god handed

hallowed be thy name (indie semi-oc account for the prince of niflheim)

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         Written by Calis.

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starscovrged:

     “The key word there is appear, dear prince. It’s all a part of the act, but then you should be able to recognise that. You’ve grown up among the intrigues of Niflheim courtly circles. Don’t tell me you’re worrying about me.”

”The throne will be mine to inherit as crown prince. The only thing I worry after is surrounding myself with incompetent hens who fluster at the first sight of a fox. My concern is hardly personal.” 

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starscovrged:

     “If one comment was enough to raise it to dire levels, I believe I would have other issues. Or was this your poor attempt at defending me against the cruel whippersnappers of the world ? ”

”Funny, considering I am on that generation, also. They’re only children, as you said. Yet you appeared quite flummoxed. I wonder of your political fortitude, Chancellor.”

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starscovrged:

     “Alas, a snide comment regarding my age. Whatever will I do.”

”Mind your blood pressure, Chancellor. Too high and you’d be in trouble.”

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     Age is irrelevant ; he knows he’s too old for this shit.

”An astute observation by a valued senior citizen.”

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“A moment of your time, Commander?” 

It was suspicious. When Caligo had made an off-handed reference to the Commander’s frequent moments of unaccounted time and odd record-keeping, Wilhelm knew within that moment that something was wrong. He had sympathy, surely, but the dogs of military even he commanded did not. In his yet brief term as Solheim’s governor, he knew well enough the resentment and struggled oppressed peoples bore, especially those under Niflheim’s heel. The prince rounded towards the shorter man, keeping the confidentiality private in those lone corridors.

“The higher up’s are beginning to suspect your frequent, unsanctioned absences. Is there something I should be aware of before the wrong people find out and court martial you?”

@infideliis

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It was a long-held dream of his grandfather’s that an Aldercapt would one day sit the throne of Lucis, bearing the king’s power and donning the Ring of the Lucii as if it had belonged to them all this time. Wilhelm gazed upon the opulent throne, the measure of decadence and impotence all at once. That their king would sacrifice his entire kingdom for the sake of fiction was still boggling to the Niflheim prince. Angling his head when he heard footsteps, Wilhelm inclined his head towards the High Commander as he saw him, then returning topaz eyes anew upon the throne.

“Centuries of fighting for this. All gained within a cataclysm by night. The king is dead--long live the king.” 

@iinvidere

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It was a rural a place, on the Lucian outback where the beat hot and blistery. Wilhelm genuinely wondered at the wisdom behind setting out on his own from Insomnian city limits, what with the invasion just weeks behind them, but having lived so much of his childhood in Solheim made him immune to the sweltering heat. At Hammerhead Garage, reports of Regalia sightings had loomed larger than life, the prince too intrepid to think of sending a unit after them when several a dropships’ cargo had been eliminated by the fugitive. 

“Excuse me, miss,” he asked of the mechanic shortly after fueling his motorcycle, thankfully incognito so no Lucian would recognize him, “have you seen this car around these parts? It was recently stolen, and--I used to work for the garage that kept His Highness’ vehicles. I’m trying to conduct a recovery around these parts.”

@goldryse

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Like this for a starter my dudes!

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‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’

“Enjoy the fall, then. When it’s over, the impact will kill you and the world relieved of your wretched existence.”

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‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’

“Permit me to say otherwise, Chancellor, but the Lucians have hardly taken a thing from me. From Niflheim. I only see a people Regis is too willing to throw under the bus for the sake of his son and some misbegotten prophecy. In being here, we are protecting them. Trim the fat, so it’s said. These people have lived under an inept king for too long. They need stability, and security, do they not? Not delusional kings who heed the words of dead gods more than the sanctity of their people.”

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           @hallowhand ( sc )

          “Are you expecting me to make pleasantries                  with you? My mother always said, if you have            nothing nice to say, don’t say anything, I try                  to live by that.”

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”Tell me, Your Highness, was your mother a scullery maid  or the queen of Lucis? Please, by all means, provoke something. We’re always welcome to inviting war to Insomnia’s doorstep.”

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Why the gods– His armored hand nearly pulverized his phone when what he thought to be some unmarked, confidentiality from the Chancellor to be sensitive information. What he’d expected to be a document was anything but. At the soonest flash of a leg did he hurriedly delete the message, thinking it likely some illicit photo meant for some wayward lover, as indecorous as it was. Rightfully so, Wilhelm knew far better thank to even think of reprimanding the wild card. His grandfather was too wrapped around the man’s finger enough as it was.A drink might help wipe his memory of this incident.

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Part of him was almost not surprised by this. For too many years to count, the New Order had worked against the corruptions of Lucis: materialism, lawlessness, sloth, and depravity. Perhaps he was fortunate the material itself was more tasteful than something…primal, he supposed. Regardless, Wil remained unimpressed. [ UNKNOWN : ] You Lucians are so predictable.[ UNKNOWN : ] At the very least, I suppose I should begrateful for the blackmail. Give me information on your beloved prince and perhaps I won’t be nearly as temptedto ruin your career and life as you know it.

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Send 🍆 to send my muse a very intentional nude

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The coast seemed clear. Perhaps he could go for a swim without worry of being spied on.

[spctlessminds]

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’