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having a parent who asks you for money … been asking you for money since you were a kid …

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started the delectable negro & i don’t think i can make it through …

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i don’t really believe in the idea that Gen Z is filled with a bunch of “non-yearners” to be honest. i’ve found that Gen Z loves a good tune that ignites feelings of melancholy and nostalgia, music with drawn out synths, distorted/fragmented vocals, moans and groans made by the throat or by way of technology, reverb, and just sooo much texture.

Sometimes i’m online viewing videos with these sonics attached to them & i read the comments and see the abundance of recounted memories of certain feelings felt at a point in one’s life. we are a very melancholic generation & we have a lot to fucking lose. these sounds allow a channel for so many to retrieve feeling, emotion and vulnerability not from the sound but from themselves, from their lives. Gen Z is really just water flowing back home, oscillating between despair and hope because the journey is tumultuous, but these memories that we collectively share, every feeling felt an offering at the altar of the elders (emotions), are reflective of this generation’s deep yearning to return.

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nice to see y’all still tapping in with Drake’s pedo ass smh

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all i know is they better not dock that damn ship in cape verde

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got a crush on four different women and they’re all igbo, am i under a spell?

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they need to kick all the white cubans out of miami

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so i’m on my flight to miami … why they apologizing for flying at too high of an altitude because if we fly at a lower altitude, it’ll utilize too much fuel and there’s not enough fuel to fly at that level….

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when i need my heart strings pulled, i know to locate this track

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i love a Taurus mercury

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my job is playing with my PTO & one thing i never cared about is leaving mfs in the dust. nigga these are hours out of my life, i don’t need you to approve shit that is mine. i understand this isn’t the most ‘adult’ mindset in regards to work and the responsibility of one’s job, but i just can’t get jiggy with the imposition on my will and time!

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Saturn’s been transiting my 6th house for a minute now and i have not been okay bro

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the grief in never hearing this song at a function/club

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i’d make a great arts cultural consultant

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i haven’t been in a body of water in eight years & it genuinely brings me to tears every time i think about it. i remember at a point feeling so insecure about myself and my body that i quite literally didn’t see myself worthy of nature’s embrace. i felt an intense amount of shame bringing something so superficial and surface level to the one form of nature with an incredibly sacred amount of depth & a capacity to hold and move. the last time i was in the water, i was fully clothed because i just wanted to get in, asking the spirits of the sea to bring a bigger wave for me to engulf myself in. time and time again the waves would get bigger. remembering not the look but the feeling, the feeeeelingggg

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real estate is a colonial practice