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It is hard to explain how my feelings for you intensify by the day.

Feeling so completely crushed by desire for you this morning that my ego feels like it has shrunk to the size of a pea.

...feeling a huge knot in my stomach as I admit just how badly I ache to kneel and kiss your foot, then your calf, then your thigh, then your hip, then your belly, then your back, then your shoulder, then your arm, then your hand, then your arm, then your shoulder, then your chest, then your neck, then your chin, then your lips....and then exhale the intensity....

How does it feel knowing that you cause such deep feelings within your husband?

Wide Eyes

I am just....wild...with desire for you constantly now. Keeping it on the inside as much as possible, trying to hide these incredibly intense feelings. It is now close to a full month without release, so the energy in my body has collected and flowing all around. My anatomy....is swollen. As embarrassing as this is to speak of, it is the truth - at times the memories of our intimate encounters flood my brain, causing me to overflow and leak, wetting my underwear. The internal orgasms from our last encounter actually took me hours to recover from; your hip grinds/thrusts on my nose were unusually strong, you made my eyes roll back several times as I swallowed your taste and felt the rhythm of your hips.

Last night before AHS we spoke briefly about our dynamic. When we agree that this is our natural fit and that it works, I fall into a state of disbelief to think that “it exists”. I see you as a naturally and unusually strong woman that has guided people over the years - sometimes at your own expense, so as I feel your strength growing, it is intoxicating to be around. And the bossier you get, the more turned on i get and run to keep up with you, so eager to please you.

The deeper this cycle gets, the more vulnerable I feel...yet the feeling of devotion gives me strength and courage....more of an overall truly helpless sense of being at your mercy because you control this overwhelming energy that courses through my body.

How do my confessions make you feel?

Fantasy 2:15

...literally just got a hot flash thinking about the way you glazed my face last night...your sexual prowess always leaves me breathless...

...did you enjoy my love?

Fantasy 10:19

...perhaps my fantasies are a bit...random...and unusual...

I suddenly cannot stop thinking about “your thrusts” and about “your rhythm”.

So many times have you used this Feminine power and in so many ways.

Your thighs and hips are naturally strong, so your thrusts are strong. Combined with your bodies ability to move fluidly and gracefully, and “in tune” with natural patterns establishes “your rhythm”. ...and I adore it.

Sometimes your thrusts on my face or genitals or backside are soft and warm, like rubbing. Other times your thrusts are strong and forceful. Other times decisive, quick and stabbing. Your sexuality is naturally powerful, that is why you always know what to do and what you want, so you are always doing the guiding.

Now having to breath through an onslaught of desire. Begging for your thrusts, always. Now it is that I contain my expectations and suggestions, knowing that we are on your schedule. That it is not by my asking but rather by when you so desire it.

Recognizing this - that you hold the reigns and control the flow - is part of what makes me your submissive.

at Her mercy

...is how I felt last night as she denied me the privilege of her company. I had not handled the day well - making several stupid mistakes - so her day was made more frustrating...

...she emotions are so powerful...so she made me feel what she felt....then ignored me...which is one of the worst forms of punishment...

...I felt terrible for making her uncomfortable...and went to bed feeling miserable...didn’t sleep well...awoke in the middle of the night missing her...

...feeling her hand in mine this morning was sweet relief....

The L Couch

...roused from sleep last night around 3am....looked up at you...my body conditioned to seek yours...feeling the aching for you....your scent and your touch....kneeling next to the chaise....my touches only disrupting your sleep....my desire for you causing me to ache with desire....

The Sunday

...thank you for such a beautiful day yesterday. Feeling so tightly bonded to you.

You let me show you fetlife in the bathroom, and then kindly allowed me to shower with you. I can’t express how serving you makes me feel - this time you made my eyes roll to the back of my head and stay that way until I collapsed.

Going to bring your coffee and check on your back now.

Love you.

Today is my 42nd birthday, and I awoke with the burning desire to be ravaged by this woman.

Fetlife

...is just Facebook for kinky people from all over the world...please don’t be too shocked....the spectrum ranges from elegant and classy to distasteful and disturbing...

...our user ID is ScorpiosLibra...and you already know the password...

...would like to know if you would like to try “an event”...a tasteful one...

The Melting

...happened last night when we watched Survivor from the moment you took your spot on the couch, your calves and feet an inch from my face. I felt the effects immediately, breathing in your scent, causing such a deep desire for you that I felt like I could not control.

...so I whimpered and begged slowly and quietly...

...thank you so much for permitting me to serve you...for allowing me the bliss that only you hold the keys to...

Verbal Domination

..is what I felt like you did to me last night in the kitchen.

After having consciously given you full control of my orgasms, I felt this more acutely when it happened and labelled it mentally.

On a primal level, you pretty much stepped on me.

I actually FELT the way you glared at me as a warning while raising your voice, and my stomach knotted.

Despite the fact that I wanted to continue talking, and felt that I had logical arguments to explore....it felt like....you had just squeezed my balls.

Then....you actually told me what to say....and I repeated your words....and I felt humiliated....

...and I felt your reigns....

...and you disarmed me completely...

...and put me into subspace....that mental space where the slow breathing kicks in and everything slows down and calms down...and focus shifts....

...it is OK to feel your power....it is yours for a reason....

A Daydream

...I wrote this right before calling you...we just got off the phone...

…just felt my whole body quiver when the following uninvited yet accepted fantasy came sweeping through my brain…

I am laid nude face up head toward foot of bed. You are using my face as a saddle as though it were the back of a horse, so slowly - for the duration of a full episode of whatever the evening served - delicately using my tongue, mouth, chin, nose and face for your pleasure.

…the fantasy overwhelmed my being, trying to shake it out of my head.

The RHoOC

Falling asleep on the sofa with you felt wonderful. And you sent chills down my spine when you touched my face the way you did, telling me it was ok to head up if I wanted to.

...I would kiss Her feet for days.

The Grocery Store

...hated leaving you, but you left me feeling warm in my chest and with a knot in my stomach...never in my life have I known any kiss like Yours....felt so at the mercy of Your kiss....

...Your teaching is releasing me of all of these things that I thought that I needed in life...and so I give myself fully into the palms of Your beautiful hands....less than an hour at the food store with you in this state felt blissful...would have traded any number of things to do what we just did....

...after getting through with the 101 stuff...and after asking employment of at least one firm that suits the same goal that was set here many postings ago, I will be cleaning the house bathrooms non-vanilla style and thanking you for it....

...thank you for being my Queen.

...SO in love with you.

I do not quite know how to say thank you for yesterday afternoon’s shower.

You split my soul open.

That gift is Your’s to take absolutely whenever and however you wish for the rest of your life.

Swelling with gratitude to you for using me like that - you are truly magnificent.

...thank you for being my Queen.

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