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i miss my lowest bmi so much

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Five day five pounds insanity diet

Day 1: 700 cals

Day 2: 600 cals

Day 3: 500 cals

Day 4: 600 cals

Day 5: 500 cals

Exercise: 2500 steps or 1600 steps and 1 1/2 hours other exercise

Literally lost 5 lbs following this!

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im constantly cold, which means it’s working: *calm*

im constantly cold, which means my body starts to burn less calories: *panic*

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Hahahah haha as it turns out, if your narcissist was also your primary caregiver as a child you can develop the most difficult attachment style to overcome so not only will you never have experienced genuine love as a child you also may never experience it as an adult hahah isn’t that so awesome haha hahahaha ha haha

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Turns out you’ll even marry one 🙃

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spring

Back at it babes

Miss seeing my ribs above my shirt. The lighting was real good here but normally can’t.

Deleted my socials again except this, so I’ll actually be able to go to bed and wake up when I need to.

Got back into crystals and tarot. Going to do some yoga right now.

I’ll be getting divorced tomorrow and I couldn’t be happier about that.

Ngl life is kinda good. I’m not as obsessed rn with counting and restricting, just eating smaller portions (except last night I binged on Chinese), and lower cal foods. Shiritake noodles are my addiction. And so so much fruit.

Now that I’m not with my ex my body isn’t in panic mode so it’s letting me eat real foods again lol.

Right now i mostly just wanna see my hip bones again and build my core strength back up a bit. It’s been months since I’ve worked out for real, probably almost a year.

Not mad at my body though, I got up to nearly 150 again at one point this winter, but I had just moved and was too broke to buy groceries so all I had to eat was McDonald’s every day lol

Still drinking alcohol for right now but I’ll probably cut it out soon. I know I’ll drop about 5lbs when o do hahaha

Stats

Height: 6’

CW: 142

GW: 135

UGW: 120

Low restriction/low exercise for the moment.

Planning on yoga and walking

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Back at it once again y’all. Since anyone heard from me here (if anyone’s still here) I was married. I’m not anymore. Glad that’s over. I moved states and changed jobs and I basically have a new life. I kind of didn’t have time to focus on food honestly.

As of today my CW is 148.0

All time LW was 128

UGW is 120

I’m so irritated that I have to start all over again, but I’m going to. It’s time to get back on track.

Send me motivation in whatever way you can