i love l.dh

hi, bye

[haerieee]

{ ᵏᵃʳᵐᵃ ʰᵃᵗᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃⁿᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʷʰʸ, ᵗᵘʳⁿˢ ᵒᵘᵗ ʰᵉ ʰᵃˢ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ᶠᵃˡˡᵉⁿ ⁱⁿ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ˢᵒ ʰᵃʳᵈ ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ }

y/n stared confused and a little annoyed at her seatmate who refused to take part in their paired project.

"nah, im tired"

"but we have to finish this"

"yea yea just do your part then send it to me, i'll do it at home"

karma rested his head in his arms on the table, facing away from her. seriously what did y/n even do? all she did was become his seatmate by luck and occasionally ask him math questions because he's smart. so why did he have to be so hostile?

"okay.."

he made y/n so uncomfortable. She admits she did have a crush on the redhead but has said nothing and done nothing to him about it, making his coldness much harsher on her.

-

during their pe lessons, karasuma made seatmates partner up to spar with each other.

y/n glanced at karma, and he glanced back before looking away and walking out of the field to skip the class.

"did both of you get into an argument?"

nagisa asked, knowing his friend was not the type to be so cold to someone without a reason. sure karma can be unfriendly and aggressive to people, but it was to those who did or said something bad.

"no he just hates me for breathing"

y/n sighs and rolls her eyes before asking if she could spar with another person.

-

"why would you pull that off?!"

karma is angry, but y/n was confused, was he angry at her for trying to defend their group when they got attacked by students who are much bigger and older than them? or did he have some grand plan and she fucked it up?

"akabane i-"

"what if you got seriously hurt? you wouldn't even stand a chance against those guys!"

he gripped your shoulders tightly.

"then what should i have done? you were getting kicked!"

you smacked his hands away and got up, brushing the dirt off your skirt. you looked over to your elbow which got scrapped when the students shoved you and winced a little at the pain.

"you're really a fucking idiot you know that."

karma held your arm to look at your wound, then poured water to disinfect it. y/n took the bottle out of his hand and stepped back.

"i can do it by myself, after all, you don't want to waste your time with a fucking idiot you hate."

karma was stunned, he knew he was an ass to her these past few weeks but she thought he hated her?

"what are you even saying y/n, since when have i hated you?"

y/n looked at karma incredulously

"don't give me that bullshit, you were so cold to me when i did nothing to you."

he was cold to her he knows, he was trying to avoid her. why? because he felt something with her, something foreign, fuzzy and warm. whenever he was with her his heart would like someone squeezed the life out of it. it was so annoying but he was always addicted, so he avoided her to stop what he was feeling.

karma sighed, "i don't hate you. really. its just,,"

he looks away ashamed of how vulnerable he is now in front of her. he combs his hair back with his hands in frustration and also to hide his red face.

"just?"

y/n hoped for a suitable answer as to why he had shunned her this whole time because it really did hurt her quite a lot.

"i feel something with you, its so weird, i don't like it."

karma says, eyes never looking at the girl in front of him. he couldn't bear to see what expression he had on her face, it would truly kill his heart.

"it's...ah you know what never mind."

he tries to control the damage that's done, he thinks that anymore he says, y/n would never want to see him again. y/n grabs the hem of his black jacket to stop him from avoiding her, something she should have done all along.

"no, karma, what feelings do you have with me. don't try to run away again"

y/n gripped tightly, feeling like if she let go he would be gone for real this time. she calls out his first name for the first time showing how desperate she was.

"i really really like you. alot."

ah. he did it, he admitted his feelings. it's done, whatever relationship they had is gone now.

"what? is that why you acted like that?"

oh my, karma is so fucking cute, y/n thought seeing his face flush even redder

"so annoying, i can't believe i feel so weak when i'm with you. i can't even fight properly. i can't even focus on anything in class."

karma kept trying to hate how he feels, perhaps its because he never knew what it was like to give love since his parents were always either overseas or at work.

"annoying? you are so stupid. you liked me for a month and you found it annoying, i liked you for 6 months you ass!"

y/n smacked his shoulder, then winced at the pain from her wound, making karma grasp her arm to check it. he looks up to her as he processes her words.

"6 months? u like me?"

"yeah 6 months of always looking at you and noticing what you do, i was so happy talking to you and then suddenly you went cold-"

before y/n could finish her rambling, she felt a pair of arms wrap around her, engulfing her in an embrace. karma held y/n tight and buried his face into her neck, his heartbeat beating too quickly he felt faint.

"i like you, ahh i like you so much, fuck"

y/n laughs and hugs him as tight, caressing his hair.

"you finally admitted your feelings, idiot."

y/n pulls away and cups his warm cheeks, smushing his face a little which made his lips form a pout. he furrowed his eyebrows at her action. karma leans in and pecks y/n on the lips, and she gasps.

"how dare you be so bold now when you were avoiding me the whole month, tsk"

y/n playfully chided him and he laughed before apologizing and then kissing her again.

-

"oh? i guess both of you are on good terms now?"

kayano nudged your shoulder and you smiled and nodded.

"now you have a chance to get him to like you, y/n!"

y/n looked at karma, who was with nagisa and sugino. and then her phone chimed.

//

karma <3: should we skip class and go on a date? >:)

//

y/n laughed, "i don't think i need to anymore, kayano"

after that, karma and y/n disappeared for the rest of the school day to hang out with each other. ♡

ᵒᵐᵍ 2 ᶠⁱᶜ ⁱⁿ 2 ᵈᵃʸˢ? ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳ ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ ᵈᵉᵃᵈ ᶠᵒʳ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵃ ʸᵉᵃʳ ᴴᴬᴴᴬ ⁱ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ᵏᵃʳᵐᵃ ⁱˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵒᵒᶜ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰⁱˢ, ⁱ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰᵗ ᵏᵃʳᵐᵃ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵇᵉ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ʷʰᵒ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ᵈᵉⁿⁱᵉˢ ʰⁱˢ ᶠᵉᵉˡⁱⁿᵍˢ ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ʰᵉ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏˢ ⁱᵗ ᵐᵃᵏᵉˢ ʰⁱᵐ ʷᵉᵃᵏ ᴴᴼᴴᴼ

ˢᵒ ᶜᵘᵗᵉ ᵒᵐᵍ

ᵃⁿʸʷᵃʸˢ ⁱ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ʸᵃˡˡ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗʰⁱˢ !

[haerieee]

{ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵃᵐᵉ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ʰᵒᵐᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵉˣᵃᵐˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠᵉˡᵗ ᵖʳᵉᵗᵗʸ ˢʰⁱᵗᵗʸ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ⁱᵗ ˢᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵉᶜⁱᵈᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ʳᵃᵐᵇˡᵉ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ⁱᵗ ᵗᵒ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵇᵒʸᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈ }

"i want to kill the person who set that paper."

"pfft damn"

y/n stood at the door looking gloomy, it was as though there was a thundercloud floating above her head.

the redhead, trying to stifle his laughter, pats her shoulder in consolation. you were currently staying at karma's house temporarily, so coming home at 7pm after a shitty exam PLUS a 2hr long tuition to your cute and sassy boyfriend was definitely what you needed, but also what you dreaded.

"wasn't it quite easy?"

karma teased with that annoying ass smile on his face. he took your bag from your shoulder and put it on the couch.

"easy for you, smartass."

"i thought it was the easiest paper i've ever done. i finished it in an hour actually"

"ha. ha. keep that up and i'm not going to talk to you anymore"

y/n playfully smacked him on his shoulder and karma chuckled and nodded, agreeing not to tease his girlfriend any longer.

"i can't believe what i studied didn't even come out. what a waste of time.."

y/n sighed as she went to give her boyfriend a hug. she needed to recharge her battery after a long day and feeling his warmth and inhaling the faint scent of his cologne was blissful.

"yeah, you could have spent that time hanging out with me."

karma sulked as he hugged y/n back before pecking her forehead.

"i made you your favourite meal, aren't i such a great boyfriend?"

he gestured to the food that he had prepared on the dining table. y/n's eyes lit up and she smiled, she tiptoed and pecked karma's cheeks as a token of appreciation for cheering her up after her exam.

"you're my lovely and great boyfriend indeed."

"and you are my lovely girlfriend no matter how badly you flunked your exa- ouch"

no matter how bad her days were, returning to their home and to him would immediately turn her days into beautiful ones. ♡

ⁱ ˡⁱᵗᵉʳᵃˡˡʸ ʰᵃᵈ ᵃ ᵇᵃᵈ ᵉˣᵃᵐ ᵗᵈʸ ˢᵒ ⁱ ʷʳᵒᵗᵉ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵗᵒ ᶜᵒⁿˢᵒˡᵉ ᵐʸˢᵉˡᶠ :''⁾ ᵖˡˢ ʷʰᵉⁿ ᵃⁿᵈ ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ᶜᵃⁿ ⁱ ᶠⁱⁿᵈ ᵐʸ ᵒʷⁿ ᵏᵃʳᵐᵃ ᵃᵏᵃᵇᵃⁿᵉ, ⁱ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ʰⁱᵐ ʳⁿ

ʰᵒᵖᵉ ʸᵃˡˡ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗʰⁱˢ !

[haerieee]

You missed him.

You missed how he held your hand in class and hid them under your tables. You missed his scent when he hugged you. You missed your conversations while both of you cuddled. You missed the little kisses he would give you when you were studying.

You missed him so much.

But he is not even thinking of you anymore.

[haerieee]

You, Karma and the other Class E people were sitting in the library, studying for the upcoming end of year examinations. Those petty Class A members came to chase all of you out but ended up running away when you threatened them.

Sitting opposite Karma, you were working on your science work. You were weak in science so you were strugging on answering the questions and Karma always helped you. You were grateful to have such a nice and patient boyfriend. Although you felt really guilty about bothering him, he had reassured you many times that it was fine.

You were about to ask him another question but he got up and went to the washroom, with okuda following along, claiming that she too had to go to the washroom.

Strangly though, after a few minutes they came back together. You dismissed any thoughts you had about it and asked Karma your question.

"Haha..you should really ask Okuda-chan to teach you. She's really smart in Science." He said before looking at her.

Then you realise that both their uniforms were a little crumpled,

that Karma's shirt was a slightly unbuttoned,

that Okuda's hair seemed messy.

Then, you see a dark spot on Okuda's neck,

and a small red stain on Karma's shirt.

Then it hit you.

(Hihi leave a ask or anything if you wanna bash me up for my bad grammar or if you have any ideas :)) i can write for other characters too :>>)

[haerieee]

(Pretend that there were dorms in 3E lol)

Y/N has always hung out with Karma in her room after school, he would always pester her to let him study at the girl's dorm where her room was but in the end, all they ever do was lay in bed and cuddle.

Legs tangled in each other and head close to his chest , Y/N had always loved hearing Karma's heartbeat. Despite his rebellious and violent nature, he had a warm and cozy scent, just like he is when he was with her.

Gently caressing Y/N's hair, he would always talk about his assassination attempts and his plans and she would always tell him to be careful carrying them out (after the falling down the cliff incident, she was traumatised).

Karma would always pepper Y/N's face with kisses and sometimes he may even be the small spoon, burying his head into her neck.

With him, the night was peaceful.

But now, Y/N sits in her room alone, fully aware of Karma's presence in the room next to hers. Silently sobbing as the thin walls were unable to filter out noises she did not want to hear.

[haerieee]

so close, yet so far

You were the same age as me,

you went to the same school as me,

your classroom was just next to mine in 2nd year,

you walked past me many times, be it before or after recess,

you were standing a few rows in front of me when you attended assembly,

you ended up in the same class as I did in 3rd year,

you had the kill the same teacher I did,

you trained together with me,

you were in the same group as I was during our trip,

you saved me when I got kidnapped,

you sat next to me in class,

you only talked to me during pair discussions,

you made me feel happy,

you made me feel something I've never felt before,

you made me want you,

you were literally sitting next to me everyday.

so

Why are you so close, yet so damn far?

[haerieee]

Was it really just a game to you?

Because for me, I really wished that everything we did was real.

[haerieee]

Haha..I hate you.

You make me sick.

I feel terrible when I'm with you.

I want to throw up.

I can't help but glare at you.

But you're my best friend.

And I love and cherish you a lot.

So please,

At least just stop staring at him while I'm around.

[haerieee]

"You never realise how someone really means to you until they are gone."

"I only see you as a friend, I don't want you to continue being in this one-sided relationship Karma.."

A year ago was when things between us ended. Of course, I knew that you still loved me and that you were absolutely heartbroken. Although we promised to continue being friends, we never talked after that day. We just continued with our lives for the rest of the year.

In the end, you became happier and you were doing alright. Seeing this, I was relieved from the guilt hanging in my heart.

Then now, I'm not sure why, but I keep thinking of us.

Thinking about what we could have been if I weren't stupid enough to break it off with you.

Thinking about what we would do before, during and after school.

Thinking about all the fun times we would have.

Thinking about the places we would go.

Thinking about holding your hands.

Thinking of you.

And I realised that I truly loved you and that I wanted to go back to you and do everything that I had been thinking of.

But it was too late.

Because you moved on.

And you are happier,

With my closest friend by your side.

As long as both of you are happy,

I am too.

But hahh...it still hurts.

You truly don't realise how much someone means to you until they are gone.