❛ stop . ❜ it’s the only thing he can think to say . there were a dozen different emotions running through his mind since the very moment that tig had come clean to him about donna’s death . ope hadn’t been given the chance to even appropriately process the truth . with the chaos around the sons due to their issues with zobelle & the idiots he represented , he just hadn’t had the time . he’d done what he needed to ; — the scare tactic with stahl was his way of TRYING to make things work , for the time being . the world of samcro kept on spinning and there was only so much time ope could have to spend to himself without getting a call or a text from one of the guys . it didn’t help that he was trying to be a better father & boyfriend . ❛ stop . ❜ he repeated , sparing half a glance toward his BROTHER . there were no words that were going to make anything better . nothing was going to bring donna back . ❛ y’know she …. donna knew i was gonna bring somethin’ like this on … ❜ ope let out a slow breath , slowly pulling a pack of smokes out of his pocket and lighting one up . there were a ton of things he’d rather be doing than be anywhere near tig or clay at this point . but he also knew the way of the club . they may have been responsible for his wife’s demise , but the blood ultimately was on stahl’s hands . shoving the pack back into his pocket , he took a long puff before he even attempted to spare tig another glance . ❛ ever since chino … she tried like HELL to get me to walk away from the club … ❜
his stomach is in knots , fingers digging into his hip like that would keep him grounded . opie’s words remind him too much of his own marriage to colleen before she’d finally up && left , taking their girls with her ; she’d been able to get away from the life before everything went to shit && he’s furious at himself for not giving donna that chance . nodding slowly , his eyes staring at a small rock on the ground because it was so much easier than trying to look opie in the eyes , the stinging pain in his cheek still too fresh . ❛ she was tough as hell , you know ? didn’t ask for help once that whole 5 years . ❜ despite all the times he && jax tried to help , she wanted to do it on her own && she’d succeeded . ❛ colleen split as soon as it got to be too much , couldn’t handle the blood . ❜ a bittersweet chuckle , because he’d always regret ruining that marriage but thankful she bailed when she did before she or the girls got hurt . he never would’ve been able to forgive himself && he’s sure opie’s feeling that now . they’d chosen a rough life , littered with dead bodies , && now they were dealing with the consequences . ❛ women’s are always right , i guess . ❜ a halfhearted attempt to lighten the mood , because anything was better than envisioning opie crying over donna’s corpse .
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