half unwrapped

Here are saved some uncertainties that have no meaning to the other part of me.

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Know premonition

I heard songs I hadn’t heard in a decade

The lyrics described all the pain and happiness I felt today

Emotions I felt every day of every single long year

Emotions that tricked me

That were never clear

Did I know what was ahead at that time?

Or did I already have this me inside?

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The inspirational liars

The amazing feeling that was when she introduced me to the world

I kept a little a fire in my heart in case in turned cold

It never ended but it was never enough

I followed her until she showed me all the places she had been

That I was

And in the end, she flew me to show that it was just one

We followed the four arches

Intended to be five

But to this day we do not know if there was another one

We closed the doors but let everyone in

And when it stated to shake and make noise

I said to them

Again and again

burn in to the ground

And let it burn

Some of us couldn’t handle

One of us died from that

Lots of us got forgotten

One of us made it through

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The illusionist’s illusion

There was a time when I could solve my made up problems

with a glass of water and some sleep

maybe the problems became real

or my mind just got crazier

but it drives me mad that any easy solution I find now

is one that I can’t keep

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The archetypes castle

The head of jealousy takes me over again

It broke every single wall I built

But it gave me back some of my oldest friends

And in their pockets they brought little drops of guilt

Not a single part of me wanted to be her again

But every part of her wanted me to change

So I had to find a way to bring this journey to an end

Before the crackles on my bones started to break

They had within themselves a bit of silence and a bit of scream

Because for my entire life I have been extreme

So they wanted me to meet in between

They gave me the Keys to a shelter I already had

They wouldn’t let me walk in the backyard set

They forced to open my mind instead

I gathered them all to join me on this war

And when we all come to terms

That’s when the fun starts

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Bloodline

Here’s to the little girl who saved all her food to eat at the end of the night here’s to the grown woman who hid all her emotions so she could deal with it at the end of her life

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Unrequired attention

I tried to wirte a line for every girl I loved

turns out every line was about me

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Dead bodies alone in bed

a good response to her lack of compassion would be the truth a good solution to my lack of passsion would be you

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Second life queen

two wishes were given of three they have chosen to give her what it takes to live they were not granted in the end they have been granted from the beginning we shall overcome all that is yet to come we shall hold the secrets we shall thrive in the darkness of ourselves memorable will be that we'll live in light and still shine in it we will protect thoses that to us were given and at the end you'll see that this has been planned by whoever you wish however you want for you

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Death by abandonment

every single word i wrote was about one girl then she was saved and every line had to be about someone else i wrote about myself but i found i couldnt handle my own truth with the same streinght i handled hers so i stopped the words from coming and they choke me to death

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Witches’ pet

follow the hound into the night it take the darkest turners and it faces the lighest of blues it glances a smile at the corner of your eyes it gives you lies dressed up as clues do not seek to see it for it can only be seen by those blinded by the truth

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Parasite hallucination

your feet hurt from lying on a couch for days cause when you try to get up and live you need to lie about your case but you seem very used to it maybe I'll keep you company instead I'll give your air so you can breath me in maybe my heart is not enough to keep you from stopping yours but if we die in this grand fall we'll fall knowing that we fought then we won't know we fell at all

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Writing clocks

we don’t have to look back but if looking back is all I have to do I resume life in a simple fact I only live to move through

I've been watching her write songs about nothing for five straight days But when I put a lent on them I saw that all she does is write about love and hate it doesn’t make sense to a human like me that such a perfectly bright soul would be able to feel such mistakes like this

she stopped writing for a moment and chose to look into my true face she said you don't even care to comment and I can't even comment about your pace you've been using the hours for nothing I've been waiting to see you write for five straight days

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Time

do not let if fool you tables will turn heads will roll and bodies will burn