I will be âthat girlâ that all of your future lovers hate. the one that she will try not to appear worried about, and the one she will avoid bringing up, but when she hears my name grace the window panes of your lips she will cringe. when she hears the infinite phrase âmy ex girlfriendâ it trickles down her neck like boiling honey, when you recall the good, the bad, and the ugly of what we went through. she will always hate me because she will know, by the way you will sleep facing away from her and the way youâll always seems to be searching, maybe for lost keys, the right shirt, something in the backseat that will never appear, trying to find the fill for the empty void I left in you, that she will never be capable of giving you what I gave you.
the new girl (via gwegg)















