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why am i never the first choice? i would tear off my own flesh if you were starving. i would stain my wedding gown with blood to offer you my lungs if you so much as coughed. i would worship you every morning and say grace to you every night. don’t you get it? i would give everything for you!

terrorignitis

Juansen Dizon, i am the architect of my own destruction

nasr-daher

On October 22, 2023, an airstrike destroyed the house I was in — my grandfather’s home. It was the heart of our family.

I was there with my mother, my sister, and my three younger brothers.

When the missile hit, everything turned to smoke, blood, and silence.

My mother and sister were killed instantly.

My brothers and I were pulled from the rubble, injured — but alive.

Moments later, my father arrived at the hospital.

He didn’t know if any of us had survived. He ran through the halls, searching.

Al Jazeera Mubasher filmed that exact moment — the moment he found us.

This video isn’t easy to watch. But it’s the truth.

It’s the moment my father found his sons alive…

and learned that his wife and daughter were gone.

source:

https://www.instagram.com/share/_qqk5pMrz

I’m sharing this not to cause pain, but because I want people to understand what we’ve lived through.

This isn’t just a story. It’s our life.

It’s the moment that changed everything.

I’m still here. I’m trying to raise my brothers now.

We are trying to rebuild something from what was taken.

If you can help — even with a share — thank you

My name is Naser AbuThaher. I’m 18 years old, and I live in Gaza.

And if you just watched this, thank you for witnessing.

letsbelonelytogetherr

maihonhassan

And the Creator meets the one for whom he created the world.

typicalabdullah

I walked into the ocean. Not to drown but to be held by something reluctant to let go.

-Leila Chatti, from "Postcard from Gone"

deathgasmic

i hope sometimes u think about pinning me down n fucking me until i see stars

maihonhassan

Everyone says;

"Tum khulay baalon main achi lagti ho"

But Salar Sikandar says;

"Tum baal bandh lou, main baar baar apni baat bhool raha hoon."

maihonhassan

I read this something very beautiful:

"Aurat ke baare main yai mash'hoor hai ke tum usay khoobsurat kaho woh khoobsurat hoti chali jayegi, tum us se achi kaho woh achi hoti chali jayegi, tum usay hamdard, reham dil, hans ke qurbani dene wali kehte jao woh waise banti jayegi, magar tum us main aib nikalte ho, choti ghalti ko bari banate ho, khaane aur rozmarah ke kaamoun mein aib nikalte ho toh tum us se din ba din aib daar karte jaoge."

maihonhassan

Umar Jahangir in Amarbail saying “Tum bohat achi ho aleezeh lekin mujhe tum se mohabbat nahi hai” is really true. Kuch loug waqai hamare dil main chah ke bhi utar nahi paate. Sometimes I really think about, insaan itna bebas hai ke usko apne dil pe ikhtiyar tak nahi hai. Hosakta hai jo aaj aap par jaan dete hon, kal apka naam tak bhool jayen. Zindagi, khuwaishen, chahaten, itni unpredictable si hain, ke hum sirf bardasht hi kar sakte hain.

abyssesque-deactivated20240422

"Will you hold my hand even if they're cold?" (And will you hold it even though it's easier to let me go and will you still hold it even when things get tough and will you still hold it when I'm 50 and no longer pretty and will you still hold it when I'm on my deathbed and I have nothing to offer you? will you still hold it?)