some guy

hii hello. what do I put here uhh I’m a writer

[gruwithagun]

my most popular work in months is rolzach porn. mashallah you people are dogs.. I will make more as usual..

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idk how to edit. imagine poorly cropped Giovanni sprite superimposed on that cg of Roland in his room. text saying “damn bitch you live like this?”

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I dream of doing a lobcorp livestream, or theory video or something, just so every second Netzach talks about how much his job sucks I can go “👆he’s right btw”

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thinking about Giovanni and Roland.. they’d probably get along well. but. y’know. Gio is already dead pretty early into the timeline. I don’t think they could physically meet.

but it’s fun to think about Roland stumbling onto an emo L Corp twink who coincidentally also just lost his girl

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Netzach Teaches You To Dissociate After Your Whole Team Just Died ASMR

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moss for netzach because it’s a persevering, completely docile plant.. versus mold which is so fuckign funny and also rots your brain. ughhhh I’m torn….

[ratbuchet]

if youre doing really bad, your sephirah can share his coping mechanism with you.

[gruwithagun]

hi compatriot in lobcorpfandom i hope you know taht your blog looks like this with the xkit blog-specific colour options enabled. it's kinda glorious. have a nice day lmao

beautiful eye strain colours just like I dreamed. thank you for the visual

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more people are referring to rolzach as blackmold. I have achieved greatness

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hey. real life au. if Giovanni/Netzach ever bothers to learn driving he’d be mostly reckless, sometimes even racing straight off road for a thrill. but as soon as ANYONE else is in the car? Mr Hates Seeing People Die will turn into the most careful, rule-following driver you’ve ever seen. slowing at yellow lights and all

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hey.. twirls my hair cutely.. new Netzach character study out now on ao3..

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it’s so giover.. we’re so zach.. sorry

[gruwithagun]

Netzach short ship analysis go

Netzach x Yesod: opposites attract yada yada. they’re mentally ill in different and unique ways

Netzach x Hod: mutual destruction in lobcorp, improving in ruina. friends to lovers kinda

Netzach x Chesed: easiest personality match of all time. also both are depressed

Giovanni x Carmen: awesome lesbian(?) couple vs Evil and Intimidating Plot

Netzach x Roland: friends to lovers, one million issues on their own but somehow there’s 0 beef between them. also both depressed

Netzach/Giovanni x Ayin/X:

I’ve seen Gebura and Binah x Netz too but not sure what to put there.. other than girlboss x guyloser. if anyone has suggestions I’m willing to listen

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“Just because I killed him doesn’t mean I can’t miss him” — Ayin Lobcorp, right before bringing Giovanni back from the dead

[gruwithagun]

none of my tweets are popping off. projmoon fans of tumblr what do you think about the possibility of bpd netzach

[gruwithagun]

okay some elaboration here:

1. op (me) is diagnosed professionally so yes I am putting it out on my faves. but! I do actually think green man fits the criteria without too far of a stretch

with that out of the way,

2. Two of the required symptoms are easily met: Substance abuse, History of Suicidal + Self-destructive behaviour. lobcorp Netzach alone passes these with flying colours

The other requirements are a little more complex though, so bear with me as I rant on. One of his main characteristics in both lobcorp and ruina is.. drum roll……. he doesn’t like seeing people die. This sounds. Pretty normal. But for whatever reason, he is one of the very few Sephirot hit the hardest by employee deaths, which could possibly mean the emotions/empathy parts of his personality are unusually strong. Especially for someone in the City. Borderline by itself is not something people are born with, instead it’s a combination of someone already being rather sensitive, and then said person being hit with heavy trauma.

Okay to put it shorter: Gio maybe normal? Maybe developed it later and passed it on to Netzach. Alternatively, Netzach develops Impulsive Emotional Dickhead Disorder while in the torment nexus. It usually triggers during teenage years or early adulthood but we have no idea how old Gio was when he died. So there’s some leeway. There’s more stuff here potentially but just to throw my thoughts out there

[gruwithagun]

none of my tweets are popping off. projmoon fans of tumblr what do you think about the possibility of bpd netzach

[gruwithagun]

Gio probably had a lot of issues too but the narrative didn’t focus on him because he like. didn’t kill anyone or become god about it