Your focus determines your reality

A kiwi who spends way too much time on here. Musicals. Marvel. DC. Harry Potter. Star Wars. Anything British. The Witcher. Julie and the Phantoms has basically become life.

[rubysunnday]

#they're all so stupid, i love them

[lokihiddleston]

BRIDGERTON (2021-)

[rylandsgrace]

BRIDGERTON (2020 - ) I 4.08

[sheisraging]

"i have an idea" to "i love you" pipeline

[closetfascination]

Getting murdered in a dark, scary alley in Montreal.

Heated Rivalry, S1E4, Rose

[leclercari]

It's you. It's this. | It's always you.

[sobadbad]

HEATED RIVALRY 1.02

[whitefluffyyeti]

The rookie "The red place"

[avadaniels]

HEATED RIVALRY 1x06 "The Cottage"

[totallyboatless]

I've talked about this in tags but I need it to be a full post. There's something about Ilya wearing long sleeves here that kills me. I love that Shane is in a cozy hoodie, too, but it doesn't grab my attention as much because he's not dressed that differently from his usual wardrobe.

But Ilya? He's constantly showing off his body whenever he has the chance. This man is allergic to sleeves. He usually rips his shirt off at the first opportunity.

Ilya's usual wardrobe (or sometimes lack thereof lol) reflects the way he views his body as a commodity, like it's the only thing he has to offer, so he's constantly showing it off.

But then we have this beautiful montage showing the ways that Shane and Ilya have slotted into each other's lives in a pretty regular routine. It's a hot montage, but it's also creeping toward a feeling of domesticity, especially in this moment.

Wearing this shirt to a hookup shows that Ilya has reached a new level of comfort with Shane. He doesn't feel the same pressure to play the seduction game. Shane is going to kiss him the same way regardless of what he's wearing.

That plus the fact that Shane is taking control and pushing Ilya against the glass. Ilya's whole demeanor reflects the way he feels comfortable and taken care of in this moment and it does something particular to my heart.

I don't think Ilya is consciously thinking about why he dresses all comfy cozy for this hookup. He still has a while before he internalizes the truth that Shane wants him just as he is. But Ilya also tends to act based on feeling before he fully understands the subconscious behind those actions.

I love this demonstration of instinctual comfort he's feeling with Shane, even if he's not actively realizing it.

[emziess]

Shane + Wearing Ilya's clothes

[buffonia]

Do you want that problem to go away? I don't ever want that problem to ever go away.

[shanerozy]

"Does it fucking kill you too?" "Not anymore."

[holllanov]

ilya is shane's baby

[chaoticpaige]

Oh, he knows.

[shaunashipman]

HEATED RIVALRY 1.05 "I'll Believe in Anything"

for @merryskipmas

[kiphunter]

When I was a teenager, I... I realized that I may be that thing that hockey players like to throw around as an insult. The kind of language that I heard on the ice and in the locker room every day was a constant reminder that I was different.

HEATED RIVALRY 1.06 • The Cottage