& STORMS CRASHED . An ache settles in the bone , tearing asunder the day ( tarnished gold dims its’ light . ) Ruin crawls along flesh , leaving behind faint reminders of yesterday ( crimson touched / the paleness of their form lined with memories soon to mar , to haunt their nights . ) Rain deforms their features , unbecoming of such gentleness ( wrought in hellish battles / brought by the sorrow of loss . )
It had been a poignant reminder ; a played memory , repeated in their terrorized dreams . The blade against their breast , slicing apart flesh as they called the name ( of he who forgot them / he who became the very thing he hated / he was no longer within reach . ) The feeling of the stomach pierced & the fall ; threads scattering likened to cherry blossoms ( how much longer would their life last ? Could they keep these kind ones safe ? ) Finger tips trembled , the uncertainty tainted ( in their dizziness , in their cloudiness , rain drops fell & dawn tinted the universe / all fading within an abyssal . )
Lightning coils ‘pon the frame ( in thin remains ) , the repeated strike of the match / numbness rules , the sunset of the gaze decayed ( even stars shall not come . ) Calamity withers the sky , oceans turned to stone with emptiness . ❛ Mikazuki - san . . . is this what hate is like ? ❜ Misery encases , embracing the tone . ❛ That person . . . I want to beat them senseless with my hands alone . I want to kill them . But , most of all . . . I just want my friend to be who he was again , to be alive , he was happy with himself . I promised him , that one day . . . when this was over , I’d show him all kinds of festivals & now . . . I can’t even do that much for him . ❜
Wisteria blooms pour over shoulders , likened to a weeping willow ( who stands alone in their tears . ) They cannot face this kind moon with all that shames them / all that presses their wrath forth , opening the veil of all they had hidden , all they knew not of theirself . Uneven nails cut against their flesh as they press together ( bitten by fear , by terror & worry . ) ❛ It makes me sound ugly but . . . I’m so angry . I’m so angry I can’t breathe . . . I never wanted any of you to suffer . Yet . . . all of you were hit with some kind of wound when I collapsed , right ? I promise . . . when I have the energy to heal you all , I’ll do whatever I can . . . I’m sorry I’m so useless . I’m sorry . . . I’m so sorry , I ──────────────── ❜
The touch of his hand chases away tremors , the sorrows echoing from their throat , the repeated apology , all silenced . ( He has always been so gentle & kind . ) The gaze pulls to meet his ( lightning calmed / it will not harm him , only them . ) This warm moon ( a glow in the night that seals away chaos & destruction . ) Finger tips , trembling light , press atop his own , gingerly grasping as they shift larger digits forward / forehead pressing along the tender appendages , settling his single one between both their own . Lips purse & quiver , the shakiness of the breath ; the overflowing rain . ❛ I’m always imposing on you . . . My apologies , Mikazuki . Thank you . . . for everything & most of all . . . for being alive . ❜
meme . ──────────────── accepting .