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an update (sort of)

hi. so. i wasn’t going to do this originally but uh, well, i changed my mind? this isn’t an official formal post or anything i just wanted to drop by bcs it’s been a month and i still don’t know how to explain whatever prompted me to delete all of the fics i had here. sorry for that (and i’m really sorry to myself, too, because i’ve had some of those fics for years and i basically just threw all of my hard work and progress and memories ? away). i wasn’t in a good place mentally and i needed an outlet to take out all of my... anger? into and. well?

don’t worry i have all of those saved in my google docs so they’re still here with me, but i don’t know if i’ll ever reupload any of them ever again. i just don’t think it would be the same? so thanks to everyone who’s given them so much love up until their time here was over! sorry i’m a mess. swear im working on it.

if anyone’s wondering, yes, i’m still writing fics. surprisingly more consistently than i expected the past few days. will i ever get anywhere with any of my wips? we’ll see.

i read all of the sweet messages u guys left in my inbox while i was away and im really thankful for that. i’m okay now <3

if anyone wants to contact me my kkt is adultkth and my new twitter is tkooist but im not active there and i wont bother trying to be active unless it is to scream into the void about writing (twitter still gives me anxiety ffff)

my new ao3 is lovings and any new works i decide to upload will be posted there (no mxr fics sorry :( just mxm)

and if u want to send me anything anonymously my curiouscat is adoreguk (i wont be answering to tumblr asks anymore sorry!)

ah. i didn’t want to make this long but it’s hard trying to get everything out when youre not even sure how to say the things u want to say.

thank you again for all the support on my fics this far, and thank u to all the people ive talked to for putting up w me <3

#god this really did not sum anything up man #i suck #me and my mood swings huh <3 #unrelated but i broke my laptop last week and now it's in the shop #right before online classes start #fffffff

i forgot this account existed until like two days ago lol

guktwt

flicker | taekook

hello haha i know this is dead but i just posted a new taekook fic on ao3! it’s my first one ever since i orphaned my old acc. if you’re interested please check it out i’d appreciate it ♡ it’s actor!jk and manager!tae, lots of angst and some smut as per usual </3

read here

flicker | taekook

hello haha i know this is dead but i just posted a new taekook fic on ao3! it’s my first one ever since i orphaned my old acc. if you’re interested please check it out i’d appreciate it ♡ it’s actor!jk and manager!tae, lots of angst and some smut as per usual </3

read here

#u kno im so done w tumblr when i cant be bothered to format a proper post #i will disappear again now

hello i know i’m not on here anymore but if anyone’s interested in reading a taekook au (with bodyguard!tae and politican’s son!kook) i posted one on my twitter recently! you can read it here. it’s currently on-going!

#check it out if you can!

negativity aside maybe i do miss tumblr a little...

im turning off anon for the time being

#just got told to jump off the bus by anon again #youve made your point #let me scroll to my dash in peace? i just want to enjoy the content on here

oh my god i’m shocked by the audacity of that anon to believe that they’re somehow more entitled to your fics than you are. please know that whatever decision will make you happier is the decision that you will always have the right to choose and i’m so sorry that apparently not everybody can comprehend that. i wish you the best of luck on all of your future endeavors 💞💗💘💖💕💝

so was i. i’m just mad people with that mindset exist. this is why sometimes i think we’re undeserving of the amazing writers this fandom has. clearly some of you need to learn how to appreciate content creators. thank you for your support ❤️

#Anonymous

i get that you’re going through a lot of shit rn but deleting ur fics was mad selfish 🙄💅🏼 while you write those taekook fics, maybe jump in front of a bus?? ❤️🥳❤️

how is it mad selfish when those are MY works? that i wrote? that i spent hours days months working on? am i mad selfish for prioritizing my mental health and doing what i think is best for me as a content creator/writer? for wanting a fresh start? writers/content creators feel insecure about their stuff all the time and you won’t know how shitty it makes them feel seeing those works unless you are one. if i choose to remove my works because i am insecure about them then i am allowed to do so. people like you are sick for thinking that you’re entitled to have a say in what writers can or cannot do to the content they create for free, and even sicker to say things like this behind the screen and on anon.

really, what was the point of saying you get that im going through shit and then proceed to say that?

[ im posting this for everyone to see so you know that it’s not fucking okay to say shit like this to writers, or any content creator. if you have this kind of mindset i think you need to reevaluate yourself. im not even going to comment on the fact that anon really told me to jump in front of a bus, because that’s a whole different story. ]

#if you want to have this kind of conversation come off anon #Anonymous #should i apologize for answering an ask too? when i said i wouldnt be here again?

sorry for posting when i said i wouldn’t be back again but: would anyone.... be willing to beta read my fics (plural because although i’m prioritizing one rn i have more drafts)???? not just for grammar and technical errors but also... like... to see if my pacing is ok and if the shit i write makes sense? it’s going to be mostly taekook tho bcs that’s what im writing right now. i would have posted this on twitter but no one listens to me and i don’t rlly have writer friends there 😔it’d be great if you read taekook and write too but if you’re interested maybe shoot me a message?

#ik this might be much but i gotta shoot my luck </3 #and i miss..... having someone to talk to abt plots and fics with.....

guktwt

an update (sort of)

hi. so. i wasn’t going to do this originally but uh, well, i changed my mind? this isn’t an official formal post or anything i just wanted to drop by bcs it’s been a month and i still don’t know how to explain whatever prompted me to delete all of the fics i had here. sorry for that (and i’m really sorry to myself, too, because i’ve had some of those fics for years and i basically just threw all of my hard work and progress and memories ? away). i wasn’t in a good place mentally and i needed an outlet to take out all of my… anger? into and. well?