I love your writing!! You put so much feeling into even the shortest of stories. 🥰 Thanks for sharing your talent with us. I saw that you take requests? I heard the song San Francisco by Niall Horan the other day and it was so beautiful to me. I thought it might make for a good story! If you find the time, do you think you could turn it into a story about Jinyoung? Thank you!
Take Me Back| Park Jinyoung
Genre: Angst, Drama, Fluff(?) Warnings: Slight alcohol use, Slight cursing, Word Count: 16k Story Inspiration: San Francisco by Niall Horan
His fingers grazed over your stomach as he leaned down over you, a soft smile painted on your lips as he dipped down. His plush lips gently pressing against yours, a soft giggle escaping through the kiss as his fingers gently dug into your sides. His chuckle soft, careful not to wake the other member in the dorm as the moonlight poured in the window. Your fingers gently graze over his cheek as you reach up to cup his face. His eyes fluttering closed as he turns and kisses your palm.
Take me back…
His eyes flutter open as you stir next to him, a halo of hair on your pillow as he brushes some behind your ear. The sun shining through the curtains as he carefully pulls his arm away, so careful not to wake you. He sits up slowly and watches you, your soft breathing as you sleep. He fingers gently stroke your sides as he leans down and places a delicate kiss against your lips. Silently he slides out of bed and grabs his shirt, heading out to the kitchen. He instantly grabs his coffee cup and starts making a fresh pot of coffee. Moments later he hears you rustle in the sheets, the soft patter of your feet on the wood floor as you make your way to the kitchen, the strong aroma of coffee guiding you. Your arms drape over his shoulders as you hug him from behind. Bringing his cup to his lips he mumbles a good morning before taking a sip.
Take me back…
Jaebeom stood in between you two as your voice rose, screaming at the man you loved. His brows furrowed as he shouts back. The fight was worse this time as he recalled the last time you two fought like this. All you wanted to know was why he was getting distant and why he didn’t want to release the news of your relationship after hiding it for two years. The late practices you understood but for him to come home later than Jaebeom was off. You questioned and questioned, desperate to have him reassure you that he was indeed just practicing late.
His voice boomed slightly as he told you just to leave it alone, that his job was more important, those words slightly stung as you stared at him. Jaebeom watched as the lights in your eyes slowly faded, nodding as you looked down. Catching the slight glow on Jinyoung’s phone on the sofa...a name with a heart flashed on the screen.
“If that's how you feel...then maybe...maybe we weren’t meant to last”
Both of them watch as you turn towards the door, grabbing your car keys before walking out the dorm. Jinyoung at a loss of words as he glances at his oldest friend and back towards the door as it slammed shut.
Take me back..
It wasn’t till days later when Yugyeom had come to collect your things for you that he found out why you truly had left. His heart dropped from his chest as he realized what he had done. He sat on his bed rethinking everything, he wasn’t sure why he felt this way about it. He had to admit he did want to push you away a little.
Two years raced through his mind, wondering how he could throw away those two years for someone he knew nothing about. He threw those two years away because he was scared to allow you into the spotlight and take the backlash from your announcement. As Yugyeom grabbed the last of your things he paused and glanced at his older brother. Thinking over his word choice before speaking.
“You know...all you had to tell her was you needed time...you didn’t have to hurt her like this hyung..”
Those words repeated in his head the entire day, his heart hurting as he just mourned the loss of his heart. A sigh escaping his lips as he opened the fridge and reaching in for the only thing he knew could numb him. As the fridge closed he popped the tab off the beer can, and shuffled his way to the living room. The bitter taste of alcohol slipping down his throat as he crashed back against the sofa.
Don’t tell me it’s too late now…
It had been months since the break up and he was finally coming out of his slump. Slowly moving on as he started to finally hang out with the members again. Each of them was careful to avoid the topic of you as they walked down the street talking. He laughed along with each of them as they entered a cafe.
Youngjae was the first to catch sight of you, your smile radiating as you sat across from someone new. Your hair color had changed but he knew it was you from your laugh and smile. He gently tapped Mark as he nodded towards you, slowly each of them but Jinyoung became aware you were there. Your smile faded as you glanced towards the counter, catching sight of the back of his head and his side profile.
After all that time...the near sight of him had you heart racing just like it did for the first time. You looked away quickly as your date ran his fingers over your knuckles asking if you were okay. Nodding you looked back up at him, his soft smile as you brush the hair from your face.
As they turned to find a table, he finally saw you. Your laugh filling the air as your fingers laced with your dates. His heart twinging as he watched from afar, slowly coming to the realization that you were moving on from him. You glanced once more in the group's direction as you felt the stares, your gaze meeting his. That flame you had for him igniting once more as you stare at him.
Before you fall for someone new…
Slowly you started to run into him more and more, making it harder to ignore the old feelings. His mind raced each time he saw you, trying to think of a way to talk to you and get you to stay longer, his attempts failing each time but slowly got you to stay a little longer. He sat in the dorm room, thinking about your small conversations and smiling as he replayed them over and over in his head.
The soft pelting against the windows caught his attention, the rain trailing down the glass as he looked out of it. Rain, he remembered how much you loved the rain. Laying back against his bed, he closed his eyes and listened to the crack of thunder and the soft sound of rain.
He laid there and thought of all the rain storms you two shared together. Each of them special to him. Your soft laughters, the warmth of your body, your plush lips, and hushed whispers. The little ‘I love you’s’ and wandering hands.
He leaned up quickly as he remembered those two years in those two minutes. His feelings overwhelmed him as he got up quickly. Passing by Jaebeom as he walked out of the dorms. He wasn’t sure where he was going or what he was going to do when he got there but he just ran. Ran out into the rain.
Soaking wet…
The loud knock startled you slightly as you leaned against the balcony door. The scent of petrichor filled the dark room as you walked towards the front door. The banging continues as you unlock the door. As you slowly opened the door you caught sight of him, soaking wet at your door. His hand running through his wet hair as he stared at you.
“Jinyoung..what are you doing here? You’re soaked!” you huff out as you pull him inside.
“Take me back” he breathes out as the door shuts behind him.
“...what..?” you say as you stare up at him.
“I said take me back.” he says once more “I made up my mind...take me back.”
You stood there slightly shocked at his words as he pushed his hair back once more. Your head shakes slightly as you back away and walk back towards the balcony.
“Towels are in the bathroom...I think I might have some of your old clothes in a box...I’ll go get those” you mumble.
“Did you hear me?” he says as he follows you, gently grabbing your wrist and turning you back towards him.
“You’re going to get sick” you say as you avoid looking at him.
“Look at me…” he says softly.
“You need to get out of the wet clothes and dry off.”
“For fuck sake” he mumbles and he gently grips your chin and makes you look at him “I’m sorry. I want to make it up to you. I can’t...I can’t let you fall for someone new.”
“You don’t mean that Jinyoung…” you whisper as you gently pull away.
“Yes I do, If I didn’t mean it..I wouldn’t have shown up here soaking wet telling you that I’m done running from the one I want so bad.” He confesses as you stare up at him. “So just...please give me a chance to make it all up to you.”
Silence fell in the room as you thought everything over. His fingers gently releasing your wrist. The loss of contact caused a slight pang in your chest, so desperate for his touch again you reach out for his hand. His fingers intertwined with yours as you look down at the floor. His lips pressing against your forehead. Your eyes fluttering closed as his lips trial from your forehead, temple, cheek, and finally hovering over your lips. His breath warm as he hesitates slightly, unsure if you want him to kiss you. Before he could ask, your lips press against his, desperately wanting his kiss again.
Take me back… I can’t let go of you...
