I'm Only Here For The Food

I'm a soul singer with the attitude of a rock star and I write lyrics like a rapper. Music is so multi-faceted, I'd be a shame to the art if I limited myself to one. If you care to get into my head, this is the only invitation you'll get. You've been warned, Kids...

[halfnotesinblackink]

Hey yawl. Been awhile.

Came here to say 

Ain’t nobody but me touched on my vag in over a year. 

This is homophobic and I don’t like it. 

Okay bye.

[halfnotesinblackink]

What happens when you send your therapist two questionable emails and she ends up receiving a call from the creator of the app you use to track your mental health telling her that your last few responses are flagging you as high risk for self-harm?

You get a phone call late at night asking if you’re all right. 

Spoiler alert: I’m not

[halfnotesinblackink]

Y’all I have not written in 3 days.

Finally got a little bit of inspiration and I feel it going nowhere. 

Send help

[s-o-n-p-a-r-i-deactivated202401]

I have one braincell and I use it to overthink

[halfnotesinblackink]

Y’all

Please send your prayers and positive vibes to my baby Love Gun. I took her to the vet and they told me that something we’ve joked about for years (her back legs) is more serious than we knew. 

It turns out that it’s either a neurological issue (the front half isn’t communicating with her back half) or she has a degenerating disc in her spine. 

I can’t find out which one it is because I can’t afford an MRI to find out so all I can do is give her steroids and pain medication because she started limping so bad that she has to drag her hind leg when she walks sometimes. I have to walk out for paralysis and I canNOT tell you how scared I am and how much I hate myself for not taking her in sooner. 

So yeah. If y’all could pray for my Pookie. She has been here for me through my darkest times. I’m worried

[halfnotesinblackink]

On March 29th I came home and Lovey’s hind legs and tail were paralyzed. She’s been on bed rest since then and about a week ago she regained movement in her tail and left leg. A few days later she can move her right one. She’s been confined to her cage and only comes out to use the bathroom. 

I’ve been a mess for the better part of the month. 

Luckily she IS improving. I’m just hoping she doesn’t get worse. 

[thundergrace]

I’m really liking Roxie on Charmed. I wasn’t sure about her at first but I think her club is my favourite set and I like how they use it to include other magical creatures. Also caught a vibe between she and Mel in last weeks episode but idk if they’re going there or not. Whatever they do end up doing with Mel this season I just hope it sticks. She’s had the absolute worst storylines when it comes to love interests.

Yeah, I'm loving her. She's really funny and there's definitely something there between her and Mel. I don't know where they're going but Mel did tell Ruby she's interested in Roxie (not by name of course but...) so there's a genuine connection but I do wonder what this means for Mel and Ruby. Right now it seems like they're genuinely moving on from each other and that might be the case.

When I was catching up I posted about my frustrations with how disastrous they've written Mel's love life and I was told by a fan that the writers said Mel would get yet another new love interest (bringing her to a solid FIVE) but that they also knew the actress who plays Ruby was still posting from set so they were confused. So I think this makes sense if Ruby is around as a recurring character working at Safe Space and in Mel's life as they try to be friends while Mel and Roxie are being explored.

The most promising thing Mel ever had was what she had with Ruby. I'm very shocked to see Ruby still in the picture and now being centered in Mel's world by working at Safe Space. I'm hoping the season ends with them back together. Considering they worked so well together, Ruby was there through the most difficult moments we've seen her go through, she was ready to raise a baby with Mel and Mel proposed to her, I'd like to think the writers are ultimately invested in them and that's why Ruby is still around, unlike literally EVERY other love interest Mel had who was just thrown away.

But I do want to see something play out between Roxie and Mel first before Mel and Ruby hopefully find their way back to each other (🤞🏾).

[halfnotesinblackink]

I definitely liked Ruby and Mel together, though Ruby made an interesting point that the relationship was mostly about Mel. I wonder if her volunteering at the shelter with Ruby and Swan opens up the opportunity for Ruby to be able to reconnect with Mel and for Mel to get to know her in the way Ruby wanted her to

[gnarly]

highkey i just wanna get kissed

[halfnotesinblackink]

HIGH. KEY. 

[halfnotesinblackink]

I just want someone to touch my butt and tell me they can’t believe I’m theirs. 

[eeahs]

if you’re 26 and older, reblog.

[halfnotesinblackink]

33 (No one asked, but I figured I’d add that) 

[bando--grand-scamyon]

If you [ b l a c k ] reblog this.

don’t care what shade just reblog.

[wolkzz]

[chyxcee]

This a date. Idc

[halfnotesinblackink]

Sure is. Who wants to nap with me?

[0nwaard]

Hearing a girl moan “right there”

[aluckywolf-deactivated20230520]

🥵

[you-are-crazy-beautiful]

2x13 callbacks

[thundergrace]

The true star of 3x09 was 2x13.

[halfnotesinblackink]

Sure the hell was.

[thecoolradcoffin]

hope this explains it

[bestyouuniveristy]

Breathe. You’re going to be okay. You’ve been here before. You’ve been this scared, uncomfortable and anxious and you survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too. I know it all feels unbearable right now, just breathe, keep breathing. This too shall pass. I promise.

[halfnotesinblackink]

I needed this

[nflstreet]

[mediorca]

[thundergrace]

40 clones !!! 👀 lol 😆 poor Vivi

[halfnotesinblackink]

Girl! I didn’t realize they’re all right here!!!! Starting it now!