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I’m not getting hurt again and I’m not letting someone else get hurt again because of me. I’m sorry.

I’m having the hallucinations again. They won’t stop.

This is unbelievable. I’ve lost my fucking best friends. I’ve lost so much more than I could have ever dreamed of. I’m a fucking idiot.

#p:zd

I really am truly sorry. But you have to understand why.

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I’m not sure what I’m doing anymore.

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Why are they lying for us?

#p:zd #p:cc

I miss the taste of you on my lips.

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Ha.

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Is this what it feels like?

Is this what it feels like to lose the one you love and to find out through means other than them? I shouldn’t have fallen in love with him. I should have known that I would’ve only gotten hurt in the end. I should have known this all along and I was stupid.

Utterly and incredulously stupid.

I’ve lost the only person that kept me sane.

#p:zd #p:cc

I heard some stuff this morning, by the way, @hcivefaithinme. So if you want to get like. Vegan pizza and ice cream and watch Netflix, let me know.

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They just keep happening and I don't know what to do about them. They're so vivid and lifelike, sometimes I think I could almost reach out and touch them. Feel them and understand their stories. And then I'm snapped out of it by something or someone and the moment is lost and I can't get it back.

I'm starting to worry that something's wrong with me.

Z.D.

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