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the secrets inside her mind are like flowers in a garden at nighttime ;
filling the darkness with perfume
one & only ( jeongguk x gowon )
cvrncge:
he bites on the tip of his tongue, taps the pen on his cheek. hesitation settles over him before he’s writing, in smaller lettering underneath his original writing.
my name is jeongguk. it’s really nice to talk to you.
the nurse helps her calm her heart, beating and wild. i’m talking to my soulmate, she thinks, chest screaming in excitement. like an echo, it’s loud and ringing and it makes her skin buzz with anticipation.
the nurse only sees it in the heart monitor, chaewon trying her best to keep her mouth still and stoic, unsmiling and unlike her heart.
“are you alright miss?” she smiles at her, knowing and kind. chaewon nods and lifts a hand.
“you may go,” she gives her a shoo, a flick of her wrist. the nurse moves to leave and chaewon calls out. “but leave the pen please.”
and she does, not without giving her another smirk and tug of the lips before exiting the room.
it takes a few moments for a new message, each second ticking by like sand, slow and thick. chaewon thrums her fingers against her bedside, impatient and anxious and why is she like this, god? she wants more, fingers hungry and eyes eager for his words. she wants so much more of him and of what he is.
her mind dances with possibility. what is he like? he seems sweet from what she can see. how does he know about my illness? does he truly know? or is it a guess from the gathered scars around her heart. does it bother him? the thought makes her eyes sting and she finds herself blinking at them, shooing them away. what is his smile like?
she barely notices until he’s stopped, but when she sees the ink spread her heart jumps back into her throat.
and then he stops and she is left waiting, irate and impatient and chest messy. scattered and chaotic and questioning. because why is she like this?
once he’s finished she finds herself chanting his name. over and over and over, like a chime. it sits well against her tongue, makes her heart dance happily.
its nice to meet you.
her script is pretty against the skin, a clash against his own writing. but she likes it.
sweet dreams, jeongguk.
who is in control? ( jongsuk x taeyeon )
cvrncge:
“but you’re going to have to actually look me in the eye. i don’t quite fancy talking to the side of your head.” she teases. “am i that unsightly you can’t even look at me? my pride is hurt.”
another drink, more warmth. jongsuk can feel the red creeping upon his face, half from her, handsome, and half from the intoxication that slowly seeps beneath his skin. he wants to lean into her, find her smell and memorize it because she’s just so pretty and so nice. and something pulls him in for more. instead he sips his drink and keeps his eyes on anything that isn’t her and the curve of her mouth.
“ah,” he responds, nodding. he sips, then places the glass back down on the counter. “it must be nice to be so familiar with a place. it seems like a nice enough town.” it does, though the fog that settles in decorates it in a less than fair light. instead it makes his heart start, panic thick.
you’re not in a horror movie, he chimes himself. because he’s not, he’s simply looking for answers in a small town -- not stepping in a murder town brimming with killers.
when she acknowledges the photo his heart starts again, and he perks up.
it stammers more as she calls him out on the avoidance in his gaze though. he finds himself sipping and choking, a cough burning his throat as the liquid slides down and sears him. for a few moments he stands there, choking and suffocating on drink, before he is finally calm again.
his fingers reach for the glass again, but he does not drink. instead he wraps his hands around them, fingers curling over each other, index playing with the rim of the cup.
“ah, no.” he stammers. “it’s not that,”
he finally looks at her, in full, eyes meeting the curves of her face. for a minute she leaves him breathless. but he finds his lungs and inhales sharply soon after, taking in the air with lavish hunger.
“you’re just very pretty and it is a bit distracting.” he says, in earnest. and hopes it’s taken as such -- not as some slick way to slide between her legs and spread them for him.
“i meant no offense.”
heart sleeves, ( jungeun x changkyun )
( outgoing . . . @cvrncge )
the world tips beneath jungeun’s feet and for a minute she thinks it will simply slip out beneath her.
“what?” her english thick, “how?”
“we’ve found errors in your visa status and you will need to leave the country until the visa is cleared.”
the agent is kind but jungeun is not. jungeun has a life here, a world that has been built under her feet like blocks. around her walls, and there she stands. centered and gleaming.
they cannot take that from her.
she’s desperate. fingers reaching and falling so close, so short. she can’t help it, can’t help the words that spill from her mouth and forward.
“you can’t deport me, i’m getting married.”
the agent is surprised, almost as much as she is by her own words. but they believe it. schedule her and her partner for an interview. by the end of the call she is reeling, feet stammering beneath her.
but she has a plan. oh she has a plan and it is insane and wrong but she is not giving this up.
“send in changkyun.”
she phones him in and when he enters she gives him no time to ask what brings him forth. she simply crosses her arms and glowers.
“you’re going to marry me, alright?”
action/reaction ( suji x hongbin )
( outgoing . . . @cvrncge )
it hurts, it hurts, it hurts. suji wants to scream it, wants to yell from the top of her lungs at the world. announce her pain and call for help.
but the blows to her, foot meeting her stomach and causing her to heave over, leaves her breathless and mouth gaping in a silent sob. part of her knows better than to yell. because yelling could mean an ultimate death. and yelling is useless. there’s no rescue coming, no help and no aid. she could die here, tucked away from the world in a small alley way, and not a soul would know.
so she keeps her cries silent as they beat her, men who hover with vicious fists and angry kicks. she can feel her body screaming for her, while she remains tight lipped. the pain rips through her like a thick wave, rolling over her shoulders as they grab at her hair and pull on her.
they bring her closer, up off the ground and meeting their faces as they crouch over her. “what are you learning, bitch?”
she coughs, clearing the panic from her throat, “not to fuck up again.”
the man grabbing her, holding her up by the threads of her black hair, smacks her with his free hand. its hard, the sound ringing heavily off the brick walls around them. her face stings, eyes sting, everything stings. and jesus christ she wants out, wants it to stop.
“you’re damn right you won’t fuck up again. your slip up cost us good men, bae.” he shakes her and she lets out a small gasp.
“yes sir.” she manages, through the burn in the back in her throat.
he releases her. lets her collapse and gives her a good hard kick to the face. she feels her lip split and her nose cracks under the weight of him. this time she does scream, loud and piercing. but unheard.
he rests his foot on her cheek, digs her face into the gravel under them. “don’t disappoint me again, suji.”
and then he moves away, releases her and he is gone, taking his goons with him and leaving suji to fight for air against that dirt fucking ground.
“asshole,”
she rises, spitting blood from her mouth. her arms are weak though, and they give out under the pressure. she face plants the floor once more and lies there, trying to breathe through the break of her nose and the blood in her the back of her throat.
just let me die.
“And the fire and the rose are one.”
— T.S. Eliot, from Four Quartets: Poems; “The Little Gidding,” (via violentwavesofemotion)
your eyes half- thrush half-angel and your drowsy lips were float flowers a kiss ( xi )
( jeongguk x chaewon soulmate au )
regret of the times ( soojung x jongin )
cvrncge:
“hello,” she greets, a small, simple smile on her face as she bows her head. “a sir, kim – kim jongin, was it?” her head tilts the side, curiosity shining in the depths. practices, perfected; soojung almost feels sickened with how easy it becomes. “i am honored to meet your acquaintance.”
"why my boy just came to me the other day with this outrageous idea! tell them, lad, what you had said!”
jongin wants to die. wants to let himself go and to die in a space small and safe. he wants to be anywhere but here, stuffed in a tight suit and among dancing, sweating bodies. he wants to breathe and be free and he wants to--
“i told him i wanted to be a writer.” he says, and the disappointment is there. the lack of luster. because it is a dead dream. especially now, as his father drags him around their party and telling every guest with mock surprise at how silly his son could be. how foolish, how foolish. every part of jongin wants to weep.
it should not come as a surprise. his father had always been this way - so unsupportive. disinterested at best. he, a reaching tyke, struggling after his father’s heels for all these years.
and to think, all he wanted to do was write.
people around them giggle, women with their hands covering their mouths and the men and their beards. one of them clamps a hand on his shoulder, giving him a good hardy pat. to any other man it would have been well received. but jongin stutters for a minute, breathless.
“ah, what a hand full he is--” the men begin their talk of jongin, their criticisms. he takes the moment to breathe, slipping away from the crowd and forcing himself away into the back of the room where he can spend a moment alone.
his fists are balled in anger. knuckles white, mouth tight. he wants to vomit. he wants to curse at his father and spit on his name but he is a kim and he will do no such thing. no, he will sit quiet in his place, the pedestal cold beneath him.
and that is when she appears.
she’s pretty, prettier than any girl who jongin has ever really known, and certainly prettier than any who have spared him time. his face is handsome but he is known for his oddity. and that seems to steer the women away.
but she, she is radiant.
“h-hello,” he starts, tongue swiping out to lick his lips. “yes, that’s m-me!” he returns her bow.
he’s all nerves and fire, deep pitted in his stomach. his palms flatten now, pressed against the pant of his leg. there, he softly wipes them against the fabric, swiping away the sheen layer of sweat that has built there in the minimal moments the women has arrived. he wants to vomit all over again, though this time differing from the other.
he swears to himself that he’ll write more love stories.
“i’m afraid i don’t know your name, but it is a pleasure to m-meet you.”
limitless ( irene x jaehwan )
cvrncge:
“perhaps. am i too obvious?” she muses, eyebrow raised. the bartender merely chuckles, shaking his head– and he’s ushered away, helping the woman too drunk for her own good as she topples out of her seat. irene continues to stare forward, then back down to her drink. “pretty devil, huh.”
jaehwan is a good eavesdropper. a talent really, to pick up and hear what’s being said from so far away. to retain that information and use it for his gain. it comes with his line of work, and it comes handy to not be noticed.
he lifts his glass to his mouth and sips, the sweet cream of the chocolate milk sliding thickly down his throat. it’s calming, reassuring, comforting. all of which being what he needs as he listens to the girl drone on about her work.
he’s bitter. he can acknowledge that. he can also acknowledge that this is perhaps a bit petty. to chase a woman down because she has fucked up his plans for the last few bounties he’s chased. it makes him burn.
literally. his hands grow hot and the flame sits there, in his palm, making the chocolate milk in his glass boil.
he has one job. a job he has been sworn to for the rest of eternity. a job he landed because of pretty little devils like bae joohyun.
he falls in love. once. a long time ago. a pretty flower of a girl, with soft smiles and soft hands. he remembers all to well the feel of them, tracing bits of his face and memorizing the features that lay there. he had once done the same to her.
but she was dying - slowly at first. then all at once. and so the mere human jaehwan offered a trade. his soul for her health. lucifer is a kind man, he sees the love there. but he also sees the truth. sees the intent. and he knows they will not last.
but he takes jaehwan’s soul anyways.
jaehwan becomes a demon, a man turned. he is to do his job beside lucifer, by traveling the human world and reaping those who are close to their deaths and guiding their souls to the underworld.
and even if it is dreadful, he still has love, he still has love--
and he wakes up one day and she is gone. scared away perhaps, or she never loved him from the start. all a big trick. a big game.
so he does his job.
and he’s good at it. that is until pretty little twats don’t kill all his charges before he’s able to so much as blink at them.
it makes him so--
“you know it’s pretty fucking heartless to kill a bunch of men with a dead or alive bounty on ‘em. “ he speaks, loudly. “besides, you earn more money when theyre alive so it’s pretty stupid too.”
little red, ( jieun x yoongi )
pevrlscent:
tonight was going well – perhaps suspiciously so. the fall of dusk brought out the shadows and the thieves, and jieun had been one of them. she fell in step behind guards and blended beneath peaks of black to hide. it brought her far, brought her to her target with no issue which was, in fact, a rarity for the less-than-perfect thief.
she stares at the large silver’s manor with nervous confidence, her skin buzzing and her fingers trembling. the adrenaline is there, pumping and screaming through her veins, pushing her to go. and go she will – this is her chance. this is the start of something so much more. proof, she can do this. solid proof that she is a better thief than she appears. and the gold. good lord the gold that this family’s artifacts would bring – she silently thanks the general for serving her so well.
and then she speeds off. and lady luck is still on her side. the guards, posted around large and tower gates, do not catch her. she uses her grace and lifts herself up and over the fence and drops, rolling into the grass. she makes a shift of a noise and darts behind shadows. a guard, curious, wanders by and glances to where she fell.
to him, there is nothing.
so he continues on. as does jieun, moving across the vast and decorated yard with the stealth and grace she puts into her court dances. she slides behind sculptures and rolls under fountains. and it works.
her heart is humming, loudly, in her ears. holy shit its working.
when she gets to the manor house, she stands beneath a set of windows. her eyes focus on the second story, where her informant had told her would lead her directly to the safe room.
she scales the brick of the wall, her fingers tips ripping under the edges even under the fabric of her clothes. but its only a price to pay.
when she reaches the window she pulls her face mask over her mouth and lets herself balance on the edge of the window sill as her fingers go to work. from her pocket she pulls the two thin pins, inserting one into the top of the keyhold and another into the midpoint. she begins to tinker and toy with them, moving them and shifting them left, right, up and down until finally the window clicks.
jieun can feel her heart light aflame. excitement, fear, it all awaits her through that window.
she slides in, jumps to land.
and she slips and slides against the rug. it knocks her and a standing vase off its showcase, both tumbling to the floor.
she let’s out a groan, the vase lets out a loud crash.
and jieun’s blood leaves her body, she goes cold.
tonight was a good night.
when he has been a child, yoongi has been often told he was destined for greatness. the silver under his skin was something pure; of power and luxury and success. he wouldn’t have to lift a finger, wouldn’t have to bare callouses on his hands. he wouldn’t have to do a single thing other than exist– and he’d be great.
and he is. he’s the face of the min family; the son of a general, the youngest sibling to a family of military men. he’s held in such high regard, under the royal family – has long since pledged servitude, loyalty. but yoongi, himself– isn’t a military man at all. only a face. no motivation, no will to work, no will to oversee. he doesn’t want to be a general, doesn’t want to be in some high position of power. he quite enjoys his life as is; alone, for the most part– without worry, without need of change.
but he’s dreadfully bored.
an informant is blabbering is in ear; an assistant of sorts as he spouts on ideas his father has, how he’ll go about them. what’s expected of yoongi. it’s the same old spiel he’s heard countless of times. tired eyes stare forward, fingers curled around the handle of a teacup– once warm, not hissing in reaction to the sheen of frost that glistens over it. he’s never liked his tea hot anyway.
“your father expects your presence at the palace, m'lord. there is to be a wonderful show, a performance– handpicked by the prince i’ve heard.”
“lovely.” yoongi states, dry as ever. a sip to his drink has the older gentleman wincing– eyes focused on the frost on the cup. “i’m sure it must be grand.”
“o-of course. only the finest.”
he nods– mouth parting to speak, but the shattering of glass has both of them stilling. yoongi blinks, slow as he stares off into the direction of it. the male at his side splutters, twitches– mouths off some sort of comment about a servant with clumsy hands. yoongi pauses. there’s no servants allowed on this side of the manor– not so late at night. his eyes narrow.
“you’re dismissed.” he states shortly. he offers the teacup to the man who takes it with a splutter, a hand waved in dismissal. “i’m retiring once i check up on that. alert my father i’ve heard his orders. have a good night.”
his footsteps are soft, quiet as he moves further and further away. he dives around the corner of a hallway– pauses near one of the few rooms. his eyes flicker, pause on the door nearest to the safe room, and slides over. his fingers curl around the handle– and he watches, the frost glaze over at it’s touch. it’s comforting, the reminder. and he slowly opens the door, eyes sharp in the dark as he watches for movement carefully.
panic wells like a surge of waves, colliding over her. she can’t breathe, she can’t do anything. her hands shake as she lies there, back against the floor and bones aching from her fall.
she slowly gets up and waits a breath of a moment. there’s talking, a set of foot steps that walk one way, away. and then another that comes forward, with intentional softness.
as if he is trying to catch a thief.
jieun scrambles around the room, in attempt to find a place to hide. shadows do nothing if the person is aware of the shadows there. she can not simply step away like she normally would do.
she finds a set of curtains and dive rolls behind them, pressing herself against the wall and willing the fabric to still.
and still it does, just as the door opens and her chaser arrives.
one & only ( jeongguk x gowon )
cvrncge:
i’m sorry! i’ll learn to be better next time.
he lets go of his lip. he breathes out, shaky and tense– nervous and excited. his fingers are shaking, and he wishes for them to stop, in case they mess up the flow of his writing.
i’m sorry if they’ve caused you trouble.
these hospital walls are a curse, a curse that sits on chaewon’s shoulders with weighted bite. to her, she sees dim halls and the beeping machines -- sometimes steady with heartbeat. other times screaming, demanding and intrusive. the ward, no, everyone know what that scream means and it sets the ward on edge entirely.
they all think the same thing as chaewon -- am i next?
the looming dread that lingers between her chest, just under her hospital gown - thoughts of death.
and she calls this place a cage. because while she withers, the walls capture, like cruel hands who pluck the wings from the bird and then tell it to fly. because that’s all she wants to do, to sit against the sun and let herself wither slowly.
the nurse is still standing with her as his next message comes in, black ink and messy writing. nothing compared to the practiced script of chaewon. the nurse is giddy, fussy and excited with her bright, lively eyes.
if chaewon had not been sick. had not been here with her withering heart, would she be the same? the thought makes her bitter. her heart is certainly excited. but a apart of her cant find the strength to brighten. instead she is simply a flicking bulb, trying her best to shine but always falling short.
he apologizes and she smiles, softly. ah he thinks im mad. most do. chaewon who does not simple often, chaewon who is not cute and does not giggle. oh chaewon, who is mean because her smile is not wide. does not reach her eyes.
it makes her chest hurt.
even her soulmate then. even he will see she is nothing to be toyed with and will discard her as such.
“are you going to write back?” the nurse is holding her pen again and chaewon realizes its been several minutes she’s moved at all - lost in whispers of self loathing.
“i suppose i will.” she takes the pen, bowing at the nurse in a small thanks and on the opposite arm, she circles the space where her iv is placed. she draws an arrow and labels it as such. then, using the free space remaining, she writes.
eat well too. and dont apologize so much. stay safe so we may meet one day.
one & only ( jeongguk x gowon )
cvrncge:
his hand fumbles for the pen on the bedside table, heart beating in his chest. it’s like every other night, where he hesitates; thinks of something to write, something to say. all other nights he retreats with promises of tomorrow, but the pen is on his skin and he’s writing before he can help it– ink scribbled across his forearm.
are you healing well? i hope your recovery went okay.
there is a number of things chaewon wished for.
a day outside, a kite to fly, a chance to meet her soulmate, and a working heart.
“how are you feeling miss park?” her nurse is here and beside her, a tray in her arms, decorated with what chaewon would assume is her meal.
chaewon shrugs simply, and turns her head back to her window. she watches the silhouettes of the city before them. bright sky scrapers and buzzing people. she can see them pass if she cranes her head over the ledge enough, but the nursing staff never allows that. so she settles for watching cars, buses blur by.
she wants to ride one. or a train. yes, a train would be nice. she would have luggage with her and she’d wear a hat like the women in the old films she has seen.
she’d say goodbye to her soulmate, arms embracing and lips meeting and then she would promise to return when her journey was over. and they would separate but still be madly in love--
she sighs as the nurse places the food in front of her. the nurse looks at her and smiles. “i got them to make your favourite!”
looking down she notes that she did in fact have her favourite meal, chicken noodle soup in its cradling bowl. but even now, she feels no energy to eat.
“can you put it aside. i want to sleep.” its more an order than a question. one the nurse follows diligently.
she’s reaching across chaewon to pick the tray up when she lets out a small shout of shock. quickly the tray is pushed aside and she grabs chaewon’s arm.
“whats this miss park?”
chaewon doesn’t look. “they’re bruises. i get them from my soulmate from time to time. he must be a troublesome kid--”
“no, the writing, miss park.”
chaewon snaps her eyes down.
the words are there, in scribbled writing. but they set her heart aflame.
“w-what is that.” she asks the nurse, eyes wide and answer clear. but she needs to hear it. needs to affirm that she is not insane. that she is not just seeing what her heart has longed for.
“i do believe he’s writing you a message, miss park.”
there’s a beat where she sits, in silence. unsure what to do. what to feel, only staring at the chicken scratch on her arm. it is only when the nurse brings her a pen does she move.
she takes it and begins to write.
thank you. please be kinder to your body.
little red, ( jieun x yoongi )
@cvrncge
tonight was going well -- perhaps suspiciously so. the fall of dusk brought out the shadows and the thieves, and jieun had been one of them. she fell in step behind guards and blended beneath peaks of black to hide. it brought her far, brought her to her target with no issue which was, in fact, a rarity for the less-than-perfect thief.
she stares at the large silver’s manor with nervous confidence, her skin buzzing and her fingers trembling. the adrenaline is there, pumping and screaming through her veins, pushing her to go. and go she will -- this is her chance. this is the start of something so much more. proof, she can do this. solid proof that she is a better thief than she appears. and the gold. good lord the gold that this family’s artifacts would bring -- she silently thanks the general for serving her so well.
and then she speeds off. and lady luck is still on her side. the guards, posted around large and tower gates, do not catch her. she uses her grace and lifts herself up and over the fence and drops, rolling into the grass. she makes a shift of a noise and darts behind shadows. a guard, curious, wanders by and glances to where she fell.
to him, there is nothing.
so he continues on. as does jieun, moving across the vast and decorated yard with the stealth and grace she puts into her court dances. she slides behind sculptures and rolls under fountains. and it works.
her heart is humming, loudly, in her ears. holy shit its working.
when she gets to the manor house, she stands beneath a set of windows. her eyes focus on the second story, where her informant had told her would lead her directly to the safe room.
she scales the brick of the wall, her fingers tips ripping under the edges even under the fabric of her clothes. but its only a price to pay.
when she reaches the window she pulls her face mask over her mouth and lets herself balance on the edge of the window sill as her fingers go to work. from her pocket she pulls the two thin pins, inserting one into the top of the keyhold and another into the midpoint. she begins to tinker and toy with them, moving them and shifting them left, right, up and down until finally the window clicks.
jieun can feel her heart light aflame. excitement, fear, it all awaits her through that window.
she slides in, jumps to land.
and she slips and slides against the rug. it knocks her and a standing vase off its showcase, both tumbling to the floor.
she let’s out a groan, the vase lets out a loud crash.
and jieun’s blood leaves her body, she goes cold.
tonight was a good night.
who is in control? ( jongsuk x taeyeon )
cvrncge:
“a man that knows what he wants.” she comments idly, chuckling softly. “you’re not from around here.” it’s not a question. it’s a statement, because kim taeyeon knows each and every soul in this town. he’s an outlier. “it’s always nice to see a different face around these parts. it’s not often we get strangers as handsome as yourself.” and then she’s smiling, teeth peeking out from the twist of her lips with the bat of her lashes.
jongsuk takes in the bar as the bartender fixes his drink. he slides it to him and jongsuk takes it between his palms, raising it for a drink and then letting it back against the wooden frame of the bar. the area is nice, he notes, not too worn but antique. families gather here, it must be a safe area. a feeling of community and something else? later he’ll curse himself because he should have known then. he should have known. and pretty women, he notes, as the girl slides into the seat beside him and speaks. her voice is light and he finds himself staring, nodding almost eagerly to what she says. like a dog, with her fingers patting his head and his tail thumming against the floor--
no, he thinks of the wife. their home. the warmth there.
“uh,” because he’s so eloquent isn’t he? he’s always stammered around others. always fallen short on the charm. “thank you, ma’am.”
part of him is pleased, yes don’t feed into any risk of flirtation. but the other is dreading, because she is so pretty and why can’t you just talk to her a moment more.
he takes his glass and downs the remainder of the drink, slamming it back down into its home on the bar and motioning for another. he’s quiet, lost in the debate in the back of his mind as the hum of the alcohol warms him from the inside out.
and then the part of him that wants wins. just a little bit.
“are you from around here?” he asks, not moving to make eye contact. not moving to anything but reach for his drink and knock it back with ease. his wife would chime him, motion that its a waste to gulp bourbon. you’re suppose to sip it! enjoy it like fine wine! but he’s too cold and too frustrated on where he stands that he doesn’t bother.
he slides the glass back to the bartender once more and reaches for his wallet. his fingers, thin and long, pull a crumpled picture from its pockets and slides it to the woman beside him. “because i’m looking for anyone who knows this girl. she’s supposedly from around here and i need information.” he tries his best to not look at her but she’s so fair he can’t help it. under his lashes he takes a small peak, drinks in her pretty face and delicate features and finds himself humming pleasantly. he tries his best to sound professional, like this is the job he’s worked so hard for over this last lifetime. but instead, he sounds meak. worn. and nervous.
who is in control? ( jongsuk x taeyeon )
@cvrncge
the thunder cracks, loud, demanding to be heard. it shakes jongsuk’s car and it makes his hands nervous, wound tightly around the steering wheel as he attempts to see past the sea of rain. it floods his vision, smears his windshield despite the best efforts of the wipers. it swerves the roads and twists the bends and it makes jongsuk so very nervous.
it starts to sound like a horror movie to him -- something fictional and oh-so-strange. a private investigator, chasing tails after a dead girl appears in his city. he’s here, following back to her supposed home town, and suddenly it storms? it makes jongsuk’s skin crawl.
no, this is no horror film. a woman is dead and jongsuk is here to find out why. he will find out why.
jongsuk should be paying his mind to the road. he shouldn’t be thinking of dead girls and he certainly should be thinking of the figure before him, standing feet away in a cloud of black.
but he isn’t.
the impact jolts him from where his mind wanders and his instinct is to slam on the breaks. he does, the tires skidding and dragging whatever he’s hit with him. they travel a few feet down the road, rain pouring and tires screeching, before the car comes to a stop.
it does so suddenly, jongsuk’s head slamming into the steering wheel in front of him with a hard crack. he feels dizzy and his hands are shaking with panic as they reach for the door clasp.
“sir are you alrigh--”” its hard to see, hard to pick up whats in front of him but when his eyes lift and meet, he knows it is not real. it cannot be real.
but it is gone. runs from him and into the wood around them before he has a chance to tell. leaves jongsuk standing in the rain, head aching and swollen and eyes wide.
it takes several hours of trial and error, but his car still will not start. he’s close enough to the town to walk, though it will take some time and his rain soaked clothes are not kind on him. they rub his skin raw and his walk is nothing short of miserable.
he comes into the town two hours later, and evening is starting to set in. people would be settling down for dinner now. he’d be settling down for dinner about now, wife in tow and home warm with their mirth. he bitterly thinks of whatever he had hit, curses at it.
there’s a small in nearby and he makes his way down the road to it, following the instructions from his phone until hes at the doorway. he knocks, then opens the door to step inside.
a women, elderly, sits behind a counter, book in hand. though she is not short of smiles, he can see that as she lifts her head and beams at him energetically.
“well it seems someone caught the rain.” she grins, and jongsuk matches her smile.
“more like it caught me,” the woman laughs. “do you have a room available for the night?”
she nods and sets the book aside to busy herself with checking him in. a few moments later she hands him a key and a small map, a bar circled in red pen.
“you may need a drink after you get cleaned up. i figured id recommend a place for you.”
he thanks her, takes off to his room and undresses eagerly. his suit case, also wet, did its job of protecting its insides, his clothes dry as he unzips it.
once he’s dressed, clad in white button down, a dark green sweater, and dark jeans, he makes his way back down to the lobby. with the map in tow, he exits.
the bar is down the way, and with his sweater as protection, he runs through the rain and up to its glowing neon of an entrance.
he pays no mind to anything but the counter, rushing over to the bartender and slapping his card down. “ill need a bourbon, over ice. and a tab.”
i am so fragile for this world, maybe i was born with glass in my blood.