𝕮𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖏𝖎𝖙𝖆 𝖒𝖆𝖑𝖆 @conejitamalax - Tumblr Blog

Deleting my meta accounts has been Hella healing

using tumblr again, I only talk to my s/o and online friends and I'm turning emo again?? did I just go back to 2014???

#lmao #persona #2014 emo #emo #personal #ignore this

omg thnxs redacted!!! I love getting a rejection job letter 3 MONTHS AFTER I FUCKING APPLIED!!! TYSM <3 :*

#like wtf do you need pmo like that today #whatever the job was just my dream remote job ;_;#I forgot I applied anyways #fuck them #personal #rant #ignore me

ex-luv

I've been in a weird head space recently regarding missing my ex. I don't particularly miss him but I miss the feelings he made me feel and how alive I felt during that time.

He is why I love reggaeton to the level that I do and am not really into PR advocacy. Yet he was such shitty person, but also going through a lot.

Do you think that makes sense??? Missing the experience someone gave you but not him exactly. I miss his essence and vibe but not him. What is he up to? Last he told me 3 years ago he still didn't have custody of his kid and he worked at a shell gas station... which I know I dodged a bullet with him. I wonder if he thinks of me as much as I think of him and us that summer.

#personal

museiums

kaylee

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this is my teenage dream ౨ৎ ⋆｡˚

psychosomatic-grrrls

my teens were NOT like this but my 20’s are 🥳

conejitamalax

oh i miss college sm sometimes

skinnycore45kg

Me moodbord

museiums

artist: haley tippmann

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And yet wasting my time scrolling

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new szn of me

In a weird era of my life where I think it's time to reinvent myself in a way I've always wanted to look. I've played with a lot o aesthetics before but the reality is nothing has really stuck because it didn't feel like me. I've always been drawn to alt/emo/goth aesthetics, philosophy, and fashion. Yet, when being raised in an evangelical household you're told that stuff is demonic or evil/stanic There is nothing evil about liking rock music or wanting dark hair or wearing black clothes. I want to start experimenting with my fashion and how I want to dress without feeling self-conscious. I am my own person, and it's time I stopped dressing and became someone I thought I was supposed to be.

#personal #words #text #thoughts #mango speaks