If I get high enough, will I see you again?

▼▼▼▼▼▼ young royals • heated rivalry • qaf • ♡ • gåsmamman • dark • sandman

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sunday snippet (nsfw)

i haven't posted fic in 5 months and i hate that, soooo i thought might as well post a sunday snippet again for the first time in forever. wille's having a tough time in this one <3 which could mean nothing <333 but maybe you'll give him a chance once i actually manage to post the whole fic. for now... lamb wille in all his misery <3

nsfw so it's under the cut

For a moment, it's almost okay that Wille has to watch it all happen. For a moment, the tingly, light feeling just... exists. But then Simon shatters the illusion, destroys what little peace there was.

"Fuck, you're so big for me," Simon says. Casually, like it's nothing, like he's commenting on the most benign thing imaginable. He says it so easily, like Wille doesn't have to keep himself from flinching. For the first time this evening, Wille struggles and strains his wrists against their silken restraints. He feels a desperate urge to cover his gross body up. Or to run. But Simon holds him in place, one large hand sprawled over his ribs, the other again and still and always stroking Wille's cock. Wille's cock. He hates how big it looks in Simon's hand, he hates how thick it looks and feels, and how painfully prominent and unignorable it is when it's presented like this, ruthlessly on display. Like it isn't already difficult enough when he's covering it up and trying not to think about it and hoping that he and Simon and the world can forget that it's there, hidden under his clothes or a blanket or behind his hands. Like it isn't already too big and too much and too obvious and too demanding and always getting him in trouble. Like he hasn't spent countless hours and days and weeks praying and wishing for it to go away, begging for this one thing to be made easier for him. So many hours spent imagining himself waking up one morning, looking down and seeing nothing. He used to dream of never having to feel like this again, like it's simple gone, this place on his body only there to remind him that he's bad and that he has bad thoughts and that he wants bad things done to him.

Wille is horrified to find himself sniffling. He bites down on his cheek, hard, in a weak attempt to stop the spiral. He just wants to be smaller. Not feel like he's disproportionately big for the world he's in, he wants to be smaller and less visible and be less limbs and less body and most of all less cock. He wants to be small enough for Simon to properly curl his body around him, for Simon to do some of the covering up for him. He wants Simon to be able to wrap his arms around him and make him disappear, wants Simon to tower over him, he just wants his dick to be small and easy to ignore and unobtrusive and soft and harmless.

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FROZEN PLANET II 1.02 • Frozen Ocean

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FROZEN PLANET II 1.02 • Frozen Ocean

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DARK   1.07

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FROZEN PLANET II 1.02 • Frozen Ocean

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FROZEN PLANET II 1.02 • Frozen Ocean

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HALF MAN 1.02

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Sunday Snippet

From something new I started this week :)

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The patio doors opened out onto a raised decking area. One end had steps leading down to the garden. At the other end there was a small metal table and four mismatched chairs.

“Oh that’s cool,” Wille pointed to what looked almost like a hammock, but made of wood. It was suspended from the beams above by four white ropes tied to each corner, so it hung a few inches off the ground. A soft grey blanket and three aztec printed pillows were folded in the centre. Wille grinned at him, eyebrows raised in that suggestive, boyish way that still gave Simon butterflies.

“No,” he laughed as Wille’s lip pushed out in a very obvious pout, “no way is that designed to take the weight of two grown men.”

“How will we know, if we don’t try?”

“How will we explain it to the host when it breaks?”

Wille wrapped his arms around his waist, cuddling him close from behind, “It won’t break if we’re careful,” we said quietly, his lips brushing Simon’s cheek.

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THE TRIO 1.02

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YOUNG ROYALS 1.03 › 2.03

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YOUNG ROYALS 1.04

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YOUNG ROYALS 3.01

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Project Hail Mary (2026) dir. Phil Lord, Chris Miller

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YOUNG ROYALS 1.05

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