Gloomy

Gender fluid 18!!

[growlsatu]

Hi call me gloomy this is a side account I interact on my main but mostly I'm gonna post here gulp.

[growlsatu]

I got acrylics a week ago and my natural nail is already showing ghhhh they're super duper cute though I just hate that you can see my natural nail and it's a decent lil chunk so it looks ugly D:

[neglectedmutt]

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

[cannibalcasket]

HOLY SHIT SHUT THE FUCK UP I DON'T CARE IF YOU WANT ANONS AND ATTENTION AND DEPRAVED PEOPLE IN YOUR ASKS IDGAFFFFF I DON'T CARE. NO STALKER WANTS A TARGET LIKE YOU YOU'RE ALL BORING BORING BORING YOU ALL PISS ME OFF SO BAD OMFG.

I AM SICK. SICK AND TIRED OF DUMB STUPID FUCKS JUST USING OTHERS TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES, I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU DESERVE NO ONES ATTENTION BECAUSE YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY ZERO VALUE. YOU'RE EASY. YOU'RE NOT A CHALLENGE. YOU'RE NOT INTERESTING BECAUSE OF IT. YOU BASIC PASSIVE ASS SPINELESSPEOPLE PLEASING BIRD BRAIN BITCHES

ehem i hatee darlings and monogamous yanderes who entrain everyone with the same level of affection. there's a difference between being polite or excited at a possible love interest and treating every fucking individual you talk to like they're the love of your life.

[growlsatu]

It shows you're only obsessed with attention and not actually the idea of depravity. You don't want real sick obsessed people it's a glorified roleplay for some of these people. They'd be mortified if any of these "irl obsessive" people actually were obsessive. I used to carve the name of my ex's mom into my thigh to curse her because she was hurting my ex. Id slit my wrist when she didn't pay enough attention to me (I never showed her or used it against her she didn't know I did that) I developed an ed because I didn't think I was attractive to her and she wanted me to be skinnier. You don't want an obsessive partner you want someone to pay attention to you. Our wolds revolve around our Darlings we are like dogs and we act like it too. Don't put an obsessive person through pain just because no one else pays attention to you. (Woah holy rambles)

[growlsatu]

No I am not big and tough I'm watching all the despicable me movies and I am enjoying them 🦭

[growlsatu]

Hi I'm high on shrooms please touch me with only vague consent but only if you're obsessed with me and can't help yourself anymore because honestly you've been controlling yourself for too long please and thank u :D

[zeruzblog01]

It's been a long time since I've posted, but things have gotten much, much better. I found her, and I worked my way into her life. I now talk to her every day. She thinks we just met, but I've known her longer than she's known my name. God, she's even more beautiful in person. I can hardly get anything done because I'm too busy thinking of ways to 'run into' her when she goes out.

[growlsatu]

Tumblr hates me BCS I'm waiting to find my obsessive darling (they won't know we're both just stalking each other 🦭)

[whispereddelicacy]

the concept of tying them up and removing all external stimulation. that is it, that is the post. giving them absolutely nothing — no sunlight, no fresh air, no entertainment, nada. isolating them and keeping them locked up for days on end with just enough to keep them alive. when they get out, i would shower them with love, affection, everything they were missing. make it seem like it is a reward for being isolated, so that they will want it more and more. ♡

[growlsatu]

Okay but when is it my turn to have someone do this to me 🦭

[lovely-psychotic-husband]

I can't handle the thought of you, possibly , finding other people attractive. I want you to only desire me — eternally. The same way I desire you. Anything else will be the death of both of us, I guarantee that.

[growlsatu]

I'm such a fat fucking chud how am I gonna get a stalker if I'm inside all day :( anyways I'm eating a yummy taco :D

[ang3liccha0s]

"She's crashing out because the guy she's stalking posted a picture holding hands with someone else, and captioned it "My girl." But it turns out he broke into her house and took a picture of their joined hands while she was asleep."

GIVE IT TO ME.

[growlsatu]

I'm watching Horrors of Malformed Men and boy are there horrors. There's chicks sewn(glued) onto sheep. Girls painted gold legs spread like the figurehead of a ship 😭😭.

[icecream-kittycat]

I'm a self-absorbed narcissist who thinks your attention should be on me 24/7 and genuinely believes I'm infinitely better than anyone you've ever dated.

[obsessionrevived]

"Got snap / Insta??"

Well I have an address where you can send me bloodied love letters and a window where you can break in and kidnap me but ig no one else but me believes in courting their true love anymore

[growlsatu]

I don't know where this insatiable need to be loved came from. I'm so greedy for somebody's love I know I shouldn't want it all and it's not all for me but can't I at least hope? I want your love all of it it should be all mine now and forever. Why would you need room in your heart for more than one person. And it's not just love I'm hungry for I need your attention on me at all times. Why would you even think of anybody else am I not enough?

[unhealthy-adoration]

People when a Yandere actually is obsessive, jealous, and toxic over their person ° ° °

People when a Yandere physically can not feel empathy for anyone other than their person ° ° °

People when a Yandere would genuinely rather commit suicide than be without their person ° ° °

People when a Yandere is actually a Yandere ° ° °

[growlsatu]

oughh I just want to be touched while I sleep is that such a big ask. Do the freaks not fw fat bitches is that my issue. Like c'mon my window isn't latched I'm not even all that loud so just get me already. I NEED an obsessive freak that doesn't care if I'm awake or not BCS I love them sm it's not like I'd care anyways. IDC how you justify in your sick little pervert head just do it damnit!!