wishing you godspeed, glory

sideblog where anita keeps all of her shepherds of haven simping. sidebar image - burn the witch pfp / pop-up profile images - ame to cappuccino

[freakphone]

when will the clown sightings happen again that was fun

[moleshow]

look in the mirror and they can start today

[freakphone]

[lovestereo]

Visit Original Link

[expressions-of-nature]

Jack London Lake & Invisible Lake, Russia by Vladimir Ryabkov

[fruitsaladchewits-deactivated20]

An evening in Rabat, Morocco 

Evgeni Zotov

[haelbane]

while i’m mulling over alotise’s profile, i may as well yell out into the void about my old ass oc from mabinogi days... i’m considering having her around as an old friend of alotise’s?! or maybe i’ll make her into a second shepherd of haven oc kjadfjk

she’s gone through quite a few, er, transformations. the first image is actually a testimonial from my friend’s oc and... well, it’s still a pretty accurate portrayal of how i imagine her character would be now? and how i would role-play her in the shoh universe AHAH 

i always loved how, beneath her deceptively sweet face, aetton was just. an overly impulsive flight risk. it’s how she’d get away with cons!!

awful. my type has been the same for the past decade god

anyway, she actually wound up falling a little in love with the heiress she kidnapped--who was played by another friend, actually! the heiress wound up wedding someone else and that was when my love for one-sided pining was born ah yes

oh, but these were all drawn by my good friend, horfing! i continue 2 owe him for pantsless aetton to this day

[heavyweightheart]

not resilient like a beautiful flower pushing up thru concrete but resilient like an inflatable bounce back clown toy being punched repeatedly in the head by a maniacal 5 year old

[haelbane]

ALOTISE ANTHEIM

from this picrew!

NAME:

Alotise Antheim (she/her)

Nickname: Loti

Callsign: Aubade

Alias: Curtana Edelon

HERITAGE:

Ket

AFFINITY:

Battle Magic (Duelki); Circle-trained

SUMMARY:

A wry newcomer to Haven who is slowly learning how to trust her comrades, to care deeply for them.

Notable qualities: Despite efforts to present herself as cool and aloof, Alotise is actually... quite invested in the lives of the other Shepherds. 

groans

The excuse she might supply: Considering the hazards of her prior trade, she is simply accustomed to keeping attuned to her surroundings, as well as the people inhabiting them. caring enough about them to get a feeling for their moods and dispositions of others. Not that she mind reads or anything, but Alotise can usually suss out when someone is looking to vent rather than actively seeking advice, or in need of a gentle chiding than a curt one. 

APPEARANCE:

AURAL:

OLFACTORY:

[haelbane]

outlining this thing is making me go INSANE

and i love that for me, tbh

[haelbane]

i actually have a spotify playlist for the fic in the works bc ive gone off the deep end, but you know what. this is the REAL theme song

[haelbane]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=suxKt2wspg8

or... actually, it’s this. maybe

i hesitate only bc this cover is really quite nice and sweet, not at all like the shitpost i originally intended... coughs up blood

[haelbane]

outlining this thing is making me go INSANE

and i love that for me, tbh

[haelbane]

i actually have a spotify playlist for the fic in the works bc ive gone off the deep end, but you know what. this is the REAL theme song

[haelbane]

outlining this fic is making me go INSANE

and i love that for me, tbh

[bostonpoetryslam]

I am hungry I am a bullet I am a sign of rapture — a two-headed birth, blood from the faucet I am fog-built I am searchlight I am nothing when not in motion, I am fed on new earth I am a wild animal bowing to my nature

GennaRose Nethercott, from “Dear Fox, Dear Barn,” published in The Offing (via bostonpoetryslam)

[haleyreincarnate]

I know we are both struggling with recognizing bad things and letting them go but I need you to know: I am the bad thing.

Trista Mateer, excerpt from “Luna Park”, Honeybee (via haleyreincarnate)

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

I am torn in two / but I will conquer myself. / I will dig up the pride. / I will take scissors and cut out the beggar. / I will take a crowbar and pry out the broken / pieces of God in me. / I will conquer them all and build a whole nation of God / in me — but united, / build a new soul, / dress it with skin / and then put on my shirt / and sing an anthem, / a song of myself.

Anne Sexton, from The Complete Poems: “The Civil War,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

[elisabethhewer]

I am my own worst intention, my fairy tale monster in the dark. Can we call it dark if it’s what lives inside you? Can we call it a monster if it’s only you?

Elisabeth Hewer (via elisabethhewer)

[roofbeams1]

danez smith, “recklessly” (excerpt) from don’t call us dead, 2017 

[barcarole]

As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty, dir. Jonas Mekas, 2000.