repressed

Hanna Clarkman 30. writer single. lesbian

[lara-stowe]

“This game sucks..” // @secretsummerstarters​

[hannaxclarkman]

“It really does.”

[jasmine---hart]

“What can I get for you tonight?” Sometimes she really hated her job, and tonight was one of those nights. So naturally Jasmine forced her smiles and acted like she actually wanted to be there. // @secretsummerstarters​

[hannaxclarkman]

“Uh---” Hanna paused, not having really decided yet. “Just, um... just vodka and coke, please.” She needed something a bit more than wine.

[hannaxclarkman]

terixclarkman​:

“Even if I don’t get the answers right way, at least it will get me somewhat of a peace of mind.” She told her before shrugging, “ I was going to see if Heath would go, but I haven’t seen or heard from him in a couple of days. I think it would be best to have someone go with me.” 

Hanna felt shaky and she didn’t even know why she had offered that. Was she stupid?! But she found herself nodding. “Okay... well, if--if you don’t run into him, I... I’ll go with you. Alright?” She didn’t think she’d be talking her cousin out of it any time soon.

[hannaxclarkman]

terixclarkman​:

“I know it’s an awful idea, but if I don’t get any answers soon on what he did. I don’t think I’m going to get any sleep at all.” She told her cousin before letting a sigh out. 

Hanna felt a bit shaky. She shook her head, shrugging. “I... I.. what if you don’t get any answers?”  Fuck. “Do you want.. do you want me to go with you?”

[hannaxclarkman]

terixclarkman​:

“So do I, and I’ve tried everything.” Teri told her with a shrug. “Maybe, I should just visit my dad?” 

“What?” Hanna was immediately on edge, shaking her head. “Wh-why would you... no.. no, that’s an awful idea.”

[hannaxclarkman]

terixclarkman​:

“Not enough sleep I guess. Just having those nightmares again.” 

“Ugh, sorry, Ter. Sounds awful.” Hanna sighed. “Wish there was some way I could help.”

[hannaxclarkman]

terixclarkman​:

“Yeah, I’m fine. Just zoned out a bit that’s all.”

“Any particular reason for that?”

[caitlin-clarke]

“I’m fine, I swear.” // @secretsummerstarters​

[hannaxclarkman]

“Um... I...” Hanna bit her lip, looking back at the other woman for a moment. “You don’t.. need to pretend.”

[xwintermusesx]

“I’m sorry, I didn’t hear what you were saying?” @secretsummerstarters​

[hannaxclarkman]

“Just asked if you were okay.”

[hannaxclarkman]

cassidyclarkman​:

“This is nice, we really should do this more often.” She told her sister after getting her seatbelt on.

“Yeah... we need to try and make more time for us.” She supposed it was probably her own fault for being so reclusive since... well... everything happened. “We definitely will.” She nodded as she started the car and started down the street towards the restaurant.

[hannaxclarkman]

cassidyclarkman​:

“Great! Just let me grab my coat.” 

Hanna waited for her sister to get her coat and then turned to lead her over to her car since it would be quicker driving.

[90sjenniferconnelly]

[hannaxclarkman]

cassidyclarkman​:

“Oh yes please, I absolutely love their pizzas.” 

“Perfect, come on. I’m buying.”

[hannaxclarkman]

cassidyclarkman​:

“Oh it’s nothing. I do help sometimes there.” She told her sister. “ How about some pizza? I would say Chinese food, but I had some last night.” 

“Pizza’s good with me.” She nodded. “Alfredo’s? They have the best.”

[tbelchers]

[hannaxclarkman]

heath-clarkman​:

“What’s been going on? We should get you some coffee.”

“I just... haven’t been sleeping and it just felt like today would never end.” She sighed, looking over at him with a little chuckle. “Yes, please. Tons of it.” She joked.

[hannaxclarkman]

cassidyclarkman​:

“Oh hey, I was just helping Teri out at the cafe. And yes would love to.” 

“That’s nice of you.” Hanna smiled at her. “Perfect! What are you in the mood for?”