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yapping about cringy feelings ((cuz i cant reach out 2 anybody IRL ;_; ))

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○o。.tips how to dissociate from life? i rlly need to escape from here. . . >_<.。o○

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TW: ED mention

hello internet, need sum advice.....

i really need 2 gain weight so i can get admitted to a mental health clinic, because they cant accept clients who are dangerously underweight.

I really struggle with eating foods high in calories or eating more in general, not only because i have this constant fear of gaining weight, but also because i feel so deeply ashamed after any big meal. I just dont know anymore

How can i eat more without guilt? How can i enjoy eating again? How can i stop being so scared of gaining weight? I'd appreciate any help ! (*´-`)

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1st tumblr post

im drunk but not in the fun, girly pop 'i wanna dance!!!' type of way but in the sad, holding back tears, questioning my existence type of way

Any1 feel me? ;_;