awful but cheerful

gwen | 30 | white genderqueer transfem dyke | she/they

[sowhatifiliveinfukuoka]

Laura Dern (Lula Fortune)

🎥 Wild At Heart (1990)

[squeakitties]

"do it scared" gets exhausting when you're The Fearful Afraider and everything is scary even when you're in your 30s

[gwenderqueer]

turned 30 today. thought it would be no big deal but am crying on and off over the "so what now?" of it all because of all the years i spent thinking i'd be dead by now

[fourteenth-ascian]

happy 4/20

[tlirsgender]

[ID: a screenshot of a discord message that reads, "hi guys!!! the wired humanities nahuatl project is completely out of funds and had to be moved to new self-funded servers to even remain online. this is one of, if not the only, ways for people to easily access a nahuatl dictionary and learn some basics of the language and culture. PLEASE if you can, donate to them." Attached is a link to the wired humanities nahuatl dictionary donation page. /end ID]

Boosting this from a server I'm in!

Please help support them how you can, Indigenous language preservation/education is important to me

[ismenes]

you know those studies showing that cursing helps with pain tolerance or whatever. that’s how i feel about making my weird little noises to get through my basic daily activities. sometimes you just have to go hggblaaaah for a minute so you can find the strength within yourself to get up or wash the dishes or send an email. mmmnneh. urgh. the torments are unending but you can always make some little sounds about it.

[crankypuss]

i made a meme for wednesday

[hound-dyke]

Transfem mutual aid request

I'm 700 bucks behind my budget, late on rent, running out of meds. My freelance has been fucking me over, I haven't been paid since December. I'm starting a new job on Wednesday, so hopefully I'll be good and stable from April, but this winter Sucked. Hard.

Kofi | Paypal | PP & ETF under [email protected]

[hound-dyke]

half way theeeeere

[hound-dyke]

This never got fully met, we petered out at 395/700. I'm running out of my meds with 3.98 in my bank account

anything helps, as always 🧡

[easterndaylighttime]

if I just had the presence of mind and the wherewithal and the chutzpah and the bandwidth and the executive function and the energy and the mental resources and the spoons and the right attitude and the capacity and the gumption and th

[snototter]

Green pond frogs (Euphlyctis hexadactylus) perch on an Asiatic water buffalo (Bubalus bubalis) in Kumana National Park, Sri Lanka

by Gary Stephenson

[abobobo]

Kow Yokoyama illustrations for a Famitsu Dragon Quest III guide (Issue 43 - February, 1988).

[videogamesincolor]

‘Worst of the worst’? ICE snatches beloved video gaming champion living in US legally for decades

“This is the nightmare that I've had—literally had nightmares woken up in a cold sweat about. The government has kidnapped one of my friends

"38-year-old regional video gaming champion Ludovic Mbock, who came to the US legally from Cameroon, was snatched by ICE while applying for his yearly work permit—as he’s done for 20 years. He has since been detained for three weeks and moved to facilities in Louisiana and Georgia, and his freedom depends on a critical bond hearing this week. In this urgent episode of Working People, we speak with Diane Sohna, Ludovic’s sister, and Nikhil Delahaye, a close friend of Ludovic’s and a fellow gamer."

[sumptiousfeast]

hey, this is a friend of a friend -- i made a post that didn't get much traction, if you'd like to help out with legal funds, here's the campaign.

Donate to Support Ludovic’s Legal Defense, organized by David Hazlewood

Ludovic Mbock is a dear friend who has always brought kindness and positivity to those… David Hazlewood needs your support for Support Ludov

[hagiomoto]

This Ramadan, please consider doubling your donations to Gaza based grassroot orgs such as The Sameer Project.

The Sameer Project is currently running 2026 Ramadan campaign with the following goals:

Water: Buy Desalination Plant ($180,000)

Food: 100,000 meals for camps ($800,000)

Parcels: 5,000 Ramadan Packages ($200,000)

Ramadan Campaign x The Sameer Project

Salam Alikom,

[dogpuppy]

[joan-deactivated20230204]

the female half of my soul is always fag hagging for my male half that's why i am such a balanced individual

[joan-deactivated20230204]

none of you are attaining enlightenment

[natalieironside]

Due to my weird childhood and my weird brain, I have this very unhelpful compulsion to conceal Everything I do from Everyone. I Cannot be observed performing any action, no matter how mundane. My nervous system is convinced I'm gonna, like, Get In Trouble for eating food at dinnertime or sleeping in my bed at bedtime.

I've taken to asking myself, "Okay does this task actually require subterfuge or am I stealing a balloon on Free Balloon Day"

[natalieironside]

I see from the notes that we're all havin a normal one 👍

[ocdheritageposts]

OCD Heritage Post

[pyritetears-deactivated20260218]

happy birthday to a beloved soul, trayvon martin.