The One Who Was Left Alone

These are the smartest things I'll never say.Poems. Prose. Photos. Memories.Essays.Stories. Let your smile change the world, don't let the world change your smile.

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My tc just received the most number of letters for teacherssss’ day.

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Naiiyak talaga ko dun sa mga nasasaktan nila para lang ipaglaban ung pagmamahal nila sa isa't isa at para maging masaya. Pero magiging masaya ka ba talaga kung alam mong ung sayang natanggap mo ay nagdulot ng sakit sa iba?  Pagiging makasarili bang piliin ang sarili once in a while?

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Poet’s Note

Pardon me for all the metaphors

And all those crazy folklores

that were kept hidden between my lips 

later parted when we kissed

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You were a perfect dream that disappeared when I woke

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Perfect Ending

“I love you”, he sighed “I don’t”, she lied

a story that has perfectly ended, before it actually started, 

Why prolong the agony?

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instead of building bridges we built walls

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lie

Sorry for I have lied

I've forgotten you 

Promise I tried. 

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Wounded

I’m wounded: But everytime

he looks at my deep deep blooded cuts

he saw wounds of Christ

nailed and stabbed.

How happy I was to learn

he loves Jesus more than me!

But time went by, I became jealous

possessive and confused.

he spent more time now filling 

the spaces between fingers

of his own. Than to hold mine 

and waste his time

and on our moments together

we have traveled; a lot

to grottos and ancient churches

prayed for the future of us. 

he never gave me a necklace

nor pendants on monthsaries

instead handed rosary and medals

sign of his love

then I left him, or he left me - For Him

I can’t steal back what He owned

from the beginning. I have lost once

Again. A battle with my heart. 

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(A)part

It’s funny how yesterday 

you were a part of me

but now you are apart from me.

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from Earth

from Earth: I dialed 4,333?

Heard no answer, out of reach

star from another galaxy

How do I beseech, thee?

Looked up, I saw history

how she lived decades ago

Yet, found insufficient gravity

To  pull you back to me, love

Connected stars in outer space

massive stars have disappeared

Outlined, her gentle face

Dark nights are now clear.

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When he left, all of my decisions went right

(self quote)

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My Love!

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What is true and what is right

I haven’t thought that there’ll be a point in my life,  where in I’ll have to choose between what is true and what is right  It is true that I love you,  But it doesn’t seem right

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For that brief certain moment you and I felt the same thing.

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The Best Gift

Many were asking, what's the best gift you've received last Christmas? Gifts? Materially, I received none of what I wanted. Materially, I wanted a new headphones. However, I realized, I received love. The gift of love is the best gift of all. It comes from the people, we have at present. That's why maybe the present is a gift. Love the giver, not the gifts

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Pictures

She was his favorite subject In his photographs she’s always there. He’d always capture her beautiful smiles Even her weirdest reactions, He’ll be there in her greatest achievements And have a printed memory of it. He’ll write stories about every picture In their adventures, and the behind the scenes. Pictures of them together are his’ to keep. Pictures are treasures, but still, she’s his most precious one And me I was there, but I’m not caught by your lenses. Never was I. I was the wind that flew her hair for a great photo. A wind that can’t be seen, but still be felt. But for you this wind still can’t be felt All you feel was your love for her. I’m not oxygen that’s essential for you to breathe I am just the nitrogen, That is part of your world, but not essential. I’ll always be there, everywhere      (photo not mine)

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He loves his mom very much, I wish I can feel it too