in a constant state of mild distress

17🏳️‍⚧️He/Him I do not support Kittycorn👎

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Pinned intro

I’m bored right now and I figured I’d go ahead and make an “introductory”/about me post since I haven’t already (introductory in quotes because I’ve already made myself known technically lol).

My name is Theodore, but you can call me Theo or whatever you want I don’t really care. I am a trans guy and I use he/him pronounz. I kinda post whatever I want, but mostly art. I’m gay I love men. I am 16, birthday December 10th. Before you asked, I started reading Sparklecare in super early 2023, way before the 18+ label

I have not been officially diagnosed with anything, I’m just insanely stupid, sorry if I fuck up or anything.

Fandoms I'm apart of are FNF and Sparklecare (I do not support KC no no no), That’s about it im so serious.

I like a lot of music if it sounds good. My favourite artists are Weird Al, atsuover, and Tally Hall

Small warnings/heads up..s…:

I have emetophobia. I loathe vomit gross-out humour

Not much of a talker. If I don’t respond don’t take it personally, my social skills are piss poor

I like blood. Blood art will be CW'd. Not posting real images obviously

I love fat men becausw I am one myself lol

Really not good at comforting people. I can get very emotional and angry when people I am close to face hardship (even strangers tbh I’m just angry a lot)

As you can tell im not very interesting, I don’t want this post to get any longer though. Have an art request? Shoot me an ask, good chance I’ll draw it. Sprry for the horrible formatting of this post. Anyways um. Bye bye

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Just a normal post don’t mind me

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Now the countdown begins. Will Tumblr prove my point? Find out next time on drsgin ball z

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Just a normal post don’t mind me

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I should be asleep

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Just got $50 for literally no reason, which is awesome

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Is this a therapy session or an interrogation. Why am I being questioned so hard on why I decided to use a certain product for germinating seeds

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Done got Looping The Rooms stuck in my head, dang it. It all started with the Sneakers O'Toole remix

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Just scored a peach tree for $5

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Dreamt up a really stupid game last night, where the main character was this weird arthropod that lived underground. I don’t know what it was specifically, but it looked like a fucked up shrimp or krill. I’m just gonna refer to it as The Creature.

The intro of the game was I think the creature being purchased from a pet store, and plopped into a little toy sandbox with a glass/plastic schoolhouse toy type-thing. The Creature looked very scared, and the main objective was to escape the enclosure. Eventually it escapes out into the wild, where it digs a hole and lives there. I should mention it is a 2D game (for now). The main thing that The Creature eats is worms. Basically, The Creature lives under a small patch of grass. Whenever it gets hungry, it will yank out some grass fibers and pull them underground, then replace that blade of grass with its own tongue to use as a lure. The worm comes up, tries to eat the tongue, and gets sucked in by The Creature.

Then there’s the whole task of putting the grass fibers.. back in place. You have to replace it, or, for some reason, this weird acid begins to fill the hole, and will kill The Creature if you aren’t careful.

Eventually, The Creature starts to venture outside of the hole to explore the world. Apparently, cats were involved, and were a pretty major part of the whole story. The cats were more popular than The Creature, I saw them all over YouTube and Tumblr, and people drew them a lot with Warrior Cats characters too. There was a whole little world beyond the hole, but of course the memories are fuzzy as fuck. One of the main things I remember is that, once you get far enough, you can eventually unlock the 3D mode, which unlocks a ton more features that I also coincidentally do not remember. After unlocking the 3D mode, there’s a small stump in the farthest corner of the left side of the map, and clicking on it unlocks the aforementioned features & areas.

I’m pretty sure it was a computer game, and I couldn’t play it because I didn’t have a computer

Im hoping I can force myself to continue that dream tonight so I can get more details, not that I’m gonna do anything with them

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Got my very first tick bite today, attached for ~30+ minutes. God I fucking hate this state

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Benadryl fucks me up for one night and every time I take it beyond that I feel like I’m cracked out

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Just in time for pride month: My dad, who I’m not out to, trashed a little celebratory certificate from my school because it had my chosen name on it

I’m not even mad (??) because I’m not out, I can’t expect him to know who the fuck Theodore is. Still, this could’ve all been avoided if he was not. the way that he is

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Weirdest pet peeve I have is when I see these little doodles for pride month with all of the different flag variations, you know the ones, but they either represent the gay man flag as the rainbow flag or they just. don’t include it at all. It’s just weirdly annoying

Like I feel like I’m crazy there’ll be the Barlo flag or something but not the mlm flag

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Oh my god shut UP I was looking for a meme

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I’m watching a new show, and one of the characters is a hot older man, and I swear to god if it’s revealed that he had/has a wife I’ll die and go to hell

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Stopped paying attention in therapy again, drew over another picture of a moray eel

Might make this a series or something

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Just lost the opportunity to get out of this stupid fucking house for the day all because the therapy session that I don’t even want to do starts soon and we’d have to rush to get home in time