Aayushi Sinha

she/her~pansexual~18 // art ~ poetry ~ aesthetics ~ books ~ somewhat dark academia+cottagecore

[addiieeeeee]

my favourite hobbies include daydreaming and being in denial of reality.

[headspace-hotel]

me then (young, naive): i dont swear because there are better choices to make with my vocabulary

me now (older, wiser): I am master of all the words, and fuck is the best one

[quillsand]

i think everyone should be sillier. i think life would be better that way. i used a marker pen to change the label on the oat milk so that it says boat milk and now i crack up laughing every time i open the fridge

[joli--coeur]

things to normalize:

• having no friends

• spending most of your time/weekends at home

• not wanting to do drugs or drink alcohol

• being single

• struggling with your mental health

• not knowing how to drive or not wanting to drive

• living at home with family

• not wanting children

• not wanting to get married

• going to therapy

• never being in a relationship

• being a virgin

• not being okay/happy all the time

• men being in touch with their emotions/being able to openly express their emotions

• body hair on women

• ethnic features

• introverts/naturally quiet people

• doing things alone/by yourself

• not going to college or a prestigious school

• not wearing any makeup

[halwaytoheaven]

Some close up photos I took

There is such a beauty in simplicity

We often forget, in our rushed and busy lives, to sit back and enjoy the beauties offered by nature. Take a moment everyday to just look at all the beautiful, bright colors of flowers. The feel of the soft petals. The variety of patterns in leaves. The sharp blades of grass

[berrystaind]

An array of beautiful things.

[ousia-poetica]

Nature knows how to give small and big emotions.

[megairea]

“Home, home, though I come home, only the sky I loved is high and blue.”

— Chong Chiyong, from Home; The Columbia Anthology of Modern Korean Poetry (ed. by David McCann)

[lavendess]

Forevermore

[two-drink-amy]

[enamouredpoet-deactivated202205]

“there’s a loneliness that only exists in one’s mind. the loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.”

the great gatsby - scott fitzgerald

[justcallmegrace]

John Saladino’s Villa Di lemma

[raspingsoundofthelocusts]

[megairea]

“but I am alone and cannot tell my beloved those words I live for.”

—

Alejandra Pizarnik, from Ashes (tr. by Cecilia Rossi)

[halwaytoheaven]

"They say lavender softens anxiety/ and I wonder whether I can plant a garden/ so dense in your mind/ that the knots in your chest unravel/ and never tighten again."

- Jasmine Kaur, from when you ask me where I'm going

[byaseashore]

Little Women (dir. Gillian Armstrong, 1994)

[chrysa1lism]