okay I need a plan beyond just surviving these days. not necessarily meant to be for next year but I'm also not rushing as I'm pretty sick right now. I'm going to pin this/edit this/check things off as time goes on, I hope.
-life drawing classes with strangers
-go to bars/events on my own
-evening walks, no more phone rotting
-draw in public
-finish that digital art course I paid for.......
-eat actual meals/maintain drinking water
-stop agreeing with friends if you don't mean it
-maintain boundaries with my mother
-speak with my grandmothers more
-get my stupid ass out of Canada at least once














