2026.8.13 - Vision
Another scene, but much more fleeting than last night's.
This time I was nearly able to contact the beach, but only for a moment. I was there, and then I wasn't. All I was able to feel and see was the sand beneath me for a second or two before the trance was broken. Due to the angle, I appeared to have been lying face down in the sand.
I am concerned that my astral abilities have deteriorated since my last efforts around six months ago. Years ago I was able to walk between worlds with relative ease, at least in comparison to my current state. It's terribly depressing seeing myself fade away from what I used to be. My past self was able to quite literally walk in physical form amongst the gods. I have to settle for less in this life.
I have tried to contact the Scholar, Agnus, but have been unable to for over a year. Where has he gone? He always does this, disappearing for months on end only to resurface with some incredulous story of gods and men. That was what made him such a valuable study partner, his ability to delve into madness and escape unharmed. I worry about his safety, and hope it didn't at last catch up to him.
















