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Hey guys, its been awhile, sorry being an adult is kicking my butt, but I will start posting the second part of the "Keeping love again" series.

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SORRY!

I am really sorry that I haven't posted in a while, the reason is that since I updated Tumblr on my phone it's not allowing Me to post as much as before. I have a limited number of text that can go, also my sister is not letting me use her laptop that means I don't have any way to post anything. I'm still writing I just can't post anything..

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I honestly still haven’t wrapped myself with Jonghyun’s death because I can’t really believe.

As usual the first thing I do in the morning is check my phone. Not being fully awake I saw something that said “we will miss you Jonghyun” and I didn’t even take my time to read it, I thought “ oh the first Shinee member to go to the army” I went around to look for a picture with his haircut or something, but all I found was article about him committed suicide.

This is horrible, regardless if you were a Shinee fan or not, as long as you are a human being you have to feel something. Just a couple weeks ago, I went back to listen to all of their old songs. Jonghyun was a talented artists, and again whether you’re a Shawol or not you can’t argue that he had a good vocal cord.

I’ve been this kpop world for like 5 years, and Shinee was the first group that I actually get into. I looked at their now and then videos, thinking that they never change, they still look young as if they recently debuted.

There has been many examples to why you can’t really judge someone base on their success. They will walk the red carpet all smiley and flashy but on the inside they’re tearing apart.

I know this personally because I don’t talk to people about my problem, I could be really with the worst heartache, but I fake a smile for everyone else. The worst part about it is that I can spend an entire week in my room not talking to anyone, has become normal. If something did happened, well by the time my family figure it out it’d probably be too late.

Some of you guys need to stop harassing these celebrities celebrities, they have enough going on in their lives.

It’s great that you’re supporting then, but keep in mind that they’re also human being. STOP BULLYING THEM ONLINE. STOP SAYING THINGS TO THEM THAT YOU WOULDN’T WANT TO BE SAID TO YOU. DON’T MAKE OTHER PEOPLE LIVES MISERABLE JUST BECAUSE YOURS IS.

I really did not come here to do all this talking because I still can’t believe that he passed away. All I can say is R.I.P. I hope you are in a better place

hangulfan

REST IN PEACE ☆☆☆☆

#r.i.p jonghun #r.i.p.#shinee minho #kim jonghyun #onew #sm #kim kibum #key #shinee #choiminho #kpop #lee taemin #lee jinki #rest in peace #stop bullyin #stop bullying #ask for help

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I’m in love with a monster (prt 2)

SR:can I help you? “hunm, hi,well you haven’t been at work for the past two weeks”

SR: so?

“so I was checking to see if you were ok”

SR: I’m fine, you can leave now.

“are you sure? you look a bit pale”

SR:I’m fine

“can I come in?”

SR: no

“oh, ok well if you need anything I’m just three doors down” SR: OK *slams the door* I was just trying to help you.

*get back in your car, drive home**thinking* I wonder if he live alone? does he eat? does he have any family or friends? oh well I

guess it ain’t my Business why do I feel like something is wrong should I go back? if I do go, he’ll push me away, if I don’t go I’m not gonna be in peace. *change to some sweat pants and a hoodie, and have my hair in a messy bun* there goes nothing *knock knock knock, Seungri? Seungri? are you there? *touch the door knob* wow it’s open man it’s too dark,how can he stay in there? it’s quiet and why is it so cold in here, manage to find a light switch, *scream* WHAT THE FCK ARE YOU DOING? he’s sitting on the chair looking at you

“why didn’t you say anything?

“SR: do you always barge in someone else’s home without their permission?

“No, but you didn’t seems fine to me earlier so I’ve come to check up on you”

SR: why?

I don’t know, it’s like something is pulling me here, you think I would come if i could resist it? you’re always rude to me, I actually have pride to know.*looks around* why is your house a mess?

SR: is it bothering you? “ I’m sure it would bother any human being”

SR: well I’m not a human I guess that’s why it doesn’t bother me “riiiight” *he tries to get up but end up on the floor*

"hey? are you OK?” have you been drinking?*you manage to drag him in the room, and again the room was dirty, but there was enough room on the bed for him to sleep on? how can someone live like this?the house was dirty*walks in the kitchen looking*so there’s no food nothing.

*looks in the cabinet find noodles* I’ll just make this make this soup and figure out what to do next. *Finally soup finish takes it to him*

*walks in the room looks at him wow, he is cute like damn, well I guess he’s not bad, I’ll enjoy the view before the monster wakes up*

“Hey” you tapped him

SR: what? what do you want now?

you give him the worst glare as possible ” are you always this rude?” I made you soup since you look like you haven’t eat anything”

SR: you didn’t have to

“you’re welcome”

SR: you can leave it there.

“no, I’m gonna wait till you’re done eating”

SR: *tries to eat, but too weak to hold the spoon*

wow it’s worst than I thought “here” you try to feed him

SR:what are you doing? “I’m feeding you since you’re so weak”

SR: what is actually wrong with you? “look you want me out of your face lets just eat this and I’ll be out of the room”

*20 mins later after so much fighting you made him eat the whole thing”

SR: now can you please get out?

“as you wish and “ and you exit the room. you want to leave but you can’t help with the condition of the house. even though you feel that all of this is wrong, being all in his face and in his house you also feel that it’s your job to do it, so you just going to follow that thing in your head that tells you to clean the house.

you manage to be as quiet as possible, instead of using the vacuum cleaner, you used the broom

you weer so into cleaning you didn’t even realize that he was awake he was just standing here in silent looking at you.

SR: what are you doing?

“cleaning?”

SR: I can see that, but why?

“I’ve been asking myself the same thing for the past 3hours, why I’m I here?why I’m I helping you, when you’re always rude to me? these are answers I’m trying to find out myself to you yelled” *you’re done cleaning and you’re out of energy to fight with him and most off all you’re frustrating with yourself, and a rush of emotions going through you, trying to stay calm yourself so you would not cry*

SR: *just stand there in silent*

since you were done with what you were doing,you just make your way out to the door.

AGAIN IM NOT SURE IF U GUYS WILL LIKE THIS Part I will start writing the 3rd part when this get 15 likes SARANGHAE 😊😊😊 If this do get 15 likes on the 3rd part i will add different kinds of gifs not only Seungri..

hangulfan

Part two guys

hangulfan

awe the first time I tried to write a fanfic…and failed, I wonder if I should finish this?

#bigbang #seungri #fanfic #lee seungri #lee seunghyun #YG

I get so emotional watching this 😭😢😓

#shinee #shawol #shinee replay #kpop #Lee Jinki #choi minho #lee taemin #kim kibum #kim jonghyun #key #taemin #minho #onew #sm #sm entertainment #sm shinee

The Law I

🌸Her views🌸

I’ve been planning this vacation all year long, I’m ready to just spend two weeks relaxing, but nothing goes according to the plan. I made my reservation two weeks ahead, but for some mysterious reason, they couldn’t find it. I’m going to take a deep breath so flames wouldn’t come out of my ear, or my head explode.

Lily: hold the door please *speed walking to the lift* thank you

“You’re welcome”

So I’m in this elevator with only guys and I'm wearing mini shorts. I can feel my ass getting sizzle with a stare, can my day get any worse? When I get to the room I’m going straight to sleep.

*Jay’s Views at restaurant*

Jay: I think this is a good place to lay low for a couple of days until things cool off back home, what you guys think?

Simon: I think it’s a good idea, *looking at a girl walking by *

Gray: and the girls are looking pretty nice around here too.

Jay: did you guys see the girl in the elevator earlier?

Gray: I didn’t see her face, but she had a nice ass

Jay:*chuckles* you guys can have all the fun that you need, cuz when we go back it’s going to be serious business

Simon: what about you?

Jay: me? I’m going back to my room I have work to do.

Simon: come on man, you should try to relax to while you can

Gray: you can do whatever you want here, it’s not like you will see any of these girls here ever again enjoy it.

Jay: You do know I can get any girl I want right?

Simon: Yes, we know

Jay:*looks over at the table near him, with all the girls staring at them and giggles* but, I guess you guys are right *all of the sudden, the girl from the elevator walks in and the server puts her on the table next to him*

Gray: there goes the short, she actually looks pretty. Nice face and nice ass, that’s rare unless it’s fake.

Jay: Can you stop talking about her ass already?

Gray: Can you stop looking at her every five seconds?

Simon: can you both stop? Guys let’s just enjoy ourselves while we’re here, there are enough girls for everyone.

Jay: you’re right, let’s just go *all get-up and leave*

Look at this cutie 👀

#exo #exo k #exo exok exom #exo xiumin #xiumin #xiumin with dark hair #sm #e: smtown #chanyeol #baekhyun #sehun #kai #suho #lay #d.o #Chen #exol #exo planet

Mhmm

#monsta x #wonho #monstax kpop #kpop #monsta x scenarios #monsta x shownu #monsta x fanfic #monsta x imagines

Try not to laugh 😅

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Don't let his innocent face fool you..

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Giving love a shot part 58

The times when you want the clock to go slow, it doesn’t. Our babies are now six months. Jay went back to work, more like I forced him to go. He still calls me every- too many times.

I don’t even know what I will do when I go back to work. I don’t really go anywhere unless Jay’s home. My friends come to visit, often, everyone’s doing great.

My parents are planning to move down here, to be closer to the kids. The kids love my dad, My mom on the other hand, is actually trying with the kids, but me, She still has some slick things to say. As long as she’s cool with my kids, I don’t care I’m use to it by now.

As for my Work, My right hand Mr.Kim handles everything, I still sign papers but- *phone rings*

Jae: hello

Jay: hey how are you guys doing?

Jae: the same, since you last called 30minutes ago.

Keep reading

#giving love #Giving love a shot part 58 #Jay park #aomg #Jay park scenarios #jay park fanfic

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Giving love a shot part 57

♡Jae’s views♡

I can’t believe I am a mother now. Me Jaeha with 3 kids? If I look back at my my life, fifteen to twenty years ago, the thought of marriage give me rash, but now now I’m married with children.

Right now I’m in the room with Jay alone cause our friends and family are respectful enough to give us some privacy to process the whole thing.

Jae: so Jaehoon came out first uh?

Jay: yea, you know considering the fact that we almost missed him, I thought he’d be last. You feeling alright?

Jae: are you alright?

Jay: I don’t know, so the hardest part of our lives begins now, ready?

Jae: you?

Jay: yes, because I have you. You should also feel that way cause you have me and we have each other.

Jae: you think we’ll be alright?

Jay: truth or lie?

Jae: make me feel better

Jay: well then, we’ll be great

After going back home, it feels like my whole life and world change. The first few days, I might’ve cried a day or two, but I can’t cry cause my husband would cry whenever I do.

It’s strange, how much I Han Jaeha- wait I Park Jaeha, you know how SERIOUS I take my sleep, something tells me that I won’t be sleeping anytime soon.

My son is a little gentleman, he only fuss or cry when he need something, but the girls I feel like They're bothering me on purpose, they cry one after the other. I’m not going to lie, I cry along with them.

Jay’s been doing his best, we tried taking “shift” like I take naps during the day, and he take naps at night. But regardless we still help each other out.

Someone asked me why can’t I pay someone to watch the kids at night so I can sleep. They are my kids, why would I do that? When I can watch my own kids.

I try to document every little moments, cause before you know it, they’re graduating school and getting married. 😥😣 too soon Jaeha. Too soon..

《Jay’s views 》

The past few weeks has been, words can’t describe great feeling of holding my babies. Jaeha as been remarkable as if she had kids before.

Even though we split the shifts, she still does most of the works. She never complain that she’s tired, or sleepy or anything. I know it’s hard for her, I know my wife, we’ve been together for a while now, and many things I’ve learn is that Jaeha, doesn’t like to ask for help, even when it’s difficult, she handles everything by herself.

The other day I walked in the room and find her crying, she gets annoyed. I did some research and find out she has post partum depression, I didn’t know what that was until I realize that Jaejae was doing the exact same thing.

She stops caring for herself, only worrying about the kids, she get scared even when they’re peacefully sleeping. I think she feels like I’m not going to love her, because of how much her body has changed over the past few weeks, even before that, she always had that insecurity that, I’m going to leave her once she gets old.

Truthfully I’m the one that afraid that someday she’ll leave me. Speaking of let me go check what she’s up to.

Walking in our room I find her looking at herself in the mirror almost in disgust.

Jay: you like what you see?

Jae:*sigh, walks away*

Jay:*pulls her back* what’s wrong?

Jae: nothing

Jay: babe, come on

Jae: it’s just….. I’m ugly, my hair is all tangled… I’m a mess *starts crying*

Jay: okay first of all, don’t ever call yourself ugly ever again, and-and look at me I have a mustache

Jae: and you look pretty hot with it, lucky you *She say while crying*

Jay:*smile* awe thanks babe, and you’re right I am lucky. I’m lucky to have you as my life partner. Look, my parents are coming over, how about we let them watch the kids, and we have a date.

Jae: date? We’re going to to leave the kids at home by themselves?

Jay: baby no, my parents will watch the kids, and Mo the lady you trust and raised you will be here, let’s just take a night just for us. Please. I know you worrying about the kids, and I am to, but I’m more worrying about you. You have to take care of yourself to be able to take care of them.

After managing to persuade her, she agrees only if we stay in. After that we took care of the kids before my parents get here, once they came, I start getting ready for our date.

Since we’re staying in, I know exacly what to do. I start by running Jaeha a bath since it’s one of favorite things in life. Go in her closet and pick her a dress.

Minutes later she walks in surprise.

Jae: babe? What’s going on? What’s all this?

Jay: for our date

Jae: but I thought we were staying in?

Jay: we are, come on *takes her in the bathroom* there go in

With her sitting in the water I sit on top of the tub to brush her hair.

Jae: aren’t you afraid that my hair is going to get in the water?

Jay: things like that doesn’t bother me. Do you know how many times I wake up with you hair on my face, all over my pillow.

Jae: *exhale* this feels nice. *leans her head on his knee, and holding on to his leg*

Jay: Jaejae

Jae: mhmm

Jay: I want you to know you’re not alone, you have your friends, parents, and you have me. If something is wrong with you, you have to tell me. The same way It hurts when our kids are crying and we can’t do anything about it, it hurts me 10 times more when you are crying and I can’t do anything to help you. I dont want you to be crying in the closet by yourself, or wait till I’m sleeping. If you need to cry I’m always going to have a shoulder for you to lean on.

Jae: I’m just afraid

Jay: afraid of what?

Jae: that you’re going to leave me, for someone cuter, younger, with a better body

Jay: Jaeha, baby that is never going to happen. I’ll will never leave you, till death do us part remember. I will never love any other woman the way that I love you, you are the love of my life, and that will never change. if anything I’m more afraid that you’ll leave me

Jae: why would you think that?

Jay: because I’m always hurting you.

Jae: not intentionally, but the hard work has just begin.

After her bath, we go for our dinner.

Jae: where are we going?

Jay: well we’re going to have dinner by the golf course.

Jae: how romantic

Jay: well I figure you need some air

Jae: awe babe

Jay: I know you hate wet grass so, the sprinklers, will be a bit late tonight.

Jae: *smile*

We had dinner, talk, laugh, I couldn’t be any more perfect. After eating we walked a bit and then head back in our room.

Jae: so what now?

Jay: whatever you want

Jae: how about a massage?

Jay: I’m at your service

Jae: no, this time I’m at your service. You worked equally hard. And I’ll help you strip *wink wink*

Jay: Jaejae, as much as I would love to get a massage I have a feeling we’re both are going to end up naked.

Jae: *walk up to him* would that make you happy?

Jay: very

Jae: okay then, let’s get naked

We had a great night for once in a while. It feel great being able to wrap my arms around her again.

Jae: shouldn’t we go check-

Jay: the kids are fine, let’s get some sleep while we can *pulls her closer to his chest* goodnight

Jae: love you

Jay: love you to babe

After she fell asleep I couldn’t help but feeling teary a bit. I spent most of the night, just admiring this woman, I cannot believe how far we’ve come.

I’m not going to say that she’s looking old, but looking at her now and years before, she look more mature. I love taking time to just admire her, when she’s sleeping cause she gets embarrassed about it if she’s awake.

After Jaejae gets into a deep sleep, I went off to check on the kiss. Knowing them at this time they’d be awake for food.

Walking in, my parents were feeding them.

Mom: you’re awake?

Jay: yeah I wanted to check on these guys first.

Dad: they’re good.

Mom: were you crying?

Jay: *sits on the floor* I was just looking at Jaejae and I couldn’t help it.

Dad: what?

Jay: I’ve known her for almost 10 years. In that time I realize that I dont deserve her. I’ve cause her more pain than she deserve. It freaks me out more now, I feel like one day she will have enough and she’ll just get up and leave with the kids.

Dad: then stop hurting her, that’s just your past catching up to you.

Mom: shouldn’t you be comforting him?

Dad: Jaebum is not a kid anymore that needs to me comforting anymore. Your a married man now, you have a son that’s going to look up to you, what exactly are you going to teach him?

Jay: the worst part about it, is that she’s always taking my side even when I’m dead wrong. I really can’t count with one hand the amount of time she has embarrassed or disappointed me, but the amount of times I’ve embarrassed, humiliated, and diappointed her, was good enough reasons for her to say no 10 times when I asked her to marry me.

Dad: so now you’re having regrets?

I spent an hour talking to my parents. My mom tries to suggacoat things when she’s talking, but my dad on the other hand just tell me to man my ass up.

Jay: I should probably go back, before she gets up and starts looking for me. I’ll see you guys later.

*next morning*

She’s not on the bed I know exactly where to find her.

Jay:*looking at her playing with the babies*

Jae: hey good morning

Jay: morning *sits next to her*

Jae: *kisses him*

Our kids are growing up very fast. It’s cute the girls are friendly, but my son, he is a serious momma’s boy. He will go to people but as soon as he sees or hear her voice, he doesn’t want anybody else.

He has a weak stomach, he vomits everything as soon he eat. The doctors gave us medicine, it’s actually working.

Jay: how’s it going?

Jae: well so far I’ve got sneezed on, vomit, drool and peed on. So I guess where having a very productive morning. Hoonie hasn’t thrown up yet, and I fed him 15minutes ago

Jay: You ready for today?

Jae: not really You?

Jay: not at all

Since Jaeha and I have the worst luck we have to take our kids to the doctor for a check up…. *sigh* also the dogs to the vet. It’s not like it’s just Gajeel, she has 3 pops.

You all know how she cares about this dog, like it’s her first child. So we’re about to take our kids and grandkids to the vet. I know I’m drinking later on.

Jae: you ready for today’s challenge?

Jay: yes let’s do it.

First it’s starts with taking the kids a bath, you put on their diapers and then they poop before you even finish with the other one. This woman sanely got evrything done, pack snacks for the kids, the dog, and me.

It shows me how strong she is, and if we didn’t have money and you know all the extra help that comes with it, she’d do fine. She’d be better than fine.

When we finish we load up, 3 car seats, dogs and head out.

Jae: okay everyone and everything is on board.

Jay: can I ask you a question?

Jae: fire away

Jay: how can you do all of this? Do you have kids somewhere else?

Jae: it just come naturally. You automatically knows and see what you have to do.

Jay: just the dogs would drive me insane

Jae: because they dont listen to you.

The kids are doing great, except for Mr weak stomach, but the medicine are helping. They each have to take two shots, and they’re going to hurt.

Jaeha cry of course all 3 of her kids are crying. I’m just here feeling sorry for everyone. After that we head out to the vet.

Getting to the vet, they doing check up all you can hear is Jaeha’s stomach going off. She forgot to eat or pack anything for herself.

Jay: you gonna eat anything?

Jae: I forgot to pack mine, but I’m not really hungry

Jay: baby, come on stop doing that.

Jae: I forgot, Hoon was throwing up, and I forgot.

Jay: you want to share mines?

Jae: no there’s cinnamon in it.

Jay: I’ll go buy you something

Jae: babe, I am fine.

Jay: I do not care, I’m getting you something.

After 3 hours everyone fed, and changed we making our way back, but first I have to stop to get something for Jaejae to eat and then stop at illi office.

She fall asleep as soon as I started driving. I cannot believe I’m driving a car listening to nursery rhyme.

*Illionaire office*

Dok2: you coming in?

Jay: cant, I have my family in the car they’re all out.

Dok2: I can’t believe this, You? A family man now, with a car full of kids and dogs. How is it?

Jay: fantastic, you just have to give up sleep ing for a few years.

My life is hectic right now, but I dont think I’d want it any other way.