
* as i am rather literally in the middle.
* i was all for dusting myself like two days ago but the moment has passed so can we not.
Grillby rolled his sleeves up. He was about to say something to Sans when the Fire Door banged open.
Frisk wore Grillbyās old apron over his metallic body, brandished a spatula in one hand and a plate of food (french fries and burgers- Sansā double order) in the other. He pointed the spatula directly at Dings, eyes narrowed, ignoring Grillbyās attempt to block him with one arm. āOut.ā
Eating for Two
[Now seriously. SERIOUSLY. Now heās stressed out, angry, and panicking, and itās a damn good thing that emotions canāt spill over.]
I DONāT KNOW WHY I DIDNāT ANTICIPATE YOU DOING THIS. BUT I DEFINITELY DIDNāT EXPECT A RESPONSE LIKE THAT.
[Heās mostly mad now that the stress has overflowed, leaving only irritation in its wake, but he isnāt going to bother correcting Grillby. Instead⦠for a brief instant, the parasite himself flares his magic. Grey, clear magic.]
I BOTH SIMULTANEOUSLY EXPECTED THIS AND YET I CANNOT BELIEVE.
[ā±Ā The flare spooks Sans, if only briefly, but he leans in to try to boop GrillbyāsĀ ānoseā regardless.]
* oh my god. grillbz. iām not pregnant. holy shit.
* are you saying you want kidsā
* anyway,Ā therrreāsagasterhidinginme and that pun pissed him off. worth it. completely.
āI am saying-ā Grillby, of course, noticed the flare. He didnāt decide it was important until Sans filled him in. Then he reached up and undid his tie, calmly. The front door wasnāt wreathed in fire a second ago, though. Perhaps the gentle way he tossed his tie behind him was a ruse. Either way, he reached over and tapped his screen a few times before sliding it out of the way. āIs thatĀ so?ā He crackled, starting to unbutton his vest. There was another commotion from the kitchen, and the Fire Door cracked slightly, a glowing pair of eyes peering out of the darkness.
Eating for Two
[O o o o p s. Well changing anything at this point would make it blatant that something was wrong, so Dings would just have to endure through it. Whether Sans chose to explain or not ā it wasnāt entirely up to him. Making changes cost the parasite energy, and if he wanted energy, heād have to feed off Sans, but Sans didnāt have enough energy, so he couldnāt make changes.]
[So. No altering. Not here. Not yet.]
[Damn it.Ā He hated having to keep up with a conversation this way. Why didnāt Grillby use asterisks like every other godforsaken monster.]
* but i liked the passive-aggressive notes you scribbled on my receipts. you have good handwriting.
* as for the double order..
[ā±Ā If Sans were capable of internally sneering at Dings right now, heād be doing it. And thereās only one reason why he would possibly put on such an expression in such a quietly dire situation.]
* i guess you could say iāmā¦
[ā±Ā Donāt you fucking do it.]
* eating for two.
[ā±Ā God damnit, Sans.]
There was a small commotion from the kitchen, and Grillby glanced back at the door. Then he turned to Sans, took his glasses off, and leaned across the counter. āI do not know how you non-fire monsters reproduce, and I am not angry.ā He said, slowly.Ā āBut I would like to know who you are involved with so intimately.ā
Eating for Two
[Anxiety getting worse. Dings was only minutely amused by the mention of that infamousĀ ātabā, but it dropped when he recognized that one of the anomalies was indirectly addressing his discomfort. Fuck. He hated those guys.]
[He could also practically feel suspicion rising on Grillbyās end. Or was Dings just seeing things that werenāt there? Was⦠he couldāve sworn for a secondĀ that his host could sense how he felt, but no, that also must have been just his imagination.]
[Maybe gettingĀ ādustedā was a bit more terrifying than he wouldāve liked to let on. Who knew. The parasite snapped back into the present, briefly wondered if there was some communication here that he was missing. Maybe.]
[ā±Ā It wasnāt that Sans had sensed Dingsā anxiety; he had anxiety issues of his own and worried about Grillbyās safety if his little parasite decided to do anything drastic. Always the issue with having romantic partners, wasnāt it? Gotta worry.]
* yeah, the usual. maybe double itā
* iāve been paying you back little by little. donāt need to remind me.
[ā±Ā ⦠Even though the last time he actually paid him was after the Love Ball. And that was just with the tips heād gotten while tending to the juice bar.]
* whatās up with the new register, anyway? always thought you liked to do things the old-fashioned way. bare-bones, if you will.
āIt was a gift.ā Grillby pushed his glasses up. Double order. He tapped it through.Ā āI have an assistant in the kitchen for the day. It was his idea, and he paid for it. Honestly, Sans, itās easier to input the zeroes at the end of your tab this way.ā He leaned forward on the counter.Ā āDouble, though? Donāt tell me youāve been working hard to build up an appetite.ā
Eating for Two
[Oh. Oh geez. Dings wasnāt exactly sure how to handle this situation, though he now had to see things through asterisks only. Great. This would limit hisĀ āvisibilityā considerably.]
[Right now, discovery⦠concerned him? The parasite wasnāt even sure why but a wave of anxiety swept over him and he tried to swallow it back down. And then, when Grillbyās actions came across. Nothing.]
[Just * ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..]
[So, of course, the parasite had to be active to get anything out of this, only catching theĀ āworriedā bit as he listened in. His presence was definitely more noticeable to his host now, a sort of odd, gentle weight pushing down on Sans.]
[ā±Ā Sans tensed slightly as the barmanās fingers tapped against the hard surface. He probably should have at least.. texted him. Or something.]
* well. uh. things have been a little busy. didnāt want to bring drama into your bar.
[ā±Ā An excuse, but mostly because he could feel Dings lurking now and his anxiety had spiked. So he was still there. Would explain why he suddenly wanted to eat three times his weight in french fries.]
* could i, uh. get a little grub, pal?
[ā± The narrator is amused at Dingsā misfortune. Haha, fucker.]
āOf course.ā Grillby pulled over a screen attached to his bar, swiping it a few times.Ā āYour usual?ā
He paused, narrowing his eyes.Ā āI already keyed your tab into the new register, by the way. Easier than paper.ā