Jo’s Digital Diary Of Nonsense

Probably in a tree somewhere playing The Sims 3 on my DS

[gummibunny24]

Last nights rest was good but since I came home and fell asleep at 6:40/7pm, Oura counted it as a nap. I was up for a bit but put on my usual nature sounds to try and fall back to sleep. I’m not sleepy enough this morning that I’ll need a nap but I will have some green tea to help keep me active.

I downloaded a flash cards app called Vocabu that ive paired with Duolingo to help me learn languages, so far loving it! Highly suggest downloading if you don’t want to use physical cards. (Not sponsored, I just like finding apps that are useful to me)

now let’s get ready for this day x

[gummibunny24]

9:26pm

I’m willing to bet that the Second Coming happened and Jesus said NOPE and that’s why we’re all here putting up with this earthly bullshit.

10:33pm

So you’re telling me that I’m allowed to run through my island with an ax and NO ONE bats an eye? Imagine doing that in real life?

[gummibunny24]

LOOK AT THIS HANDSOME BOI 😻

That is all.

[gummibunny24]

I had a good active day today.

I had a restful sleep last night.

I had a rejuvenating weekend.

Look at me on my way to a better me. Next, I’ll be falling asleep at 8pm and 4ams won’t exist to me anymore.

Also…. Great game boys, great game.

[gummibunny24]

Going through the Affirmate app and I chose this card for today. Going to manifest wealth and success 😂🥲 but also, can wealth and success please come to me? 💜

Happy *checks notes* Thursday!

[gummibunny24]

I’ve been journaling since I was pretty young and I’ve noticed that when I don’t journal and get my feelings out to make sense of them, I carry all that burden with me until I explode and become riddled with anxiety. There are periods in my life where I stop writing and thats where I hit peak anxiety, so I’ve done what I could to make time and write down things about my day: the highlights, the lowlights, the meh lights. I sleep easier at night! What I’m trying to say is, I’m not journaling at the moment so you can imagine the shit storm I’m holding onto. I also noticed I don’t take photos as often as I used to - I might rectify that today or at some point when I’ve charged the batteries to my camera. -Perhaps I’ll start posting photos of my little Oliver again? Jk. I’m definitely posting photos of my little Oliver again.

Bottom line is that I think the insomnia problem is related to the shit I’m holding onto so I need to dump everything onto paper and then burn as a way to “let go” of whatever is making me “sick”. Time to do witch shit!

[gummibunny24]

I have this almost compulsive need to track everything I do just in case I need to circle back later and see where I went wrong (if I do go wrong) but most of the time it turns out to be okay. This morning however, I found a warning in the Oura app letting me know I had some weird vitals like I’m about to get sick. Here I am, 10 in the am drinking ginger tea, chicken broth, and fizzy water so that my stomach settles. Taking it easy today so that my body recovers quickly and I can be back at it because this week is my chaos week. (Work) Hindsight, I should have known I was coming down with something since I had symptoms all damn weekend. I’ll be scrolling Pinterest and watching Interview with the Vampire for the umphteenth time if anyone needs me.

[gummibunny24]

Good morning! Happy Wednesday and all that jazz.

I recently bought myself an Oura ring (best friend convinced me to get one) and I absolutely love it! The stats are scary accurate but helpful to bring attention to the areas that I need to improve on. My sleep schedule is all over the place, which doesn’t come as a surprise as I’ve had sleep problems for years. I’m either sleeping through the night, tossing and turning, get 4 hours of sleep or a solid 10. There’s no in between, I’m still in the Goldilocks phase where I’m trying to figure out the sweet spot. Oura recommended that I use a meditative practice (included in the Oura membership) I did that and I fell right to sleep. Unfortunately, I meditated too late and only got the 4 hours of sleep so here we are. Perhaps tonight at some point and at an earlier time, I’ll try again and see if that helps me change my sleep habits.

I’ve always been a night owl, I need to change this.

Plans for today: use my new green house that my ex bought me to plant a fuck ton of seeds. I’m excited for this and can’t wait to add more to the garden. My only gripe is that I want to plant lavender but nope, anytime I plant them they die! I was on social media in the last week and someone mentioned how they have good luck in growing lavender and they’re usually pretty sturdy plants that survive drought. Mine? Never get to germinate! It’s booty. Will I try again? Absolutely. Actually the plan is to just throw those seeds all over and see what happens. Help me manifest it, Tumblr.

Okay I’m starting to feel the need to caffeinate. Shall be off to make some tea.

Photo is of me having a nice walk with a little one (a familiar doggy friend)

[gummibunny24]

The most talkative dog I’ve ever met.

I’m going to regret drinking that green tea so late in the day but I was about to fall asleep and I’m trying my damn best to avoid naps during the day. This week has been stressful to say the least but it’s only temporary, I hope. 🤞🏻 Cheers to having a strong support system

[gummibunny24]

Why am I getting attacked so hard?!

[gummibunny24]

I’ve been as busy as this bee here.

Enjoying this cold front we have coming through, was never into hot weather, even more so now that I’m having hot flashes.

Hope everyone has a productive week! I know I will as I’m working 6 days x

@artemisgarden

I wasn’t able to write back in the comments! I do not have more than one human, bunny is still the only child. She will never allow me to give her a sibling lolololol. Kids = my animals. I miss you 🥰

[gummibunny24]

Sigh. I can’t believe how many years have come and gone since this happened, I miss my stupid Nana Face. Wherever you may be, I hope you miss me as much as I miss you.

[gummibunny24]

This morning in the garden. 🥰

Having a quiet day with my animals, and making sure all my plants are tended to. Self care at its finest!

[gummibunny24]

Good morning and happy Monday! Drinking my coffee and waiting for my kiddos to wake up so I can start making breakfast. It’s the calm before the storm!

Went out into the garden yesterday and plucked some cilantro and collards for the piggy. She thoroughly enjoyed having a plate of greens to eat. The next goal is to grow a bunch of wheat grass so her and the cats can munch to their hearts desire. It’s just so cool watching these seeds grow into something edible 🥲

While in the garden I decided to check on the potatoes I threw in a paper bag with some soil a few months back and noticed there was a few long stems that busted through so now I have to find another home/pot/larger bag for it. I honestly wasn’t actively trying to grow them, I thought those potatoes would turn into compost at some point. I’m happy that I’ll eventually be able to use them for my meals. ALTHOUGH since I have so many kids/mouths to feed now… I may have to grow more to keep everyone fed.

Anyway, here is a photo of Boba enjoying dinner from the garden. The brush underneath her is something I bought yesterday specifically to brush her fur. She 100% loved it.

[gummibunny24]

Playing Animal Crossing New Horizons at the moment and I hit a balloon in the sky and now I'm wondering why I can't get something like that in real life so I can get free shit like a new computer - or maybe a new kitchen appliance? I could use a bidet toilet for my house too!

Also, re-listening to Tales of the Night podcast because the latest episode gave me the escalofrios :)

[gummibunny24]

Did you guys know that a mirage happens as a result of refraction? (Just go with it, I’m helping my kid with science and I fucking love reading about it)

So like, refraction occurs when light waves bend passing from one medium to another and the speed of light changes as well.

The mirage happens because light travels faster in hot air because cool air is less dense. The sunlight in hot air is refracted *~gradually~* as it moves through layers of hotter and hotter air. That’s how the refracted light follows a curved path. So as a result, your eyes interpret that shit as if it was reflected from water.

[gummibunny24]

Now that Boba has settled in and gotten pretty acquainted with the troops (cats & dog) she makes a fuss at night by jumping around her room. -cage she sleeps at only at night.

“Let me do an interpretive dance for you my human and fellow members of the gummibunny tribe” -Boba maybe.

-Photo taken by my baby Bunny