Hannah The Host of Heaven RPG Blog

A side blog for Hannah. Its for sharing my love for her, and for sharing my love for Supernatural. I also RPG here. My OTP is Castiel/Hannah and Hannah is demisexual, bisexual, and polysexual. I do not ship Destiel. Hannah is always with Castiel even is he isn't part of the story, but she is polysexual so he dates other people. No Smut! My Hannah is also an autistic character. Hannah's male vessel upon request. I also love Hanstiel squared, which is both Hannah's vessels paired with both of Castiel's vessels. My main MUN blog is @Hannah-deserved-better. Mun's identies: autistic, female, 30s, bisexual, demisexual, pagan, mixed race, hispanic, low income, chronically ill.  

[hannahhostofheaven]

[hannah-deserved-better]

Current WIP Line up!

So, I have decided to put all my fics into hiatus except for 12. I have 12 Hanstiel+ ships and one fic per ship. Every time I finish one fic, I will bring another one out of Hiatus to fill in the spot, so I will always be working on about 12 fics at any given time. Plus all my bangs, bingos, and stuff like that.

Also, I like to play around with many different side pairings, so you’ll see lots of variety as far as side pairings. Also, some fics are crossovers, my favorite fandoms besides Supernatural are Star Trek (TNG, DS9, VOY), X-files, The hobbit: movie verse, and Buffy, so sometimes there will be crossovers. 

Tropes include dark fic, angst, hurt/comfort, whump, historical AUs, case fics, horror and thriller themed fics, all kinds of stuff. I am a plot driven writer (I write in real life, I’m a housewife/aspiring writer, so I pretty much spend most of my days writing). I do not write hardcore smut. I do write sex scenes, but my preference is for sex scenes that focus on sensation and emotions. I use a lot of metaphors and such. I don’t do hardcore graphic stuff.

Please pay attention to AO3 tags as many of my fics do contain triggers, and also, my tags are subject to change because I don’t plan my stories, I let my muse do the writing. So yeah pay attention to tags, because my stuff does tend to get pretty dark and I am a glutton for violence, blood, and gore. 

About me: I am an autistic bisexual female who has been in love with the character Hannah forever. I relate to her so much. Some people say that Castiel would be on the autism spectrum, and he and Hannah are very much alike which is why I relate to her. It is not common to see women on the spectrum represented, so this is why I relate to her so much. Also, I have a huge crush on Erica Carroll so there’s that. But I have been writing forever. Both fan fiction and original works, and I am also an artist. I love history so you’ll see I have a lot of historical AUs. But anyway, Hannah is just amazing and I love how versitile the Hanstiel ship is! So yeah, I know that this is a rare pair, I know that all the poly pairings are extreme rare pairs, but they are what I love.

Anyway, here is my current lineup: 

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[hannahhostofheaven]

Mehanstiel

I really, really would love to do a poly pairing RPG between Castiel, Hannah, and Meg. One where each character would be equal in the relationship. Where Castiel would love and be devoted to Hannah and to Meg, and one where Hannah and Meg would love each other. I just would really love to RP something like that with someone.

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I’m not sure if I should keep RPing

I have zero partners now, but I don’t want to close this account down.

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I could stare at grass forever

It’s the most resilient of all life on Earth. It grows in the harshest environments and it sustains life. It resists human’s efforts to coral it with fences and walls. It’s endless seas of greens and browns and yellows harbor so much.

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Everyone should sign up for this bang, it’s going to be awesome!

[hannahhostofheaven]

Hannah questions humanity

“Castiel, I don’t understand why humans have developed such a complex way of communication. Why don’t just say what they mean? Why must the… beat the bush? Though I’m not quite sure why assaulting shrubbery is necessary.”

[shieldofgod]

“I’d say I understood it, but I don’t entirely.  Humans lie easier than we do.  They tend to avoid difficult topics.” Not that he had any room to speak himself, there. “They like to play word games, and their voices only have one layer, so they are missing a wide range of communication we have when we use our own.  I suppose there’s some measure of self-defense involved, as well.”

[hannahhostofheaven]

Hannah thought about that for a moment. She had limited knowledge of humans, but many of their ways perplexed her. “You’ve been among humans longer than me,” she pointed out. “Have you mastered the skills needed to blend in with them? Their subtle language, I find it hard to navigate it.”

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A note about my in-character posts. They are open to any Castiel muse, and they aren’t meant to be shippy or very long. They are an exercise in character development. They’re a got way for me to develop Hannah, give her headcanons, quirks, etc. I’ve been playing Hannah for many years now and I know her well. But I’m always trying to improve, and live the change to get to know her better. The in-character thing is only meant to be a few notes long.

[hannahhostofheaven]

Hannah questions humanity

“Castiel, I don’t understand why humans have developed such a complex way of communication. Why don’t just say what they mean? Why must the… beat the bush? Though I’m not quite sure why assaulting shrubbery is necessary.”

[hannahhostofheaven]

Hannah questions humanity

“Castiel, I don’t understand why humans have developed such a complex way of communication. Why don’t just say what they mean? Why must the... beat the bush? Though I’m not quite sure why assaulting shrubbery is necessary.”

[hannahhostofheaven]

Headcanon #2

Hannah likes grass. She loves the prairies, the tundra, a pretty meadow, anything like that. Her signature scent is of sweetgrass, geranium, and wildflowers.

[hanstielsquared]

A compilation of all my current WIPS

https://archiveofourown.org/users/TruthfulNomad

Castiel and Hannah fics

Empty Vessels: Nick is hunting former angels’ empty vessels and Caroline Johnson is in his sights. Castiel and Jack arrive in a sleepy Montana town to save Hannah’s former vessel from Nick’s wrath.

Shadows of the Past: Castiel, Hannah, Claire, and Jack live together in a strange haunted town in Maine with plenty of paranormal mysteries. The Winchesters are caught up in their own ordeals and they all fall victim to a witch who is using magic to knock up an entire town for her own sinister purposes. This story features Vampire!Jo and Werewolf!Eileen. Other pairings: Dean/Jo, Jo/Charlie, Sam/Eileen/Gabriel, Claire/Kaia, Meg/Crowley, Jack/Jesse Turner (platonic).

Bunker Pack: Castiel and a traumatized Hannah from the apocalypse world set out to save the angels from extinction. Can Cas help Hannah learn to overcome her trauma and learn to love again? Other Pairings: Dean/Jo, Sam/Eileen, Jack/OC- platonic

Chosen: A rewrite of Supernatural from season one. Castiel asks the Winchesters to track down a renegade angel. Meanwhile, Jo and Eileen swear to protect Hannah. Other pairings: Dean/Jo, Sam/Eileen, Charlie/Anna. There’s a Jo/Gordon Walker thing established but it won’t last.

When in Rome: Hannah is the daughter of a wealthy Roman senator and Castiel and a gladiator slave. Together along with their band of hunters, they take it upon themselves to save Rome from all the things that go bump in the night. Other pairings: Dean/Jo, Sam/Eileen

Hanstiel Squared stories

Prophecy Broken: The Winchesters attend the University of Hunters. Their goal? Prevent the apocalypse. Side Pairing: Dean/jo, Sam/Eileen

Love and Grace in Metatron’s mansion: Lady Cassandra is a low born peasant forced to marry a cruel viscount when her heart lies with Prince Hamzah, the dashing foreign prince. The two of them confide in their servants, Castiel and Hannah, who struggle with strange amnesia and the strange feeling that there is more to the four of them that meets the eye. Will they uncover all the mysteries surrounding Metatron’s manor? 

Where Angels Walk: After leaving the bunker Castiel runs into Hannah and then Jack. Meanwhile, his and Hannah’s doubles are on the run because they know they shouldn’t exist. Side pairings: Dean/Jo, Sam/Eileen

Castiel/Hannah/Sam

Emotions; When Hannah is injured, Castiel is desperate to save her. He and Sam bond over being caretakers as Sam is taking care of Dean.

Cas/Hannah/Meg/Crowley

Bramble and the Rose: Castiel and Hannah’s love is tested when Meg returns from the dead and makes it clear she is jealous. But her attempts to get between the two angelic lovers gain her the attention of the king of hell. This fic is meant to have a sequel, the first fic will be a love triangle situation with some meg/Crowley hate sex going on, the second fic will by the evolution of a poly pairing between Meg/Hannah, and Crowley/Castiel. Side pairings: Dean/jo, Sam/Eileen

Cas/Hannah/Sam/Meg/Eileen/Crowley/Dean/Jo

The Apocalypse that the Winchesters missed: A rogue angel sets off a supervolcano and the Winchesters are helpless to prevent it. But while confined to the bunker, dependant on the angels and demons to look after them, things get heated. This is an exploration of the relationship between these eight people. Some romantic, plenty of poly, some platonic, some brotherly/sisterly. 

Multi Fandom crossovers: 

Dystopia: A multi-fandom ongoing crossover that will probably never end. Supernatural/Star Trek/Buffy, Hobbit, X-files. Multiple universes collide to create a catastrophic multi-dimensional post-apocalyptic world. Other pairings: Dean/jo, Sam/eileen, meg/crowley, picard/crusher, kira/odo, janeway/chakotay, tom/Riker/Troi/Dax/B’Elanna/Bashir, Fili/Oc, Kili/OC, Mulder/Scully, Buffy/Angel, Willow/Charlie/Tara

Memory of Innocence: A Supernatural/Hobbit crossover: After the incident with the Leviathans, Castiel is trapped in Middle Earth, not purgatory. But he has amnesia and he meets up with one of Raphael’s soldiers who has been trapped in this world since the war. Other pairing: Dean/Jo, Sam/Eileen, Kili/OC, Fili/OC

Bangs and Bingos

- Dystopia Bang

- rare-pair bingo

- heaven and hell bingo

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In character Hannah

“Castiel, I enjoy the grass,” Hannah explained. “It stretches on forever despite human’s attempts to corral it with fences and walls. It can survive extreme conditions. It is resilient.”

[hanstielsquared]

Love and Grace in Metatron’s manor Chapter One

Warnings:  Forced marriage, arranged marriage, implied marital rape, domestic violence, abuse, servitude, unplanned pregnancy, classism, period typical racism, sexism, and homophobia, violence

Pairing: Hanstiel Squared: Castiel/Hannah/Hannah’s male vessel/Castiel’s female vessel

Summary:  Lady Cassandra is a low born peasant forced to marry a cruel viscount when her heart lies with Prince Hamzah, the dashing foreign prince. The two of them confide in their servants, Castiel and Hannah, who struggle with strange amnesia and the strange feeling that there is more to the four of them that meets the eye. Will they uncover all the mysteries surrounding Metatron’s manor?

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/23042383/chapters/55105924

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[hannahhostofheaven]

@the-trixster-and-the-fallen here is the first chapter!

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I hate my computer

All I wanted to do was write and maybe work in photoshop but I guess that’s just too much to ask right now. It’s hard to feel motivated when I have to put up with this stupid piece of crap!! end rant...

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Forbidden Love

Closed RP with @the-trixster-and-the-fallen​

It was the early hours of dawn when Hana slipped into the dark cattle barn. He wore a thick cloak that covered his face and he wore plain clothing. He didn’t want anyone to see him as he had left the palace that morning, traveled through the town and into the countryside. He’d told his father he was going to a jousting practice because the truth wouldn’t be well received at all. The kingdom would not like it if they knew their prince was on his way to meet a peasant in her cattle barn.

The baroness who governed the manor was well known in town and her daughter was long expected to marry Hana someday, but the spoiled, entitled courtier wasn’t the one who Hana longed for. 

So Hana waited in the barn. He knew Cassie would be there soon. She’d be starting her chores and she’d be coming to the barn to milk the cattle. He hoped to surprise her.

Not far from the small town, in the forest, Hannah woke up with a groan. She lay in a bed of moss and her head ached. As she sat up, she felt confused. She didn’t know where she was. “Castiel?” she called softly. She put a hand to her head and gave a yelp. She pulled her hands away to find them wet with blood. She didn’t remember hitting her head, but the way it throbbed, she knew she must have.

As Hannah searched her memories, she remembered she and Castiel had just left the bunker. They hadn’t been driving very long. She gazed around at the forest. It looked nothing like the land surrounding the bunker. How did they get here?

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The morning dragged on like any other, her mother scowling her more than once for her absent mind and slight slips in her usually steady hands. With pursed lips and furrowed brows, her mother sends her to milk the cattle as she would be no use helping to prepare lunch.

Cassie makes her way to the barn, adjusting the apron that slipped from her waist. Her long hair spilled from her messy tie and her smooth skin had slight smudges of soot and dirt.

As she nudges open the creaky wooden doors, her eyes meet hazel and she instantly melts. Her heart pounds in her ears for the person she had been daydreaming about all morning was here, in her barn.

“Hana, what are you doing here?” She asks breathlessly.

Cas heard Hannah call his name and sat bolt upright, his brain fogged as he tries to place where they are. The scene was unfamiliar and out of place in his mind. His eyes meet Hannahs as she yelps and struggles to move closer, taking a moment to orientate himself as he lifts his fingers to graze the wound on her head.

He tries to heal her but nothing. He tries again and it was impossible. He had lost his grace? But how? “I think we have quite a serious problem.” He tells her with concern as he drops his hand to his side in defeat.

[hannahhostofheaven]

Hana smiled when Cassie came into the barn. “I wanted to see you,” he replied, honestly. He moved to her, gazing into her eyes. “Don’t worry, I made sure no one saw me. I told the king I was at a jousting contest. No one knows I’m here.” he moved to brush a strand of hair out of her eyes. 

Hannah frowned as Castiel tried to heal her head wound. She attempted to heal herself but nothing seemed to work. “Our powers are gone,” she said. She had a terrible headache and as she looked around the forest they were in, she used a tree trunk to get slowly to her feet. “Where are we?” 

[8839291-deactivated20220115]

“I missed you.” She speaks out honestly, reaching up to let her fingers carress over the back of his strong hands. “I know we saw each other not long ago but i ache to always be in your presence.”

“I have no idea.” Cas admits, shaking dragging himself to his feet. “Perhaps we should start walking; find civilisation.” He suggests, dusting the forest follage from himself

[hannahhostofheaven]

Hana took her hands in his and then pulled her gently into his arms. “I hate that we have to hide,” he admitted. “I wish we could run away.” He knew they couldn’t leave. He was supposed to be the king one day and since he was his father’s only child, he was the only one. But his heart ached knowing what could happen if anyone found out about Cassie. 

Hannah nodded and walked with him, glancing around at their surroundings. “This land doesn’t look familiar,” she murmured. Eventually, they did come into a clearing and found themselves on top of a hill overlooking a countryside dotted with manors and small farms. And beyond them was what looked like a small village.

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She squeezes his hands affectionately, a flush of admiration on her face, “i adore you and i wish the same but one day, you ought to be king.” Her smile softens, her eyes growing sad, “and i will support that. Even if you have to marry another.”

Cas was concerned, more greatly so as he overlooked the town, “i dont think we are in our universe anymore, perhaps we slipped into an alternate dimension. But how is that even possible? We had no contact with witches.”

[hannahhostofheaven]

Hana sighed. “Sometimes I wish I was a commoner,” he admitted as he cupped her face in both of his hands. “Because the thought of being married to anyone but you is unpalatable.” With that, he leaned in and kissed her.

Hannah frowned. “I wonder how we could have ended up here,” she said as they moved towards the town. As they approached, Hannah noticed people walking around, beginning their day. Merchants set up their displays of food, crafts, and other things hoping people would buy things. Hannah noticed that they stuck out in their modern era clothing. “We should find better clothes and try to blend in with these people,” she suggested, staying close to Castiel.

[hannahhostofheaven]

Forbidden Love

Closed RP with @the-trixster-and-the-fallen​

It was the early hours of dawn when Hana slipped into the dark cattle barn. He wore a thick cloak that covered his face and he wore plain clothing. He didn’t want anyone to see him as he had left the palace that morning, traveled through the town and into the countryside. He’d told his father he was going to a jousting practice because the truth wouldn’t be well received at all. The kingdom would not like it if they knew their prince was on his way to meet a peasant in her cattle barn.

The baroness who governed the manor was well known in town and her daughter was long expected to marry Hana someday, but the spoiled, entitled courtier wasn’t the one who Hana longed for. 

So Hana waited in the barn. He knew Cassie would be there soon. She’d be starting her chores and she’d be coming to the barn to milk the cattle. He hoped to surprise her.

Not far from the small town, in the forest, Hannah woke up with a groan. She lay in a bed of moss and her head ached. As she sat up, she felt confused. She didn’t know where she was. “Castiel?” she called softly. She put a hand to her head and gave a yelp. She pulled her hands away to find them wet with blood. She didn’t remember hitting her head, but the way it throbbed, she knew she must have.

As Hannah searched her memories, she remembered she and Castiel had just left the bunker. They hadn’t been driving very long. She gazed around at the forest. It looked nothing like the land surrounding the bunker. How did they get here?

[8839291-deactivated20220115]

The morning dragged on like any other, her mother scowling her more than once for her absent mind and slight slips in her usually steady hands. With pursed lips and furrowed brows, her mother sends her to milk the cattle as she would be no use helping to prepare lunch.

Cassie makes her way to the barn, adjusting the apron that slipped from her waist. Her long hair spilled from her messy tie and her smooth skin had slight smudges of soot and dirt.

As she nudges open the creaky wooden doors, her eyes meet hazel and she instantly melts. Her heart pounds in her ears for the person she had been daydreaming about all morning was here, in her barn.

“Hana, what are you doing here?” She asks breathlessly.

Cas heard Hannah call his name and sat bolt upright, his brain fogged as he tries to place where they are. The scene was unfamiliar and out of place in his mind. His eyes meet Hannahs as she yelps and struggles to move closer, taking a moment to orientate himself as he lifts his fingers to graze the wound on her head.

He tries to heal her but nothing. He tries again and it was impossible. He had lost his grace? But how? “I think we have quite a serious problem.” He tells her with concern as he drops his hand to his side in defeat.

[hannahhostofheaven]

Hana smiled when Cassie came into the barn. “I wanted to see you,” he replied, honestly. He moved to her, gazing into her eyes. “Don’t worry, I made sure no one saw me. I told the king I was at a jousting contest. No one knows I’m here.” he moved to brush a strand of hair out of her eyes. 

Hannah frowned as Castiel tried to heal her head wound. She attempted to heal herself but nothing seemed to work. “Our powers are gone,” she said. She had a terrible headache and as she looked around the forest they were in, she used a tree trunk to get slowly to her feet. “Where are we?” 

[8839291-deactivated20220115]

“I missed you.” She speaks out honestly, reaching up to let her fingers carress over the back of his strong hands. “I know we saw each other not long ago but i ache to always be in your presence.”

“I have no idea.” Cas admits, shaking dragging himself to his feet. “Perhaps we should start walking; find civilisation.” He suggests, dusting the forest follage from himself

[hannahhostofheaven]

Hana took her hands in his and then pulled her gently into his arms. “I hate that we have to hide,” he admitted. “I wish we could run away.” He knew they couldn’t leave. He was supposed to be the king one day and since he was his father’s only child, he was the only one. But his heart ached knowing what could happen if anyone found out about Cassie. 

Hannah nodded and walked with him, glancing around at their surroundings. “This land doesn’t look familiar,” she murmured. Eventually, they did come into a clearing and found themselves on top of a hill overlooking a countryside dotted with manors and small farms. And beyond them was what looked like a small village.