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HELP

I hakucinating and i woke up thinking i was home in my new bed nikki where are you hiding in moms bathroom to me and she isn't i can't find my iphone i want my babe and family i don't know whats going on who am i and where is nikki i can't call her 

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always blacked out and fucking something up 

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i want to go home i miss my bed and my life 

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what is going on everything is not right 

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someone talk to me I'm so paranoid why am i here i want to be in my own bed with my wife and my babies   

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somenone tlel me hjo to fix my life 

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why can't i call my iphoe

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believe ,e

my mom called them she wants to keep me here 

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help what am i doing

when did i get to this shithole where is my puppy and my beautiful wife what is wrong with my brain why do i keep running away from the one person who will die for me. who am i can't even think  this is a trap you were right can we start over no one completely me  only you nik and everyone is making me hate you when you're so patient with my mental illness why  am i back here when did this happe

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[wordsnquotes]

She was afraid to want things for herself. She didn’t think she deserved them.

Susan Choi, American Woman (via wordsnquotes)

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