Gwendolyn Beckett

~ This a OC for TTD RPG ~

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

All Dried Up

Gwendolyn:

I shake in the corner staying on the ground by holding on from levitating by crunching myself between the metal machinery to keep me there. If I could just make myself smaller the pain would stop. I was cut up from the heavy scales hitting me and felt so much blood and insides. I squeeze myself tighter afraid to fall apart. I cant heal, I gave Ethan lifeforce and it didn't make anything better.

Everything the hybrids spinned to me about him being dangerous and how I shouldn't have let him out starts to come back in that moment from my pain wrapped prespection of what they were doing since I let them out.

It WASNT crystals.

It WAS a hostel take over. His parents... of course they want him to be king.

My own Grandfather!?

I'm not strong enough or powerful enough he just wants to get rid of me. The Kingdom wont be safe I cant even protect myself. Mom must feel the same as they do. That's why she didn't come...didn't come ... mom...

I stop shaking too cold now, the voices of them fade away as they went leaving this place.

- to the gate room where she unfornatenly wont be able to hear the crazy skin talk ; ) -

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

All Dried Up

Gwendolyn:

I'm so tired...

I stare black circle eyed almost transparent sickly skin shocked at the reaction of my family.

I start to reconsider what the hybrids told me and back up

Maybe Ethan does have some crystal tainted psychic connection cause now.. all of them have it.

Not even Crusher who wasnt crystal sensitive was spared.

I stop myself from trying to reach their minds. I don't think I could handle feeling what they're feeling.

"Put the shie-"

I try to take back my order but Pasha must have snapped already and people we're being flung - though the fluid in their bodies -

*much farther away the ground shakes and tremors as the dessert greening water renovation project is shaken*

I hear a beast like roar and get pushed back by the scaled angry mama ripping a big metal piece out of the crate and throwing it roaring.

((AUNTIE NO STOP!!)) I command trying to get her out of whatever else mental commands she was under. (yet again) I grab onto her scales with my one remaining claws- they snap of. But I was determined to save hybrid lives and hold on to her to pull her back into the crate.

Those powerful scales cut my thin skin even though the turtleneck's long sleeves - still not match ;)

But I forgot Grandpa and wasnt Kenmore commanding his mind back like Pasha's. I get bashed backwards as he charged out roaring.

oww...oww...w..walk it ...off..

I try to tell myself but my head was spinning and felt so sticky and warm with blood I couldn't send out Kenmore commands - everything felt muted and deaf from the blow.

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

All Dried Up

Gwendolyn:

I look at special dart that had the Siren in it, apparently it was a famous singer that had played before crowds and had recordings so this was... much bigger then a savage living off the grid like the one who attacked my father.

I still didn't really understand how he used a whale to reach our powerful family but the sound waves could have possibly reached a King level telepathic command.

It scared me they STILL had control over the aquarium though.

I wonder if we could use this one to get them to stand down..

I try to think of past encounters with the Bain Ones but it was fuzzy.

"Put him in a sound proof room and neutralize his voice box..."

I wonder if we should put something over his brain just in case he found away to effect himself nerialogicaly.

Well they know how to do...all the proper ways to hold aliens down I'm sure they'll figure it out.

I hear.. Ethan...talk about...that... day...

A hybrid was talking to me about the siren problem but I barely was listening. Hearing how upset Ethan was, and how deeply he remembered everything I as trying not to ever think about. And his pain over the surgery , because of me...

He hurts himself and I should go help and try to heal him again but I just freeze up. Going by him will just .. make it all the more real again.

(Kaysea): "Stop!" He grabs Ethan's arms trying to keep him from hurting himself. "Get ahold of yourself!"

(Pasha): "Ethan! I'm so sorry I didnt come for you in time." She blames herself and tries to hold him.

"I want every Siren accounted for in Pegasus, down to even the Hybrid transformed from a Siren that we have on the database. They need to be questioned and if they still have their voices and have been hiding it from us THEN they will be forced removal surgically. No one is allowed to have that power outside the Kingdom's use! Round them all up!"

I go on a tirade to not focus on how I felt, being 'open' about it like Ethan scared me far more I think.

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

All Dried Up

Gwendolyn:

*so tired must stay awake*

*still worried about Ethan snapping if I aren't around to command him to stop*

*nervous twitch*

He's so quiet.

Grandpa Kaysea is set free and even found it in him after seeing the bloodshed to snark off about how to 'repair' the planets.

Euw Grandpa..don't push it...

I watch him worried sensing alot of resisentment and bitterness among alot of 'how hot he is' sort of thoughts from the crowd and I try to tune it all out from the collective minds.

When he leaps off the cube down to us I look at him trying not to think so much about everything I saw him do.

Maybe I was just being too sympathic to the hybrids that have been taking care of me but, that was so awful.

The Infection destroyed and is destroying so much and the exploded planets, its just NOT what we needed right now....

Everyone is going to be so terrified of them now.

"Welcome back.." Im afraid to ask how he is.. since Ethan was... kept so bad... did they do that to him too or was the hair cut the worst you could do to THE Kaysea.

"Was my mom with you?"

(Kaysea): "Ah no, she and Crusher fought and she left before.. things got out of control. It was..for the best.." He looks at Ethan with thought.

I'm not sure how long ago that was, then where was she?

I wake up a little bit more with worry.

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

All Dried Up

Gwendolyn:

I dont see my mother there. Is that a good thing or a bad thing.

..... Did Auntie Pasha kill her too?

.....

I dont know what to say. That looked so bad.

There was so much outrage. It was very important for the mass crew clonings...

....but Grandpa Kaysea finely looked like he accepted the guilt that maybe he did cause something amise, seeing his daughter killing one another like that.

((We can restore her!)) I remind him trying to be hopeful, I mean....Auntie didnt EAT her right...err..

He just stares expressionless so hard to read.

The soilders tell Ethan they turned themselves and they will be gated in.

((Sorry Ethan...thats terrible...at least they arent lost now...))

...is this much better?

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

All Dried Up

Gwendolyn:

(Judge Mann): "Are you hear to speak for your grandfather?"

I try not to look at Grandfather Kaysea. I never saw him with hair like that.

*SHOOK*

I could just order him free, but how bad would that look.

They already felt Sterling and Ethan deserved to suffer and be held longer to 'prove a point' for people not to mess with me.

Honestly...I don't think making an example of them will stop me from getting hurt or kidnapped in the future...if I couldn't protect myself with powers when I had them I certainly cant now feeling so broken.

I finely look at my grandfather and I think he understands why I cant. At least Ethan's wife and child don't look hurt or wounded like him. I caused enough problems for him....

I don't think he tried to mate with me like they said, he is so in control of his powers. He didn't deserve any of that.

"In a way, I would like to help him by discovering what triggered this strange behavior."

No one in 'evidence' could remember the cause. There was more being brought in, this group included hybrids.

(Solider): "....and these fools attacked Hylander. Another batch is on the way...5 more cases."

I see the ariella hats and tshirts on them, tourists.

One grovels to me not to die and have his family on the pyre.

I ignore the crying and try to concentrate very hard despite how sleepy I felt. It wasnt blocked extremely well like some mind altercations so it wasnt hard at all.

He babbles about a alien species of whale, he repeats what he read on its aquarium display he says a celerity was in the tank with it, he thought it was a special show he didn't know it would make him do what he did.

A siren! Just like.... Dad..

I think about his death still blaming the women, now MORE an army size have taken over a whole world and have found alternative ways to amplify it.

We have to be worried about crystals exploding violet frequencies and now WHALES.

The jury whispers coming close to voting Kaysea not Guilty after this confession.

((You're be out soon Grandpa, no one ever thought you would be a traitor though..))

I wonder why Old Man TUllY hates him so much?

I thought EVERYBODY loved him really.

THEN new footage comes in from the team at Hyden. Auntie Kestal, her Mom..and Moms and so many of the gencestist sencetists there.. all .attacked..the cloning chambers destroyed.

No.

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

All Dried Up

Gwendolyn:

He's still being nice...

The fact I'm so confused with everything makes me dizzily get up forcing myself too, I have too.

If I go to sleep how long would I be down for this time?

Look at everything that happened... it didn't feel, this long. But everything he told me, sounded like its been so long.

Was Michael coming back soon? How would I explain all this.

"nn..no I..its fine.. I can handle it."

I grip the wall to push myself out the door and walk along the flowing sand drawn mote bridge into the coliseum.

(Jude Mann): "Princess, how privliaged we are all you grace us today..."

I try to look regal and powerful but probably don't.

*nail fall off no longer charged with energy. I quickly bring my hands into my sleeves to hide it and cross my arms*

"Ethan tried to save me, he is not on trial here." I make it clear so they know.

There was the big map, the last place Sydney was at with all those aquarium pictures...of course... *rolls eyes*

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

All Dried Up

Gwendolyn:

Ethan tries to be comforting, it was sweet of him after how mad he was with me, but it was probably the energy sharing process really so its hard to take his words to heart.

Who knows how upset he'll get once he sees everything that happened. I almost believed his parents snapped too for a little bit there, is it so hard to believe? Dad went so crazy. Grandma Sia...

Fake feelings or not the stroking felt nice and I was so tired drained of energy.

((Thanks Ethan.))

All the hybrid minds / emotion around us was enough to snap me out of just zoning out in his arms.

"Should go... in now.." I murmur raising my head tiredly.

But this would be a bad time to nap, I'll miss more crazy I should have stopped...

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

All Dried Up

Gwendolyn:

I sense Ethan's mood change, due to the energy so I'm sure it wasnt going to last.

He had alot of problems and it took alot of power to grow back his inner scale / internal injuries and such. My eyes flutter almost closed as I begin to let my guard down more with him.

He talks about my injury but I don't know what to say, he had a worst time then I did I guess. He probably wouldn't have gotten cut open at all if it wasnt over my scales and them trying to put them all back together for me.

I don't want to say anything about how bad I felt cause it could be taken as minanlizeing what they did to him... over me. He moves slowly to rub my arm and starts complementing me. My head spinned a little bit dizzily, his reaction to ..this ..was so different then Tulsix's.

I don't think I felt his rejection in that moment till right now.

I force myself not to cry, which was easy I dont think I have this whole time. It was all so numb and detached but I hug him around the neck since he's so close. I heave a little bit in shakes feeling cold now after loosing energy.

He mentions the ride and I try to respond at least to that.

"Y..yeah.."

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

Dangerous Waters

Gwendolyn:

He makes me feel bad about what happens to the feral experiments brings more hatred to the Kingdom but that's how we always treated everything, so I don't know what to say? It was always the two extremes, sucking up to someone the King wanted to use, giving them wives or gifts or land or parties pretending to really like them or punishing them painfuly and making their families pay, always that thin line of being in 'favor' because 'out of favor' was so much worst and the most horrible thing ever. Everyone has to know that and feel like that or or ..all of order would fall apart or something..

I wish Dad was here....He always made things like that seem justified and important and how WE do things. I felt so shaken up still from everything I didn't really feel well enough to make these choices. I already failed letting Tulsix and Sterling remember what happened...and now Ethan hates me too. Now he didn't want a mind wipe so I don't know what else to do but try not to anger him during the ride to Hyrule.

*Sterling's screams finely fade away, he was screaming at me now and not Ethan after having sensing me*

...... scary....

I try to enforce a order in Ethan's 'animal brain' not to hurt me but he questions that too claiming to have full control over himself though all that.

I wish I could say the same really...but he was always stronger.

"Alrighty..." I replied nervously as I lit up my nails and stroke his face/jaw trying to heal that first and move down to his neck resonating the energy throughout his body rejuvenating.

*gently neck/head pets GOOD fishy*

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

Dangerous Waters

Gwendolyn:

Ethan tells me things that happened, troubling things.

((Do you want me to wipe the trauma??))

Isn't that what the King does so everybody can go to the meeting the next day after the 'wall' or does everyone just remember it and suck it up for more fear.

I wish Ra was here to ask. He went the most last year.

Though if we wiped Sterling's mind maybe non of this would happen.... damn. I'm going to mind wipe everyone now. I wasnt doing the right thing at all. I learned from this.

((Ethan I'm sorry!! At the time it was what they thought was best! We had so many turn on us!! You understand the security necessary when an experiment goes feral! Its dangerous without the King near enough to control your mind... animal instincts and all..even more so with all this tainted crystal pulsing out who knows what. I'm sorry you suffered, it sucks but is it any comfort that actions like this help keep the Kingdom safe, if it was anyone else and not you being in trouble of your instincts and hormones REAL trouble could have happened!?))

I don't think any of that helped hes still mad.

He doesn't even want to see his mate and child.

Though maybe he's sparing them.

He asks questions about his mother and parents.

"You'll have to come with me to our grandfather, he saw them last and theres data of where they went before to narrow it down. You also need healing and your ship brought over. I can have it done on the way."

Ugh how hard is Sterling's brain tumor if it broke HIS teeth???

((I'm going to heal you, don't hurt me accidently or not, try to be calm and focus on how to help them once you learn the facts, I know you can turn it around.)) I send into his mind to help him not run out of here looking out of his mind and to protect myself after touching him cause .. he might flip out if he sees the crystals they took out they put back.

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

Dangerous Waters

Gwendolyn:

Ahh why does he look so messed up. He's so much more powerful, I was fully expecting him to shake it off.

(Hybrid): ((He ate the rock horn, he is still not sane!))

Ethan asks why I gave him hope.

((Well your not in the muzzle or jacket..it..got a little better right? They we're testing you to see if you felt anything for Sterling somekind of crystal sensitivity? I..think.. your obviously not an accomplish.))

I try to see in the dark room but my eye sight doesn't really work but I was told thats the 'good room' I dont think it helped him either. It did however have sound proofing filters and lasers around it.

Yikes.

((Listen Ethan your parents are missing! They were inflicted with a highly psychic broadcast that made them destroy water systems, it might be the crystals again but this time its so wide spread people are still out there blowing cities! Your wife and son and our grandfather all got arrested for mass slauthering out of their control! Honestly I'm not sure if you'll be pulled into the crazy if you get back outside...))

Poor pain for him damn...

I try to order transportation for him safety.

((I can have you brought to Wyla and Miko I..think. They aren't inflicted right now..but we just dont know what happened to them all.))

He looks so bad so he probably wont care he was spared THAT but think of the kill count he could have got unleashed...

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

Dangerous Waters

Gwendolyn:

I look at my nails frustrated, it was discolored now by the skin and it didn't feel all that secure. They might get rejected by the body and then they offered me getting metal ones if that happens.

Why cant I have normal nails like everyone else....

No nails at all are terrible though. Something humans used to do to CATS.

I brace myself for retracting them and how unnatural it felt.

I hear from everyone's minds that Ethan is up now.

I wonder if he can help find his parents...they haven't been brought in yet...

Grandpa Kaysea was claiming he was brainwashed and as much as everyone wanted him to go down (out of jealousy) there was just too many people everywhere attacking water systems for it to be all on him. Even little Miko was 'arrested' and he is far too innocent to have done it himself. ;)

I expect them to get out soon after the trail at Hyrule without any problems.

*stress pets bringing out the nice coat blanket SMELL that makes all of this so much more easy to take*

*calm bliss*

They dont want me to go to Fargo but I feel well enough. I'll be fine. I also want to see Sterling and see what they found. Was it some vestal brainwashing mind programing or does he REALLY hate me.

I dont know what I should do I cant have him trying to kill me but dont I need his father's help?

Wherever... he is. I wonder if hes blowing up a water main somewhere too.

This will be the only place with water soon..the irony.

The shuttle arrives at Farrgo and lets me out.

*hears Sterling just screaming Ethans name for what appears could have been hours cause its so horse*

Why is that blaring?

I look into his cell and order the 'sound boxes' turned off so Sterling stops screaming.

"Ethan??"

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

Fish Hooks

Gwendolyn:

It works but.. owwww.

I'm used to seeing him so powerful and capable with his powers so It was just so shocking to see him LIKE that.

I look at the hybrids around behind the red curtains how they hold down such power is remarkable.

After the innial shock I hesitate. Seeing him like that just makes me feel how messed up I was. The bleeding stopped but it felt so abnormal not to have the layer it hurt just looking at him thinking about how they ripped out again and did..that much damage.

*shutters feeling cold and weak and wanting to get out of this dark room and into sun again*

((Ethan its going to be ok.....)) I panic trying to think how to make it better for him. I think about Sterling.

This is HIS fault. He should be thrown in and Ethan can ea-

But that might cause more problems, Sterling is way to powerful now.

I stop being so angry at Sterling trying to remember it wasnt his fault, but it hurt so bad and look at the mess it cause Ethan too. Sterling really got his revenge on us both... Del escapes it AGAIN. Ugh.

My hand tries to retract claws and it just felt stinging and raw without my nails.

Poor Ethan...ow.

((SLEEP SO YOU CAN HEAL))

I command hoping he can sleep in some form of peace and not have to be awake while his flesh grows back.

I dont think I have enough life force after using the sunlight on the station to revive Tulsix. I'd at least need to be by the sun and Fargo is so..far.

I rub my arm shakingly needing to get out of here..I need to get closer to the sun.

"Give him some painkiller, something strong enough to work on him..the 'good smack'...AND take off the muzzle...and the 'jacket'"

(Flynn): "Is that wise with his voice...?"

"He wont do anything. Just have it removed..."

I order the hybrids and rush out of the dark room trying not to pass out from exhaustion or fear of being so cold or just both.

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

Fish Hooks

Gwendolyn:

I wish Tulsix could have came, he probably would know where they kee-

I smelt Ethan's blood and turn around abruptly from where the other hybrids sent me towards.

I see a man pale as paper wiping something off in his hand.

I almost hesitate to let him near me but he was a hybrid.

Oh this is the first Tully...

I never seen him outside old pictures. He takes anti social to new extremes I wish I could have reached ;)

(Flynn): "Princess, I believe these belonged to you?"

He gives me back my scales after wiping off the..blood.

"Ethan tried to save me.. from Sterling.."

(Flynn): "Ah yes we're reviving him now, under depowering fields dont worry he'll pay too. Everyone does..."

I dont really want the scales but felt to nervous to drop them when he just gave them to me. It must have hurt to get them out of Ethan though.

Or maybe he'll feel better..

I feel bad I could have maybe tried to take them out or I could have just cut him worst.

I cant trust it.

"Are you going to free Ethan now?"

(Flynn): "Are you sure you want me too Princess? Your our Only Kenmore left.. would you really have him protect you?...the collective minds say he was trying to do more then save you it was some animalisc mating urge. He cant even talk in there..still such a hapless beast. I'd advise you dont see him in person Princess."

Euw. I make a face.

"Maybe the scales being out will help him....he's crystal sensitive.. right now.. It's probably not his fault either..."

I wonder if I can compel him to change back, then he'll be less animal like and wont cause anymore harm.

((Ethan turn back..NOW!))

I try to command him hoping that helps since the whips should shut down once hes going humanoid.

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

Fish Hooks

Gwendolyn:

I brush my face trying to check if I had any of those dreaded scales sticking back to me.

Thinking he's scared of the blue aquatic look and not so much the light.

((Tulsix! It's me Gwen!))

I look for something to give him, the bear coat was ruined.

(Uriah): "You'd think he'd be more manly now with his balls back..."

*RED guy stares in the doorway*

[gwendolyn-ttdrp]

Fish Hooks

Gwendolyn:

Sterling's icy remains scrapping the window jolts me out of the trance. Everything felt out of place and discombobulated even down to my teeth.

I keep brushing my arm that healed up from the rips but still felt tingling burning reliving the scales being made to rip out.

As if..I didnt...hate..the scales enough.

I rub my neck feeling the sensation of getting cut there so badly it was almost like drowning on blood.

The feeling didn't help with all the hybrid gore..everywhere..

so much blood..so much..

Not in a nice sample way either everything was stepped on and smashed.

I try to balance feeling my bones crackling a little back in place. I didn't really feel pain thanks to the charge.

But I did feel a litle... out of it sense wise.

*feels the energy in ALL the scales scattered about and even some farther away*

*senses Ethan pain*

Ok that's weird. I felt worried in lifting them all up at the same time and restarting more slicing so I try not to think of that movement and make it happen.

A girl stayed by me - cause she was the only other girl and I look at her worried.

"Wheres Ethan?"

I knew where Sterling was....

Ethan wasnt sensing 'cold' though so I think he's somewhere else the space. My scale couldn't have energy in space I dont think.

(Tulah): "Fargo."

"He didn't do all this, or well.."

One hybrid has a claw step print..

"..he was trying to save me from Sterling. He did most of it."

(Tulah): "How?"

"I..dont know..."

He was blue for awhile maybe it caused som-

I try to get out of the medical center when I see Tulsy's room bashed in.

*Saving Ethan has to wait* ;)

*blasts Tulsy with BLUE LIGHT OF LIFEEE*

**scale crystal with the same energy glow and bring healing frequencies around not HURT even though they levitating slowly not dangerously high cutting speeds gently healing rays*