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do you sell prints? I especially like this one (https://www.tumblr.com/hallucxnating/773029807346925568/were-all-out-of-all-outs?source=share). if not do you mind if print it out (only to put on my dorm wall)?

I don't sell prints unfortunately :'D but yes as long as it's for personal use you can go ahead!! Thank you for asking!

#hallu asks

Tfw you DO get a room but it's still not enough

#lycahugo #zenless zone zero #zzzero #zzz #hugo vlad #von lycaon #crownwolf #my art #lycaon is stronger than me i wouldn't know how to act if i had all that on top of me

Implied scene from my latest lyhu fic :)

You can read it here:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/86844876

#hugo vlad #lycahugo #zenless zone zero #zzzero #zzz #my art #my writing #writing crossdresser hugo evidently wasn't enough i had to draw him too #sigh. lycaon meet me outside.

qualityrain

like a lake in a glass

#i feel my heart sink to my stomach every time i see this but like not in an evil way. does this make sense.#there's just something so intimate about the way they're holding each other here #knowing how much they both missed each other in all those years this must be something they both crave so bad #to be held closely and feel each other's presence again #to remind themselves that they have each other again. they can try again #uuhggggggghhhhhhg my head hurts i will eat drywall #other art #lycahugo

https://archiveofourown.org/works/86844876

Title: nothing a lockpick can't fix

Pairing: Lycaon/Hugo

Rating: E

Summary: A closet is the last place Lycaon should find himself in while in the middle of a job.

And yet.

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Peep the tags as usual!

#lycahugo #crownwolf #von lycaon #hugo vlad #zenless zone zero #zzz #zzzero #my writing #i had too much fun with hugo here i hope you can tell

slavhew

Pirate Oc(s) for DnD (ft @hallucxnating's cleric that he's in yaois with). A compilation. Most of these are from late february.

Short character yap under cut

hallucxnating

Oh hello it's son egg and brother cheese. While we're here i might as well share my doodles i did of these two chucklefucks <3

#ocs #friend art #obligatory reblog coz my chud is in there #but also coz eddy is brother cheese to me in turn /affectionate #here's some drawings i made of them too :p #my art #dnd

Thief caught

#lycahugo #crownwolf #von lycaon #hugo vlad #zenless zone zero #zzzero #zzz #my art #of course my neuron got activated when i saw that hugo collab outfit #and it also reminded me why i prefer drawing these bitches naked

remind me what love feels like

#lycahugo #crownwolf #von lycaon #hugo vlad #my art #zzzero #zenless zone zero #zzz #there's two extra sketches but i wont risk including them here even tho it's nothing special #you can go on my twt for that lol #anyway #who up thinking about the weight of the situation that is making love with the man that ruined you yet you still love with your entire self #after years and years of contempt and bitterness and heartbreak and the kind of yearning that leaves your chest aching #i dont think there would be many (if any) words exchanged between them but their body language would speak for itself #possessive hands and grips so tight they border on painful #it's all the reassurance they need that they have each other again #and they won't let go this time

soultiio

do you have energy for another round or you tired already, izaya kun?

#shizaya #drrr #other art #holds him upright yes he does #(mortal kombat voice) finish him

flimflix

https://archiveofourown.org/works/82159356

Title: make believe

Pairing: Lycaon/Hugo

Rating: E

Summary: Hugo had let his guard down around Lycaon, utterly and completely. That was his first mistake.

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Please mind the tags upon opening!

#lycahugo #zenless zone zero #zzzero #zzz #hugo vlad #von lycaon #crownwolf #my writing #sorry for the angst again I'm just getting the last of my brainworms out

“Say, Lycaon...”

#lycahugo #zenless zone zero #zzzero #zzz #hugo vlad #von lycaon #crownwolf #my art #cw nonsexual nudity #i feel like hugo had a Lot on his mind post-jack death after the conversation he had overheard between him and lycaon #keeping all these doubts to himself and acting like everything's normal (and seeing lycaon do the same) must've truly messed him up mentally #like this was no longer a partnership for him but a ticking clock. leaving him to wonder when their time will run out

kuwanxs

Hugo’s colour palatte being the wolf’s visible colour spectrum, whether intentional or not, is such a sweet giveaway to the most intimate and tender part of him that wants to be seen despite outwardly denying the very same.

Towards the end of chapter 1, Hugo’s demon voices Hugo’s want for his suffering to be seen and acknowledged but simultaneously refusing to be vulnerable at all, and therefore denying himself a chance at comfort, a chance at being seen, being visible for his grief and pain and discomfort. He, ever so often, employs petty tactics to skilfully diverge a situation when it begins to unravel him, his theatrics become a prim and proper facade to keep up his aloof image. It gets to a point that even the proxies struggle to understand his innate nature as a person, and inevitably give up despite being close enough to him to know so much of his past.

Lycaon, naturally, is the sole exception. Hugo, with his blue clothes and gold accents is almost always seen completely by Lycaon. Intentionally or not, its his mismatched eye (that is often the first noticeable thing ab Hugo to an average person) what remains unseen to Lycaon <3

#lycahugo #op you put it into words so nicely it actually kind of made my heart squeeze #it's so ironic. for someone who loves running his mouth getting anything remotely vulnerable out of him is harder than pulling teeth #and yet he still does it albeit indirectly. this has been my interpretation of Hugo's design choice as well #and it definitely feels like something the character himself would do. that man is PETTY #and it works in his favor because how else will he hide just how tender his heart is ??#he craves to be really truly vulnerable but he would rather throw himself in a hollow than admit it with words