[madeofwhitebone]

[haileepooh]

sometimes I want to go off on certain people and let the real bitch in me out ✨

[stayg0lden323]

SURVIVED ALL THAT RAW SEX JUS TO DIE FROM UNPROTECTED HANDSHAKES

[disc0dracula]

this post is still hilarious 

[edatheowlmilf]

"You can't change nature." "Change is nature." is kind of a raw line to be from ratatouille

[haileepooh]

I can’t stand my sister dude holy fuckkk I wish she was back with her boyfriend or whatever cause she stayed there and I could be alone. Like fuck she plays a role in why I grew up so insecure she literally has always fucking made me feel shitty for things I like or things I did she was always ashamed of anything I did especially when we went to HS together. She always gets super mad about things I do when she does the exact same things.

[haileepooh]

kind of really been feeling like dying I feel like no matter what I do I’m just a lost cause. I can see I have potential but I feel so fucking shitty that nothing matters and I don’t care about myself or my lofe or what happens. The more I reflect on myself the more issues I see like the unhealthy things I do or think because my brain has normalized these bad things. I constantly dissoaciate and I never really knew that’s what it was exactly that I was doing and it’s always happening

[haileepooh]

lmfao I’m a fucking joke to everyone

[haileepooh]

I kind of feel like dying but what’s new ya know?

I wonder if I’ll ever have the fucking guts to do it for real. Feel like I just can’t do it bro like I just don’t want to be here and I feel like if I died my family would be sad but things fucking go on and it wouldn’t be the end of the world. My life gone would be very significant and I just wish I could go to sleep and not wake up

[haileepooh]

I think the plug thinks I’m cute sksksk

[haileepooh]

I hope so anyways cause sum free would be cool 😗😗

[haileepooh]

I think the plug thinks I’m cute sksksk

[haileepooh]

When you match with a guy on tinder you think is cute and went to HS with that used to have a crush on one of ur BFF’s like 3 years ago and he messages you complimenting her in the group photo you had on your account and proceeds to make a lil bit of small talk then ask if I really showed her the convo cause he wants to message her

🙂

[haileepooh]

I don’t really find this guy attractive tbh like i don’t think he’s very cute lol but I fucked him 2 weeks ago and just like tried to not think about that too much and he had a big dick AND was the only guy other than my ex that’s made me cum. MIND YOU I HAVE FUCKED A handful and no guy has!! Anywho he continuously hits me up wanting to fuck again and just trying to talk to me like conversate. I really aint shit because I was thinking of replying only to ask him about drugs lolllll

[haileepooh]

I’m realizing so much about myself that how do I say makes me realize just how many issues I have 🙈 lol

[haileepooh]

I wish I felt alive

But I don’t

[haileepooh]

Imma be real mf honest

If my sisters bday was tomorrow (the same month her bf from 7 years ago killed himself) and my other sister wasn’t pregnant I would kill myself. Oh god man I don’t care if I’m a coward. I genuinely feel like life was not meant for me. I have always had my head elsewhere never truly here. I don’t fit in anywhere.

I am an outcast. I’m easy. I will only ever be wanted for sex or behind the scenes. Never pure intentions. Maybe things would get better again you know? But it is so fucking exhausting constantly living in an up and down state.

I feel like my life is a pendelum. Switching from happy to sad but never no middle ground. I don’t get a break. My life is in constant swing and it hits so fucking hard. I just want to be grounded. Not constantly so glued to emotions and sadness specifically. I hate feeling empty. I hate relying on love and validation form others to feel like existence is beautiful or at the bare minimum even accepted

[haileepooh]

Not gonna lie I kind of wanna make an only fans 👉🏽👈🏽 lol I mean chubby girls are some guys type and I can fulfill that hehe

[haileepooh]

Lmao I really thought 2020 was going to be my year!!! Lmfao

But just the pst 3 weeks I’ve been in a car accident that was my fault, been getting my feelings hurt by multiple men (LOL), and am fucking up in school once again!! AND with the whole virus thing I’m stuck at home left alone with my thoughts (: ha ha ha love it here