mostly yelling, usually horny

this vehicle's driver changes with every stop.

[habitually-rancid]

oh. it doesn't matter actually.

none of it does. there's zero point in any of this and it means nothing.

yay.

[nekomimidusteon]

lifestyle tip: you can use Teeth on Girls to get Soft Moans

[habitually-rancid]

we'll eventually progress past the constant impulse to tear off our own face and slam our head into a wall, yes?

it was normal for our age and now we'll grow out of it, right?

please.

[habitually-rancid]

don't think i can do this anymore. it's just outside my reach AND IT HURTS SO MUCH

[habitually-rancid]

im so alone and hungry. i need to bite you please please im desperate for it please let me bite and hold you.

i need to slip into your bed and push my body against yours. shifting your hands onto me. if i pretend im asleep well enough, you can grope me without either of us needing to feel shame. im all yours and im so so easy, begging for it.

[habitually-rancid]

one day it'll make sense, no need to fret over it now. we can digest this later, it'll always remain within our grasp of understanding. not too far, but never close enough to swat down

[otter-puppyboy]

wish i had a tail so someone could watch it wag while i sucked them off

[habitually-rancid]

oh god where am i to put all my empty

[habitually-rancid]

im so tired. why can you never leave. why are you always waiting for me to slip up. I DON'T NEED YOU

[habitually-rancid]

oh. i just wanted to go home.

[habitually-rancid]

new driver is nice to me, at the very least. sometimes it's too much, floats inside and festers behind our rib cage. she has too much energy, we have no place to put it.

[habitually-rancid]

LET ME OUT LET ME OUT I WANT OUT

[habitually-rancid]

everybody is doing such a good job pretending to be real!!!! I'm so proud of y'all!! it's convincing, really! you're doing that just like a real person i promise. i've been trying for a while and it's not easy so i get it. it can take years of practice to convince folks that well wow

[habitually-rancid]

the gnawing won't leave.

[habitually-rancid]

i want to feel alive again.

[habitually-rancid]

once again wishing to run away from it and all the sordid problems it leads to. i cant ever keep up, it's always growing and lurking. can't rip it out, without pulling everything it's engrained itself with.

[habitually-rancid]

thinking about how i answered a therapist's inquiry into my reason for care as "wanting to better mimic healthy people so tricking them gets easier" and she thought i was joking.